Gnosis of Life with God as Love

Sexual Analysis to Sexual Healing

As Freud worked out, 'discovered' in his work on our psyche leading to psychoanalysis, all of our challenges and problems of the mind have their base in our innate basic sexuality. This is mainly, as he pointed out, due to the fact that as an organism we seek propagation to continue ourselves. He never managed to tap into the 'Id' and just called it our primary chaos of instincts and the subconscious. To us this is the very seat of the seed of our soul that lies wanting to be germinated and awaken. This in itself can be understood on both the psychological side as well as the spiritual side. If as Freud said, the Id is the basic chaos of our inner workings as well as our instincts, and as we grow we can experience many things others don't (due to a variety of reasons, such as awakening our conscious) then it holds to the fact that as the soul must be grown and must be awaken, as it is with us at birth, thus, for our analysis it is inside the Id which is the chaos and basic instincts. This can be viewed as in the duality in egos and sins, as both are the same. So our Id in psychology is our soul in spirituality.

When we are newborns the only thing we seek is nourishment and this develops into a love object. The love object could then be male or female, as we know no difference. At this point Fate is already at work as we interface with our caregivers who are good or bad towards us, based upon what Fate attached to us as we were born and what karmic situation we must live with those caregivers. This karmic process is either the receiving of payment for past and present virtues or the extraction of penitence for unbalancing the universal harmonic energies in previous incarnations. So, 'do unto others as you would have them do unto you' comes into play as we repeat the actions of past lives, this time perhaps the karma is being done us.

As we grow through our psychological situations and thus into our own psyche creating our future behavior patterns we also experience areas that are problematic, with the most common ones being 'under' or 'not developed' and the next being erroneous methods that will stay with us for a life time, unless we become conscious of them. As it is stated in 'Pista Sophia Unveiled' (ancient esoteric wisdom), we must pay karma for past deeds and thus Fate has attached itself to us in order to make sure that this is done by using the egos of the mind in performing this function and thus as spirituality says, 'leads us not into temptation' and tests our resolve to wake up from our 'sins'.

Added on to this, is the fact that in more situations than we want to believe or accept, are the really tough problems that have in fact created a trauma, an abuse of some kind. What ever the manner that the parent (as it usually is, but not always) miss treated us to the point of our needing to setup a coping mechanism, it stays with us and becomes repressed within, externalizing in many different ways, which is just as detrimental to our mental health as the act that was done to us. From all of this we have the present state of decline within our human race which, as the number of beings grows, so does the number of these kind of situations, and it extrapolates from there. The sins propagate themselves simply by the fact that as egos, which we all have and understand little of (or use to defend ourselves with or cope in the world), we believe that we are good and all is well within. If what we grew up with is bad, how would we know good? The only real way is the soul and its' mission of total enlightenment.

With all of this, when we arrive into teen years, the bases of our sexuality is created. From this point on we then act out and further pursue the same line of discovery, investigation and ultimately our behavior pattern for life. As we have setup our values, morals and the like from our caregivers, which were their egos injected into us, we now have a super-ego of parental and society authority telling us what to do. Right or wrong, as un-awaken beings we just repeat by rote which we learned through what was taught to us without any analysis of good or bad, right or wrong. If they had such and such sin, we mostly likely have the same one because of transference of the ego and thus the perpetuation of erroneous behaviors, known or unknown.

If we have been exposed to inappropriate behavior from someone during this time, it registers in our psyche as a pattern, as we learn things and then repeat them as being ours.

We will also, if the Id, ego and super-ego are in conflict; create a coping manner such as repressing the action into our sub-conscious. This repression will stay locked up until it is worked out. Sort of like the soul is made aware of the situation and has been given the task to watch over it all and figure out a way to make that which is unconscious, conscious. At this point it would seem that the iceberg is getting bigger at the bottom and not at all smaller above water.

As we are not conscious of what has gone on with us, all we can do is live the best way we can and to the best of our abilities, carrying the repressed stuff as a backpack. This in itself leads us into further kinds of 'wrong' or 'erroneous' and 'egoic' actions. Egoic because it is the ego that is dictating what we can and cannot do. From a humoristic point of view, it is as if Fate gave a job to the ego to do but even the ego will not listen and do it. But as Fate must be, we can be sure that it will figure out a way to do so, that is if what the ego is doing is not what Fate needs it to do. Awakened a little and knowing what is in the backpack, we can transcend it all, which is the mission of the soul, and awaken to become fully conscious.

Given the conflict that is built up between the ego and the super-ego we become unstable as to what is right and what is wrong. Even though the material maybe repressed, as with all psychoses, it must externalize itself somehow. Thus we develop character 'flaws'; that is to say psychological characteristics that are not strengths but weaknesses. This is the coping mechanism. However, it does not heal itself and we can literally live our lives in a state of instability from our psychological manners. This conflict is really the want of Fate due to our sins and will remain as such until we change, which most of us do not want to do. Most of us are not conscious of our sins just as we are not conscious of our own egos, only of what we (the ego) wants us to be conscious of. The externalization of the psychoses is in fact the soul trying to get a message to us that it is bottled up inside and that something is wrong with us. As we age the externalization can change from one thing to another, but it will still be there, nudging us and gnawing at us, something is missing, something is not right.

This instability in the case of our sexuality is usually manifested in the ways we have heard of or seen ourselves, and from all points of view, is what has given women a very bad rap and some men as well. If women were miss treated in some way and grew up believing from the super-ego (were parental and society morals are) that this is the way things are and everyone will treat them as such, they then come to expect it, come to seek it out and thus becomes it, for they doe not know anything else, anything better, or at least any change is not acceptable to the super ego and the coping is necessary. The soul is not in the picture of this instability as it is of the mind and the heart is hurting and thus paralyzed. Women are easy prey for a lot of these problems due to the sexual energy that they contain, being the bearers of children and thus more refined. They will act from the ego as all damage has made the soul even more of a prisoner of the Id, the subconscious. Remember the ego can only repeat things, it cannot use logic as the soul does, for God is not there, as God/Love is conscious in the heart, which is hurting or damaged and sent into the subconscious to cope with it all.

In all parts of behaviorism we could say that if we treat someone as the image they portray, then they will not disappoint us and thus act as that image, which most likely was a coping mechanism in the first place. Things are not always as they appear to be. When we awaken our soul, even a little, we start to see the soul of others and thus we can see the difference between the ego and the soul. The image is of ego; conscious love is of the soul. Just as many a man shows the image of a tough guy, he can just as easily be a softy inside but the coping image of a tough guy was needed in order to survive some wrongdoing towards him as he grew up. He was shown the egos of another, learned to repeat them and then did not allow for the soul's growth, awakening. Those teaching him had the same phenomenon growing up themselves.

So we have a matrix of people that were in one way or another problematically raised and portray images of what they really are not deep inside, their psyche. Look at ourself in the mirror and we can understand what is meant. Many actors play the movie of life, and those are of the ego/super-ego mix. It is not the real self, but the one created by the growing being in order to cope and do the best they could. At this point we actually have the blind leading the blind, for the parents are just repeating in some form or another what happened to them and what their egos dictated. 'Thou shall not create false images' is one of the commandments and this in and of itself refers to our 'God' (Love) that is within. While we do manage to cope through most of this, we also manage to keep the soul asleep, as we do not take any direct action to awaken it. 'Let those who have eyes see, and those who have ears hear' was meant to be of ourselves (as do most of the sayings) but we have been too busy living our egos to be ourselves. Just think, somebody starts an ego and then 2000 years later everybody in the world (just about) is doing the same. What power, what control, what unconsciousness.

So our sexuality becomes one based in the ego and thus of instincts, of what we learned and were taught to do, willingly or not. It is not of our free will, for that is still un-developed within the Id, which is the unknown chaos within all beings. We did not learn to attach our sexuality to the soul's awakening for consciousness and thus have rutted and thus sinned, (fornication is the sin and even if we are married we can still end up doing the fornicating with our wife) perhaps unknowingly as many believe, but also with a gnawing feeling that something is not right. Sexuality when used and of the soul can set us free from the bonds of Fate. So far we have just become as sheep, following one another and not really knowing where we are going, unconscious and without our inner guide in full state of awaken-ness. We just repeat whatever and ultimately create our own unhappiness. So we need to be as lambs with the Christ as our guide, helping to awaken us from our egos. This will give us true happiness, as we will then be our true selves and thus a true being, not an egoic one.

So now we know that something is wrong and as long as we just say that it is all this way and there is nothing we can do about it, or that just as the others are doing so can we, or worst, that because our caregivers taught us it must be true; we cannot accept (as we do not understand) to change it that is to make it right. Jesus the Christ said 'leave your parents/rulers and follow me, for if you do not believe in me you do not deserve me'. What is meant to our soul by this is that as we know something is wrong, not right, we need to look at the way we got to this point, how we formulated our egos and super-ego and whatever is bad/weaknesses we need to change it into good/strengths. Just because someone taught us something, does not mean that it is right, unless we have investigated it using our soul and not our egoic mind and thereby experienced the truth of it. The mind will make us believe whatever the egos need it to in order to keep control and perhaps cope psychologically against the truth. Yet as we all know that the truth will set us free and allow the healing of all wounds to start, we literally lie to ourselves and believe that we are not suffering inside. We just pull it all in and say that we are going to be happy. Just remember that the egos want to maintain our unhappiness, so that they stay in control.

As many so-called human beings miss treated those in their care, we have a number of generations that have a lot more psychological problems than in the past. We have too many people acting in manners that are not conducive to their own mental and physical health, especially were our sexuality is concerned. As it goes, 'lust is the path to evil' and this can be seen as we ignore our soul's awakening and growth for the sake of a few minutes of pleasure instead of days of ecstasy and years of bliss. If we stop the transference now, then we will be able to build a better tomorrow, for tomorrow is now.

Sexuality is good and with sensuality first leads to the road of discovering our real inner being and waking up our Id to re-write our ego and super-ego as we would have it, lovingly and not as it was fed to us, controlling us, then it leads us to the divinity of ourselves, to God/Love within that is waiting to be recognized. Duality exists and it is what we really need to understand within ourselves so that we can shift over into that which is consciously awakening our soul within, as well as that of our mates. The egos are fighting tooth and nail and betting that we do not wake up. How do we know that we have a problem and how can we fix it? From the spiritual point we know things are going downhill fast and thus something is wrong, something needs to be fixed. What?

Take your pick, psychological egos or spiritual sins, both one and the same. The first part is somewhat straight forward, behavior patterns are the first give away and then if we venture into some psychological character testing we will find the things that are not within what the system calls the 'norm'. The norm being made up of those with and those without problems and thus looking at the details of what makes to two different. If we look at those character tests, we will see that a lot of the questions are of a moral and thus a spiritual nature. Now the psychologist is not going to have you think in terms of 'God' when answering, but as you do you will notice the duality of the ego/sin situation. A lot of us that have left the religious system, or attend in body but not really in mind, did so as it did not fit our egoic conception of what we could or could not do, and what we wanted to do with the soul awaken or not.

As for the fixing part, this is where sexual healing comes in. As we know, sexual energy is the strongest energy around as it is what propagates us, and the universe around us, and as we mentioned before, most of us are in the instinctual level and thus just sexing with it and nothing more. At least with birth control we have a lot less people on earth than without, given our behavior patterns of rutting. Tantric/yoga sex practices are specifically what we are talking of. What is needed in this process, is a very loving and understanding couple that is really in love with each and are willing to handle any difficulties that will arise during the healing process. Each will more than likely discover things that they did not realize existed either in themselves or in their partner, especially in the case of abuse or trauma in upbringing. We need to create what is known as the 'Perfect Couple' as it exists within us, but we are just asleep to it. Our soul knows it is there and is waiting for its' chance to make it happen. This conscious love can move mountains, or as it says 'the one with as much faith as a mustard seed' can move mountains. Faith in your soul's divinity to do what true love can do, heal. The soul knows all and with help from the energies of Love/God, it will be revealed as we awaken. 'God/Love will not try/give us more than what we can handle'. Without this commitment to help ourselves heal we cannot heal the other either. We need to be in unison as both energies are required. What this allows for is the fusing of two loves that will overcome the blockage, as it is an energy blockage from repression and once unblocked, healing can begin. As the saying goes 'any two people meeting and acting in the thought and action of God, will have it done'. If we do not awaken our own soul, then we cannot help another awaken. 'First take the thorn out of your eye so that you can help your brother'. If we are two consciously loving soul's with faith, in ourselves and in the other, then we can move that mountain.

Once the focus is set on what we are trying to do then we can start the process. Without focus, as with the focus of the soul's mission to awaken consciousness, where are we really going, what are we going to work on? There are a number of self-help books out there that deal with the art of sexuality between two lovers from a vast array of manners and ways to proceed. What is not wanted in this process is to make it a focus of a sex practice for whatever better 'rutting' manners you have been doing up till now. We want to find 'intimate sensuality leading to sexuality' and this will allow for the opening of the energies that are blocked by the repression and thus bring out what was repressed. The art of tantric yoga/sex is the bases for all of this healing process and once we become exposed to it, we will begin to see what it is all about and why it works. However, buyer beware as it can be misused for unscrupulous ways.

At some point a mental health professional maybe needed in order to deal with the new realities that have been exposed. This will necessitate a commitment from both parties to under go whatever is needed in order to understand what has happened. If either of the two have shown an interest in psychology, then it is possible to at least get things underway and start the development, as when we are conscious, we become our own best psychologist.

In the practical aspect of the healing process; that is as the couple in loving embrace, what we need to do is listed as follows, in general terms. It is not all-inclusive and we should consult one of the many great books written on sexual intimacy that will get us on the road to healing. The soul is waiting for just such a chance at being one with the us, that is for us to be our real self, as such we will be making the 'Perfect Couple'.

Build a loving trust with each other by sharing our deepest darkest secrets, that way we will be totally truthful and loving to each other. When two souls talk it creates divine guidance from the energies.

Create a ritual around what we would like the encounters to be like; bathing, oils, perfumes, location, music and all the things we can think of that are not obtrusive to either one. Sacredness is a home for each one's soul.

Make a point of having time first for our self each week to meditate and then for the couple to do as well and begin talking in an intimate manner. Our own meditations will allow us to learn to relax and listen and talk from our heart, our soul as it were.

Using one of the many workbooks available on this matter, start to work through them, remembering to follow the steps and when they say no 'sexing' then please adhere to the process, for this is how the trust and intimacy is built up and maintained. We will be on a process of transforming our 'learned' behavior patterns of sexuality into a pattern that is our own (and our partner's), that is from our soul and not from our egos. It is easy to slip back into old patterns, but do not give up and do not beat ourselves up over it either, just keep trying.

Be sure that we do all the touching and caressing in a non-sexual but an erotic manner and stop when the book says to stop. Please do not step over the line that they have so carefully analyzed. Energy being as it is, our soul's enlightenment comes from feeding it to our soul and not the ego. To know the difference when feeding the ego, that is sexually instead of erotically, you can be sure to become conscious of the line between the two.

When it tells us to start with the actual acts, please pay attention to making sure that the calm and that the energies are properly flowing, any interruption or excess will lead to a new blockage, or the blockage simply transferring from one place to another. This transference is also part of the protection/coping mechanism, for the psyche will not allow the repressed material out unless all is in order. The ego senses this shift in energy to the soul's awakening and unless it is done with great conscious feelings, it is easy for the ego to find a new hiding place as it tries to survive the lack of energy feeding it, till it can figure out what to do.

We will notice that the part for the healing of women involves the mysterious or infamous G spot and we will be guided in how to find it and how to massage it while soul gazing into each other's eyes. If we feel that we cannot do this, then we need to get help so that we can, before we start. As the Id contains the seed of the soul, so does the G spot contain the built up of inappropriate actions that were done to the being. The eastern practices will fill us in on all of this. Gazing into the eyes of each other will allow for a full connection of the souls and coupled with prayers or mantras will allow us to have the energy of God with us. (God being total conscious truthful and unconditional love, which is a must to heal). The easiest place to find help is within our own being, asking those that we believe in for help, whoever they are as they are just waiting for a chance to help.

This is the point that when in each others arms, lovingly looking into each other's soul, creating a joint energy that is the strongest known to man, that we are actually opening up the memory into the sub-conscious to allow it to filter through into the conscious. This can be felt as a jolt at times and the couple must not lose eye or touch contact. The ego could create a sense of fear or angst at this time, as something new is entering into the conscious, which was in fact repressed for coping reasons, and thus this act requires a lot to loving energy to calm and keep calm.

This is where the valley of tears will start a flood. This is where we will find the hidden meanings to so much of the person's being. This is the tip of the iceberg of our consciousness. As Einstein said, we use 3% of our conscious and thus below in the unconscious we will find the 97% that is latent, waiting to be awaken. When we gain that consciousness, then we become real beings following the road less traveled, that of Jesus the Christ, tears will always be there as a prelude to great joys in our world of dualities.

We may not always succeed in tapping into that inner mystery the way we would like to. We may not be able to fully unblock the repression. And, we may not get to the bottom of our process, as the ego is strong and has many manners of fooling us and staying in control, thus alive. But, what we will get is a better understanding as to who the two of us are, a better appreciation for each other, more reverence for each other and thus more real conscious love for each other. We will in fact start to become enlightened beings, real humans. It is not a failure not to get to the bottom of the psychoses; it is a failure to not create that intimacy that is so lacking in just about all relationships. If anything we will have built a better couple and that is success in the process, the evolution of life. Thus, creating or working on creating a 'Perfect Couple' can only bring about great things for all involved.

Gnostic Movement

Copyright Samael Aun Weor

Chapter III of the book "Esoteric Schools", 1st edition, January 1985, Barcelona, Spain.

The Gnostic Movement is the synthesis movement of the new Age of Aquarius.

The Seven Schools of Yoga are present in Gnosis, but in a synthetical and fully practical form.

There is Tantric Hatha Yoga in Maithuna (Sexual Magic). There is practical Raja Yoga in the work with the chakras; there is Gnana Yoga in the mental tasks and disciplines we have been cultivating in secret for millions of years. We have Bhakti Yoga in our prayers and rituals; Laya Yoga in meditation and breathing exercises; Samadhi (Oneness of mind) in our practical work with Maithuna and during deep meditation. We live the way of Karma Yoga in fair action, thought and feeling.

The secret science of the Sufis and dancing dervishes is present in Gnosticism, as well as the secret doctrines of Buddhism and Taoism. The Sacred Magic of the Nordics is also found here, as is the wisdom of Hermes, Buddha, Confucius, Mohammed, Quetzalcoatl, and so on. The Doctrine of Christ is Gnosis.

Jesus of Nazareth, is, in fact, the Synthetical Man. He was an Essenian who studied Hebrew knowledge; he had two rabbi masters during his childhood. Moreover, besides his profound knowledge of the Zohar, the Talmud and the Torah, he was an Egyptian Initiate, an Egyptian Mason, who studied in the Kefren pyramid. He is an Egyptian Hierophant, who also traveled to Chaldea, Persia, Europe, India and Tibet. These journeys of His were not pleasure tours, Jesus traveled for study purposes.

Secret Tibetan documents indicate that Jesus, the Great Gnostic Master, was in Lhasa, the Tibetan capital, and sacred seat of the Dalai Lama.

Jesus visited the sacred Jo Kang Cathedral in Tibet; he acquired magnificent knowledge in these countries and all those ancient Schools of Mysteries...

The Great Master handed us all that Yogic wisdom, all those Buddhist, Hermetic, Zoroastrian, Talmudic, Chaldean and Tibetan teachings in a condensed form, "digested" in His Gnosis.

Jesus did not institute the Roman Catholic Church; He established the Gnostic Church, the one that existed in the times of St. Augustine, to which belonged Geronimo, Empedocles, Saint Thomas, Marcio of Ponto, Clement of Alexandria, Tertulian, Saint Ambrose, Harpocrates and all those early priests of the Church, which, at that time, called itself the Gnostic-Catholic Church.

The Roman Catholic Church in its present form was not established by Jesus; it is a deviation or corruption; a branch detached from the Holy Gnosis; a corpse. The human race needs to return to the starting point; to return to the sacred Gnosis of Jesus the hierophant, to primitive Christianity, the Christianity of Gnosis.

Jesus Christ's teaching is the Doctrine of the Essenians, the Nazarenes, Peratisens or Perates, and so on. In the Doctrine of Jesus Christ there is essential and fundamental Yoga, Tibetan magic, Zen Buddhism, practical Buddhism, Hermetic science, and so on. In Gnosis, all ancient wisdom is fully assimilated, chewed and digested.

Jesus, the Divine Master, is the Instructor of the World. If we truly want inner Self-realization, we should study, practice, and live the path of the gnostic arhat.

The best statement of the Secret Doctrine is found in the Gnosis of Jesus Christ the Hierophant. Gnosis saves us work and study; if it weren't for the synthesis of the Christ, we would have to memorize millions of volumes and travel around the world in search of the Way.

Fortunately, however, One (Man), the Christ, has already done this; He studied in the Buddhist Jo Kang Cathedral, researching ancient Tibetan texts. Why would we need to undertake the same investigation? He has already done this and brought us the whole Yoga, the complete Secret Science under a synthetic form. What more do we want?

Our duty is to study Gnosis and to live it; this is important. That we are laughed at, attacked or slandered, what does it matter to [the] Science, or to us?

Be assured, dear reader, that the best of Yoga is in Gnosis. The best of Buddhism, of Egyptian Science, Zoroastrianism and Caldean teachings is found in Gnosis; so, what more do we want? What else are we looking for?

The Gnostic Movement is the revolutionary of the new Age of Aquarius. At present there are many reactionary, ill-timed, inconvenient individuals and many latecomers who call themselves "gnostics" and who excommunicate us because we teach the Great Arcanum, the Maithuna. They say we are involved in pansexual, sinful work. They do not want mankind to receive the key of inner Self-realization. The Secretary of the Gnostic Institutes has received letters from one of these pseudo-mystic, pseudo-gnostic individuals, who claims to practice Gnosis and Sexual Magic (Maithuna); yet he does not want this key to be delivered to the poor, sickened human race. He says people should be prepared and instructed before giving them Maithuna, etc. Nevertheless, this so-called leader contradicts himself denouncing the Gnostic Movement and the Great Arcanum to certain students, and accusing us of pornography.

Actually, this "leader" does not want other people to enter the Path of the Razor's Edge. These are the people who do not enter, and who will not allow others to enter. He knows the sexual secret, he knows Maithuna, but does not want others to know; he is committed to hiding the truth from the poor human race.

Quite frankly, we have decided to go into a battle without frontiers, a battle to the death in order to bring about the new Age of Aquarius. It makes no difference that we are criticized or betrayed. Gnosis should be delivered to the mankind whatever the consequences. Jesus taught Gnosis and we will deliver it to the human race, whatever the cost.

The Gnostic Movement presents its knowledge in a revolutionary way; it is one hundred percent revolutionary. The Gnostic Movement was formed in order to start a new era, directed by a revolutionary planet, Uranus, the planet of sexuality, of revolution in progress.

In this year of Aquarius, the Universal [Christian] Gnostic Movement must fight strongly the good battle for the new Age of Aquarius.

Each Gnostic Sanctuary should appoint a missionary, and all missionaries should commit themselves to a battle for the victory of Jesus, the Christ.

Each Gnostic Lumisial should undertake the most intense advertising for the Movement, involving leaflets, papers, invitations, lectures, books, communications via radio, TV and so on.

Whoever wants to become Christ-like should be willing to give until the last drop of blood for Christ and for the ailing human race.

The egotists, those who think only of themselves and their own progress, will never reach such a Christ-like state.

At present [N.T.: 1970], the Gnostic Movement has over four million followers throughout America. However, it needs to grow more, to become powerful, massive, and ready to transform the world for the new Age that has already come about.

Last year was terrible ... we were betrayed by a pretentious villain ... but we were victorious, we have won the battle. Now we are more powerful, stronger, more numerous; last year came to an end with complete success for the Gnostic Movement.

This year of Aquarius requires a battle to death against ignorance, fanaticism and error. It is necessary to involve ourselves intensely in the Great Work of the Father, and to bring thousands of people to our ranks. We need to strengthen the World Salvation Army.

Remember, Gnostic brothers and sisters, that the Gnosis of the Cosmic Christ synthesizes the practice of all Yogas, Lodges, orders, religions, schools, systems, and so on.

Our Great Master Jesus Christ studied this Yoga deeply, along with all of ancient wisdom. He immediately delivered his gnosticism to us - already digested, simplified to perfection and under a totally practical form.

There is Gnosticism in the Buddhist Doctrine, in Tibetan Tantric Buddhism, Japanese Zen Buddhism, Chinese Chan Buddhism, Sufism, in the dancing dervishes and in the wisdom of Egypt, Chaldea, Persia, and Pythagoras, in the Greeks, the Aztecs, the Mayans and the Incas.

Studying the Christian Gospels closely we will find Pythagorean Mathematics, the Chaldean and Babylonian parables and the formidable Buddhist ethics.

The system of teaching adopted by Jesus was that of the Essenes. Certainly, the Essenes were one hundred percent Gnostic in nature.

The Four Gospels are Gnostic, and cannot be understood without Maithuna (Sexual Magic). It is absurd to adulterate Gnosis with different teachings; the Christian Gospels forbid adultery. It is absurd to conceive Gnosis without Maithuna.

We may drink the wine of Gnosis (Divine Wisdom) in a Greek, Buddhist, Sufi, Aztec or Egyptian cup, but we should not adulterate this delicious wine with foreign doctrines.

The Gnostic Movement embodies the Practical Synthesis of Gnosis under a totally revolutionary form.

The Gnostic Movement corresponds to the zodiacal sign of Aquarius and is, thus, totally revolutionary.

Gnostic Lumisials should be esoteric academies and Temples of Solar Liturgy.

The Gnostic Rituals are really Solar Liturgy. Humans do not have, up to now, a Solar Body (Astral Body); this is a luxury for the very few. Presently, man, that is, the "intellectual animal", only possesses a Lunar Body (Molecular Body).

The intellectual animal is a slave to lunar influence. He carries the Moon in his Molecular, negative, ghost-like body. In fact, humans are presently a hybrid mix of plant and ghost.

What the intellectual animal carries within his Lunar Body is only the Legion of the Ego and the sleeping Buddhata.

The Gnostic Movement teaches Maithuna so that humans can fabricate the Solar Body. Man must break free from the Moon to be converted into a Solar Spirit.

The Gnostic Rituals identify us with the solar force. We need to fight the lunar force, to become really free. This is the aim of the Gnostic Movement.

The Moon is death, the Sun is abundant life. The Moon is materialism, drinking binges, banquets, lust, hate, greed, envy, vanity, laziness, disbelief, etc., etc.

The Sun is Fire, Wisdom, Love, Divine Spirit, Splendor, etc.

The Sun is the Cosmic Christ, the Word, the Great Word. The four Gnostic Gospels embody the Solar Drama, the Drama of the Christ.

We must live the Solar Drama; we need to become the center of this Cosmic Drama.

It doesn't matter if we are criticized, detested, hated for teaching Maithuna (Sexual Magic) for the sake of this poor, defeated, stranded human kind.

The degenerate infra-sexuals will never forgive us for advocating Supra-Sexuality.

It is truly painful to see these poor infra-sexuals in the Molecular Worlds after their death. Their lunar bodies turn them into lunar women who wander in the Molecular World like sleepwalkers, asleep, cold, unconscious.

What use would be to these poor infra-sexuals all their subjective practices? What use are to them all their Creeds, Systems, Orders, etc.? In vain will the infra-sexuals search for liberation while they despise sex and renounce Maithuna (Sexual Magic), abstaining from sex or abusing it, following the degenerate way of homosexuals, masturbators, etc.

In vain the sincerely mistaken will try to create the Solar Bodies practicing breathing exercises, Yoga without Maithuna, other exercises or vegetarian diets.

It is totally demonstrated that we were born from sex and that only through sex one can create.

In fact, only through sex we can engender the Solar Bodies. Only the wonderful force of the Third Logos can turn us into Solar Spirits.

We want to teach mankind the Solar Religion. We want to hand over to these lunar ghosts the Solar Doctrine of the Cosmic Christ, with the sole objective that man can Christify himself.

It is urgent that the Christ be born within the heart of Man. Each human being must be turned into a Solar Angel.

The Gnostic Movement has a titanic task in the Age of Aquarius, which we have just entered. We have the Sacred Mission of teaching this poor human race the Doctrine of the Solar Logos.

We should fight to the death to make the Gnostic Movement more and more powerful. This Movement must become Omnipotent for the sake of so many millions of humans who are on their way to the Second Death. We must be compassionate and hand over to Mankind the Solar Doctrine, whatever the cost.

Evil and Narcissism

What and how is the Evil in us and how is it transmitted from generation to generation…

In psychology we know that we all have egos. Some say good ones and others say bad ones. Thus the duality of whom we are and how we can be the duality that we are. You cannot know good if you think there is no evil for how can one be without the other. Just as we cannot understand hot if there is no cold, love if there is no hate, one is the opposite of the other. Thus we can find and understand evil once we know and understand God and not the other way around as most of society teaches us and focuses on the bad. Don’t do this don’t do that. How about, be divine, be Godly, be loving and thus you give fewer chances for the other side. Although by this alone, evil will not just go away, you will be able to see and feel love and then find courage.

One of the early Popes wrote out the seven deadly sins based upon biblical texts and life up to that time, what we do not know is why those ones and how come they are so exact, even today. Today we have come to understand that the sins are in fact externalization of the egos that sit in wait in our head to buy us and sometimes drive us crazy. Think about the way you re-act to any given situation and you will have found the effect of what a original egoic cause did to you. This is the law of cause and effect, which governs us weather we like it or not.

Ex. You are a child (just about all development of egos is in the early years up to say 8 years old) and you want to go out to play and your parents say no. You keep asking and the more you ask the louder the no gets, until they scream at you NO which puts fear into you. You start to cry and they get angry and you cry more and they get angrier. All of this being a cause and effect, action reaction process going on. Parental ego says no, your ego cries, their ego throws out fear to control you and the rest of your life when someone says NO in that same tone, you become fearful. Now take that example and use it with any of the sins or egos and you start to see that you developed a program that has stayed with you since childhood. It became your psychological song. So now run down the list of fears and see what you can remember from when they first hit you and who was doing it to you as that child. Was it that infamous, 'The other guy'. Why?

Because they learned the same pattern as you did from the adults in their life and can only teach you what they know and have no way of teaching you what they do not know. Later we say to ourselves that we will not be like our parents on this or that aspect, yet we really do become just like them unless we make a radical change. For the apple does not fall far from the tree. Just look around you and your friends that are in their 20-30-40s etc. and see if their parents are not like them in many ways, especially the egoic ones. For they learned erroneously from their parents and unless someone helped them change the pattern, it stayed put. Each ego needs to be fed so when we create a pattern inside ourselves it seeks to repeat and repeat itself (like in the movie 'Ground Hog Day') until we wake up to what is going on and become conscious to what is really controlling our re-actions, that is to say what is the effect from the cause. So we think that we are in control of things when in fact all we do is re-act as we where taught at an early age. Just maybe some evil things were coming towards us then and we didn't know it, heck, we still don't know it now. As the wise-ones say ‘We do not know that we do not know’ and they are not kidding.

Given these negative, these erroneously learned patterns, the bad egos, how can evil not be fed through all of this process. It is quite simple for evil to be and get fed, for all of us live with psychological injury(s) or prejudice(s) from a young age, and who is there to help us stop it. Yes all that is Godly and divine, but how are they really helping if we have lapses, do not see them enough or do not re-write the script in our head that keeps going around and around. If we do not actively work on acknowledging them daily, they are powerless, as we have kept them out. So without the divine in our minds constantly, we fall back to what we where doing before, feeding the ego. Sort of like it takes over by default when we are not vigilant, on guard, conscious of what we are doing or saying and why. If we do not consciously choose to change something, then it stays the same forever. Well almost forever, you see with our own divine inner compass we slowly begin to works things out to help ourselves even though we are not really conscious of it. That is Gods plan for us all. Then again, if we are innately feeding the ego the bad the evil in us, we don’t get a chance to live our divinity our Godliness. So why do we keep feeding it?

Narcissism is a funny word that seems to be so powerful and frightening, but not to those who suffer under it. For within it lays the evolutionary process of us all now living the evil that is around and controlling us. Those that suffer from it are completely oblivious to it and when you bring it up to them, that is where you really start to see how it works inside of them. Denial is a first step, then when agitated defensive egos kick in. But most of all we can see it from their greed, selfishness etc, all of the things that a conscious, sharing and unselfish person is not.

The dictionary describes it as: self-love, exaggerated concern with the self; lack of concern for others; associated with genital excitation; one is willing to renounce other satisfactions if rewards of affection are promised; immature relationship to life; exaggerated underestimation of oneself; inadequacy and self-accusation; ego growing stronger attempts to obtain possession of the object it seeks and force itself; but mostly seen as having a number of the following traits:

Selfishness

Conditional Love

Visions of grandeur

Total control

Power over others

Lack of Empathy and Emotions

Aggressiveness

Vanity / Arrogance

Aberrant behaviors

(Better still; search the 'internet' for the explanations, definitions on what it is and how it is viewed psychologically).

Look back at all those not nice, not good things that happened in your life and try to see if one of the above explanations could describe what was happening. If you use more of your intuition and less of the mind to grasp it all then you should see the clear Godly truth shinning through. But if evil perpetuates itself, feeds itself, then how does it? You just saw how you where affected by some adult doing something to you at some point, then the natural conclusion is that of evil perpetuating itself. To test it just ask yourself 'Do you not remember any similar thing during your lifetime that fits into this, being done by you'? Look for the thing you hate most in others and you will find your own ego (bad sin) behind it all. If you turn it around, then evil becomes live and that is what we are suppose to strive to do. Yet we must dissolve the ego in order to really live or we stay frozen in the fear etc. and thus stop living, loving, expanding and knowing the gnosis of ourselves.

With this general understanding is that the ego picks up bad patterns, and without our divinity we fall into the cycle of reacting, to the causes we learned at a young age, and that our parents taught us just as they had learned at a young age. Unless we consciously want to change and work hard to change, change does not happen.

Ex.

As part of the baby-boom generation I can attest to the fact that we all wanted things to improve and wanted peace and love to be extolled from all around the world. But what happened and why? Enter the egos of narcissism. What most of said we did not want was to be like our parents and raping the world of its truth and beauty. But once we all got into playing unconsciously with the sexual energies (remember free love with every and any one) we froze our psychic at the second lowest vibrational level. Then we went into the work/money force and really started to live or so we thought. But without our Godliness, without the divine intervention, without our souls consciousness we just ended up feeding our ego.

We learned that we needed to take care of ourselves and get the best of everything that we could even if we stepped on our brother/sister to do so. We did not feel over empathetic or sympathetic to them, to our planet and we repeated what our parents did to us with our own children. Did you ever contemplate the fact that some people for various reasons should not have had children? I am sure that being honest with yourself you will see something narcissistic behind the various reasons. Honestly we did not feel nor live many virtues (opposite to sin) but loved living the ego/sins and what it could bring us. With the number of baby-boomers it was sure to be a mass perpetuation of evil. Even today with the many things that can be done what is the most prevalent is that which feeds narcissistic tendencies. Just look around, and what do we see, the problems, power struggles over who will dominate whom. Knowledge is power and as gnosis is knowledge you can see that all things can be used for a dual purpose when you have that knowledge as you can control another or fix your own problems. But with all the selfishness and lack of empathy, where have the virtues of caring and sharing with tender love gone? Just look in the hospitals, old age homes and the like. We don’t have time nor want to care for the elders of our tribes. Let someone else do it and we will show up once in awhile to 'make it look good'.

It is conditional love for if you do this for me then I will do that for you, is the song all egos sing when they find an ego-mate. Someone that each can share and fight for the control of the egos over, as in a marriage, as most marriages are not built on divine love, but on what is known as 'narcissistic sources of food supply'. That way you can have them feed your egos when you lack the nourishment your ego requires. Self-importance and grandeur go hand in hand so why should I do some lower level thing when I can buy/force (my food supply) do it. I am too important to stoop down to the level of the commoner. I am too special. This is quite true as all egos / sins are quite special. Aberrant behavior is everywhere today as our Godliness has lost it’s footing as the seat of our soul. We have very little reverence for life and revere only what the dollar can buy us. The bumper sticker of the baby-boomers reads ‘It is not how you play the game, but how many toys you have when you die’. So who cares about whom? God who is love, who is life, does. If we are not living life as in live then we are in the opposite mode dying as in evil.

How did we get to this point of evil, narcissism and lack of love?

Well the main point seems to be, that we left God at the rest stop and kept on driving without his energy or even thoughts of God. While it is still and will always be in us we simply stopped contacting it and using it daily, each hour, each minute. We are not conscious. We are sleepwalking like 'Ground Hog Day' and don’t care to know that this is what we are doing. We are the living dead as talked of so often in the bible. We do not love ourselves in the divine sense but in the egoic one which leads to too many people loving their 'self' too much and this is just feeding narcissism.

Go back to the time of J.C. and you will see an unfolding of it all. At that time he was extolling the truth of One God One Law of Life - Love- unconditional, unselfish and universal in its divine dance as it was pure truthful and lack of ego. Then the bad guys got a hold of him and put him to death. Later we are told it was to forgive man’s sins in front of God, a kind of a mass absolution. So as we pray to him the sins get wiped away. Which when taken textually and psychologically is true. However as the elders of the time saw a way to control the masses with yet another process, they went gusto on it. They managed to manipulate what he was saying into what they needed in order to have power over us. The did not want him really telling the truth to everyone out there. And, even to this day they do not like the writings of Nag Hammadi so they kept it all out of the bible(s). Thus we enter the age of organized religion for the power of the elders.

Their thinking went something like, we want to control the masses and this new religion, which with a built in martyr it can do it for us. They needed to put something between the masses and God so they could get a cut and ultimate control over us. Like going to a carnival and you have to pay to see what is inside. Even today you have to pay but they have hid the price in so many ways. Thus creating organized religion with its’ hierarchy did the trick. So far so good as a process of evil did not play that great a role. Just narcissistic people wanting control, power, and the money it could bring, without empathy for the masses. So not evil in itself, as they were doing it for the good of everyone, yet with their own selfish desires attached to it all. This is one of the things that Jesus talked a lot about how the elders would be the power over us. The next stage we see is the good people of the cloth (monks missionaries nuns) doing good for all people while the power monger or narcissistic ones (the hierarchy) tightened the controls and the laws for the masses to abide by. Laws on top of laws on top of laws, which Jesus was so against within a spirituality. Ever wonder why the legal system does not say the 'Truth at all Costs' but instead uses the 'Best Defense' you can afford. Its’ base is right here. Hierarchy control, which maybe an important process for many things, but not where God is concerned. There is no one that can come between the Boss and you. Your soul knows that and your soul knows good from evil when it is conscious of the truth. But, try telling that to someone who is narcissistic and they will tell you that you are nuts. Of course they have to say that in order to protect there nourishment for the narcissistic ego, otherwise they get mad and some do go nuts. Control freaks need control and power over others. They need that to steal the energy of the others in order to use it against the other and anyone else they deem necessary, yet defending as they are oblivious as they do not know who they really are.

In the next wave came the present government system, with all their multitude of levels, laws, waste and lack of moral empathy for us human beings. They do a somewhat good job for the masses of people who are unconscious and cannot follow the inner workings of themselves let alone a hierarchy system. Just read the papers, watch the news, and follow the mass of TV programs, all tailor made to keep up asleep. For they that run the system knowing what they know and acting as they do, weather it is a dictatorial regime or a so-called democratic society, are all made up of people with narcissistic traits. Professionals and anyone with a financial interest in business that can directly or indirectly profit from what is happening. So at this point we see that it is not the money that is the problem but the people using it. Like they say, guns do not shoot people, people shoot people. Money does not feed the ego, people and what they do and think of it feeds the egos.

So now we are stuck with a narcissistic control system all around us, from the organized religions, to governments, schools, work life and then finally to our own families. For how can a person be narcissistic if not learned from the family unit, the parent(s) and supported by the cast of sleep walking people who cannot standup for themselves nor have the courage to give it all over to God? (Not the evangelist or gurus, but the Boss him/herself/Love, when they do not yet love themselves).

The lack of love for themselves comes from all the egos / sins that where injected into them as a child and as they grew up. They did not develop a healthy 'self-esteem', yet knew people who have a narcissistic one that controls theirs’. They did not develop a healthy solid reverence for God but knew someone that could help them find God, connect to God, for a price. They did not have the chance to have real divine unselfish love, Godly in every way but they knew someone that could make them believe that they are it, if they follow their ways, do their bidding, heed their call. The perplexing problem of this for all of us is, why getting older did we not grow, expand and fix the problems in us. Easily understood when we know that a narcissistic system needs its narcissistic nourishment from those it can control and keep as its’ submissive energy feed and this is done in so many ways that it takes a psychologist to weed it all out. So become your own psychologist and start weeding, don’t be afraid to ask for qualified help when you need it. Your soul is counting on it.

It is a man’s world so no wonder 80% of it is narcissistic.

Ever wonder what it would be like if only 20% where. No wars to fight over who controls who, no weapons to kill who is killing whom, crime down to a minimum with the truth as the paramount process, and of course minimal sexual, physical, and verbal abuse. Sounds like a lot less narcissistic stuff going on does it not. Why? Because, of the need of feeding the ego of narcissism, they control us and they order us as to what or whatnot to do. They give us the news, give us the money issues and most abhorrent of all, they give us sex and its' abuses, thus not erotica of some lost thought of poetry, but pornography. Not nudie pictures but sleazy stuff, from child to snuff. Free speech for the un-Godly as they are at the center of everything and the Boss is not real to them. If God was real to them then they would be looking for help to unload their problems of control, aggression and lack of empathy for their fellow human beings. A bad soul is what it comes down to, lack of guilt for what they do and lack of consciousness with lack of aspirations to be conscious. To say that it is a because of the power is an understatement, they really think that they are God and don't have room for another one.

So they are evil and they may or may not know this, but being narcissistic and getting fed is all that counts for them. How? The use of sexual energy by man up to now; women are getting into the swing of it but up to now seems that they are mostly just emulating men, for the power. What happened to empowerment? Insecurity. It still is a man’s world and he brings her false security, which she will sell herself for as she has no other choice. We all have free will and do as we want, so when we are asked why we choose the bad over the good, we can defend with free will. Maybe our karma will not be so tough the next time around.

Most people are aware that matter/energy (as in sexual) cannot be created nor destroyed only transformed. With this transformation process we can use it for whatever we focus ourselves on from helping a person to being a dictator. In the days before sexual differences, men and women did all things together, hunted, fought and made a home. Once man realized that it took a male animal to make the baby animals he gained knowledge and then power over the women. While societies that revered mother earth where not narcissistic, those that did not developed it and helped to perpetuate evil, as we know it today.

Even with all the messiahs, even with all the Saints, male or female, we still have not learned to be ego-less, to be without the narcissistic process of power over the other, to sense the guilt when we do something bad, to seek forgiveness for our trespasses and in general, listen to and try to emulate the energy of those who tried to teach us. So evil survives and thrives.

Man developed a strong attraction to sex as the power base for his feeling good, feeling strong and invincible. Yet he did not transmute that energy to a higher level of vibration within himself, for an awakening, it was just for a power over the others. The Tibetans taught sacred divine Tantric Yoga Sex and man just found a way to exploit it to further his own narcissistic feedings. Buddha taught transmutation of sexual energies, and the gurus now knew how to capitalize on it, by setting up Tantric brothels. J.C. taught loving feelings and caring which women wanted and man learned how to use as abuse over her, all so that he could feed his narcissistic egos. He was the center of the universe and no one was going to displace him from it. Live free or die, is his battle cry, which is o.k. if it is live free of egos and getting better, or give up and throw in the towel. Better a dead narcissus ego than a live one. So what happened and how can we fix it?

Women as receptive and sensual with Man as sexual, aggressive, and narcissistic.

Maybe it should be something like the female side good and male side evil, or maybe it should be the female side feeding and the male side eating, for that is about the reality of things are right now in the world. Why?

Man became to realize that he wanted all of the sexual energy he could get. When his wife could not feed him the way he wanted her to he found a lover, then another, then he went younger as they where easier to manipulate, as he got older and wiser. Then he found out, that it is the really young ones, teens, totally innocent of all contaminations of life that he wanted, to take her energy, be the first one to feed off of her innocence. He was not against doing the same with young boys who knew not of sexuality, as they nourished him the same way. Besides the older ones were wiser and aware of his tricks. And all of those that he contaminated with his ways taught their own children that it was o.k., or the way to do it. Remember you cannot teach what you do not know nor can you learn what you will not accept after any trauma. Thus the ego becomes evil for it has now been tainted and traumatized. With 40% of North American children abused in some form or another, how could it be otherwise? You learn and you repeat unless you change your way of thinking.

The women have always been the sexual energy force that the men went after. Their innocence was pure untainted sexual energy that was actually looking for sensuality. They gave their sexuality to the man in exchange for his sensuality. But being the center of his universe as a narcissus he kept it all for himself and just kept on feeding. She was insecure as society showed him to be the provider and she the nurturer, so she could not stop feeding him what he wanted for himself and not for the good of the whole, just for his selfishness. If she changes something in the mix, then he will look elsewhere to be feed or feed on her by aggression. Thus the abuse we see all around us. So she learned that the sensuality she sought was the sexuality he had to give. Her insecurity created by the man’s world is assuredly going to keep her there unless she changes her way of thinking and mostly, unless she re-connects to the divine in herself. When we are conscious we recognize what is good and what is bad. That is the starting point for changes deep within ourselves. His aggressiveness needs to be put through the psychotherapy process in order to be corrected and she needs to feel secure of herself and what she can do with divine help.

So, yes, evil exists, it is all around us every day and unless we choose to change our way of thinking with divine guidance and the Love of God, which is life, it will not dissipate. Only your divine soul change make it happen, but with it being bottled up by the egos / sins of the mind, what chance does it have, so please free your soul from the grips of the ego. Yes, you are God and with all of that which is around us, make up the universal consciousness that we all look for outside of ourselves, yet it is inside. When they said 'know yourself and you will know God', they really meant it literally. For without your psychological process how can you attain your Godliness and thus free your soul from the narcissistic process that seems to have the hold on everyone and everything. Start by repeating in the mirror each morning the beautiful words from India “Namaste” “Namaste” “Namaste”. God will bless you, that you can count on.

Narcissism and its’ evolution via the family

Why does self-centeredness still propagate itself today? How is it done? How is it possible in a so-called evolved mankind? And most of all, how do we make it right?

When we were the cave man our brains, functioning and values were no better than that of the animal kingdom, survival of the fittest. As we evolved we shared most things with those around us and the women partook in all things with the men, until 'husbandry' (mating of domesticated animals), as we did not understand how copulation worked. But,

once man figured out that it took the male to impregnate the female, he just took over all the control he could muster and placed the women in the receiving role, and thus the main nurturer of offspring. He went hunting to feed the family with food other than what the farm animals provided or what the female grew in the garden.

With the onset of more inventions to help out the work, man started to have more 'thinking time' and started to be his own philosopher. As he was right with the breeding of farm animals it stood to reason that he was right in thought. He was stronger than she as she become more and more domesticated and stayed with the children. His ideas of himself grew more and more egoic, I am strong, I am smart, I am right. He started to do more and more things that were pleasing to him and for his own interests, like sex of course. God was some abstract thing that even today most people believe is outside of them and only revered at the religious mass. He had it all worked out and no one could tell him otherwise. Even if they did, when he got home he was still controlling that environment. So at work and play if someone was stronger than he or controlled him, he would get revenge at home.

She was dumped with all the child rearing work and house stuff so when he came home she did not have the energy to debate with him and if she put up a fuss he would take it out on her or the children. Thus she would go into a defensive mode to protect the children. Sort of like the male animals that try to eat the young so the female protects them. From this he would develop and strengthen his self-centeredness that would be part and parcel of most families, even today.

Narcissism is what it is called and it really is part of our early childhood growth process from a psychological point of view. We need to overcome this stage and move on and grow into sharing for all, knowing that we are not the omni potent one, but that God is. Unfortunately, with just over half of mankind believing in God and a lot of this is in some mixed up way, we are on a clear descent to nowhere. The road to hell is paved with good intentions, meaning that we think with our egoic mind that we are right and therefore do not look for God, saying that he is all around us and will take care of us, saying see I am right and if there was a God why does he let this or that happen, it does not make sense. Of course it does when we know God as total unconditional conscious love. We managed to figure out 'husbandry' so we should be able to see and be with that one thing that is everywhere. Yet we are still narcissist and thus negating God and the real energy, the real Power.

Man likes to think that the power is of his doing and under his control or at least he keeps working to control it. Yet how can a egoic mind living its' own process of sins and the wheel of Samsura be 'Power'. It may end up being in control over others, over this and that, yet it is not even in real control over the person's own being as the egos/sins have that one worked out, locked in place and playing its' game. Fate has the real control and we just refuse to understand it. It is part of our lives, just as God is and we just insist on ignoring it all.

So man goes and has a family, then being the head of the house etc. controls his family to the nth degree, from where they live (with minimal justified reasons) to what they will think and say. Just as he went out to find food for them before, he has now setup a way to have his own narcissist food supply at his fingertips. While he works in a more and more competitive world, he smiles, tows the line and fits into where the stronger one has control over him. He then goes home and repeats the same actions done to him, to the family. So as he is controlled by a self-centered boss he controls the family. He is the boss and everyone must do his deeds and beckoning. By injecting his way onto his mate, she has taken on the attitude that he is somehow, somewhat, better, stronger and to be accommodated, even if it is just to protect the children from his ranting etc. He controls her and thus the children.

As the children grow, and have been learning by copying those nurturing them, they become just like dad and mom. When they try to think for themselves and be all that their little hearts and souls are trying to be, they are quickly put in there place, 'children are to be seen not heard etc'. As their own psychological growth via nurturing is being distorted and not flowed through properly, they end up completely controlled by the parents. Should they be insubordinate then things like 'God will punish you for that' (thus making God a wrathful one and not Love), 'good children don't do that', and 'what would the neighbors say' will be thrown at them to bring them under control. Added onto these fear statements is any other manner that the parental ego can come up with. The parents egos, remember, were built based upon what their own parents did to them. The children go through 'abuses', 'traumas' without ever knowing it (although sometimes at mid-life they have crisis over it all) and with no one around to guide them, to nurture them, they stagnate in their psychological growth and the ego takes over in a form of survival in a hostile world. The ego seeks control in the chaos and to make sense of things by controlling. When God has been well extolled in the family as the total unconditional conscious love It is, then these problems are not seen, at least to a much less degree.

So Dad has a full control over the family with his various egos, usually with anger the strongest and Mom has it (in the pecking order) with fear and guilt of this and that. As Dad usually has a lot of desires of this and that; (for the family he says with it being actually for his own narcissist needs, as the family needs God and he is not extolling it daily or in a way to propagate unconditional conscious love, besides he usually believes he is God or a close copy and given God is not here in body he will do the job) he instills the ego/sin of desire into the family and controls it that way. They need him to get what they want, they depend on him for all things, they are not taught to hunt for themselves but to do his bidding so he can get what he wants and continuously have control over them, even into adulthood.

Problems arise at mid-life for the children when they start to realize that they are not happy and cannot figure out what is wrong, as Dad the copy of God here and now cannot be wrong, for if he is, then the morals, beliefs etc taught by him are wrong. The super-ego will not allow that to happen, unless there is something to replace it. If they are taught enough to make most of their own decisions then they would have taken the good stuff and let go of the bad, unfortunately between Dad/Mom and the society/culture they were told the parents know best.

Mom has been working with guilt on the children and if not guilt then fear with 'wait until your father gets home'. She has been protecting the children from the Dad until the children sort of rebel against her and as she loses control over them, and as she never had control over the Dad (unless she had learned to manipulate with the withholding of sex) she seeks her manner of getting it back. So as her mom taught her and she has seen with others, out comes the guilt. Using societies morals and whatever she can think of she does against her own offspring, what was done against her, who then become accommodating to her, not wanting to hurt her feelings etc. and thus subservient to others, via guilt and when needed fear, just like Dad's anger. There is also a myriad of other 'symptoms' that mom uses to control the offspring or any other children that may fall under her influence, symptoms that she created in herself from her own egos.

So the emotion-less Dad (towards the soul full needs of the children and mate) has his supply of narcissist reverence towards him and he uses all manners of reward for their paying him homage (actually for putting up with his ways, but this is unconscious as is most of the stuff) from praises of this and that, after yelling at them, to this most widely one used by us North Americans, money. Money was what he was after in order to get the gratification he wanted (feed his narcissist wants) and giving it at times like this, the children appease themselves with something different and do not think about what precipitated all of this. He buys their loyalty and they having been given money, even after something so called bad that they did, are reinforced to pleasing their own egos and forgiving anything Dad did. Mom does the same thing of course, but usually it is with other than a monetary exchange, it could be allowing this or that to be done. So now we equate money to control over the other by appeasing their egos.

With all this stuff going on from the self-centeredness of Dad, Mom and children, who has time for God? Besides where is God? Oh well, when he comes we will pay attention at that point. After all we are good people, doing good things and not hurting anyone.

Yet, when we look at the family unit of this narcissus we see that they will in turn go out and have their own offspring and thus raise them in the same manner. They lacked proper nurturing, so will their children. They lacked unconditional conscious love just as their children will. We cannot give to our children that which we did not receive but we can give them whatever we did receive, no matter where it came from. So if our parent's egos/sins are transferred to us, then we will transfer them to ours. If we where shown narcissism and control, then we will transfer it to our children. All of this is fact, unless a miracle happens, and they do happen, but in the meantime narcissism just keeps growing and getting worst.

If we can see that something is wrong between how we were indoctrinated and how God that totally unconditionally conscious loving energy works, then we have a chance to rise above the present chaos of our egos and start to work in earnest on what is happening. It maybe only at the mid-life crisis or when a friend keeps bugging us and reminding us that something is wrong with us and or the family. If that friend really loves us just as the Love of God would be here and now, and if we have not expelled that person from our lives as they affected our own narcissism, then with that loving feeling we have a chance to go inside and dig around.

Looking back over time we come to realize some of the danger signs that narcissism is at work:

Self-centeredness of the elder (even if masked by 'I am doing this for the family' which actually means that I am doing this to have control over my family for it is a dictatorship and not a democracy) is quite evident from the problems of society and the hierarchy process.There were signs of grandiose self-importance commonly known a bragging and much exaggerated. They are special and somehow unique, thus only understood by the same type which usually means the family, as they were trained to pay homage and outsiders were not and of course do not understand our special situation. Besides by keeping it all in the family, the secrets are safe. The joint encouragement means that any outside influence could never succeed in helping, and all outsiders are not welcomed unless they tow the line, give up their freedom and control to the head narcissist. They required a lot of attention, admiration and often would pay to get it, one way or another.

The head on always had the sense that they were entitled to what they could get out of the family, after all it is their family and no one would tell them otherwise on any issue. They often showed envy (especially in the money department) and would suggest that others were envious of them. This is often how an ego works, seeing in others what we really have inside of ourselves, thus in fact they were envious of others and what they had, thus the infamous 'keeping up with the Joneses'. This would lead them all to showing degrees of haughtiness and arrogance. Remember that by now the children are also demonstrating most of these signs, especially envy and arrogance. They took advantage of others, weather the family or outsiders it did not matter, as long as they could achieve their goal. Mostly, it was the family, as they were trained to perform. Just like circus animals.

Unfortunately, they also had a great lack and no adequate amount of empathy of others, being unable to recognize or identify with the feelings and needs of others. Their stuff was and still is always first. Who cares for the others as the others never cared for us? Sort of like the real McCoy family feuds going on all the time and unfortunately it really is, as money, prestige and pride are all at stake. The quite sick aspect of it all is that they have few real friends that are not members of their own family and this is usually the biggest tell tale sign of all, for if we are always with our own family, then we cannot expand and take in new thoughts, new ideas from others. We live the same morals and beliefs all the time, right or wrong and we do not develop the discernment to fix this and make that better. We are not seeking enlightenment or consciousness, we are just sleep walking as we were taught as the circus animals that we have become, for a dollar we can jump through the hoop. If we are weekly being fed that same doctrine from within a family nucleus that is narcissist then we cannot change and grow. If we spend more time with the family than with non-family member friends we are stuck in the mud, on the wheel of Samsura going around and around. All organisms need what is know as 'new blood' in order to survive, expand and evolve. These types of people really do show little evidence of any real abilities outside of what their fantasy self and lives is.

As narcissism is a disorder of self-esteem we see that these people are very much lacking in real self-esteem and fabricate it by making a huge Self. This self becomes, self-interest, self-concern, self-love and all the self-words giving birth to pure self-centeredness. The only way to right all of this wrong within ourselves is to first admit that we have some kind of a problem, especially with self-esteem. Then we need to go within and do our own self-analysis to find out what created all of this. Once we have found the various sources we will then be able to re-write the tape in our head by forgiving those who helped us get into or who put us into this place and sincerely ask God to help so that we can focus our work on dissolving all the egos/sins that were created.If we choose to ignore this pattern, then just as children are more food product sensitive today or needing 'Ritalin" to calm them down for school, so will we see more and more self-centeredness with the children. And it is happening, just ask any psychologist or teacher not afraid to speak up, or better still take a look around and think of your own children and those of others. If you are partly guilty to it all then don't be ambivalent, help fix it. You are part of the solution or part of the problem.

Sexual energy

Sex. What a word. It denotes for some the satisfaction of lustful desire. It is seen as the release of inner stress (as Freud mapped out) for many others, falling asleep right after release to the sadness of others. It is mostly the simple rutting and behavior patterns that we have made it into. And for just about all people it means 'I love you', conditionally of course.

Researchers know and have shown us how we all emit chemical smells that attract a mate, and now they are realizing that perfumes used by most alter that smell and thus give off an altered or false signal. This altered signal then masks the real fact of weather or not that the other person is for us. It falsifies their message to us. Oh well, life happens, Fate is our comptroller and so divorce and all the problems we live on our journey, happen. But even without all of this process going on we still manage to get into trouble. How can we not even live what is our Fate to rebalance and why does that in and of itself create more and harder karma?

Pulling into the picture our learned behavior patterns and the various traumas or abuses of life, done by others to us and expanded upon by our own egos thereby hurting ourselves, we have a starting point that is not soulful, but egoic. Remember Fate is given to us as our karmic process before birth and we either make it better or make it worst along our journey of life. We are sure that if you take a detailed inventory of your life from all points right now you will see what side you fall on. Detail of even the littlest situation contains insight as to what we hide inside, on purpose even if it is our egos doing the hiding. Giving you a hint to help out may make it easier. Listing the seven sins and being totally honest with yourself, to what degree are those egos still within you and how are you doing at dissolving them? Another hint is that 'lust' is the one buried the deepest and thus the last one to be totally dissolved.

So along our road, too often having been traveled before by others, over crowded now and into the foreseeable future, we have our relationships. That is to say we are looking for our sex-ships and how to dance that dance. The energy of sex, and it is an energy of creation by transformation, is the strongest one in the known cosmos, and propels us left and right until we find someone. Mixing in all the egos to this process (not to mention Fate watching over us all the time) we find ourselves, as all would agree, not looking for a sex partner but for a mate. What we all fail to seize in this is that we are fueled by the energy of sex, yet controlled by the egos/sins, which are under the vigilance of Fate. Fate does not do it for us, all it seeks it to make sure that we all rebalance anything that we unbalance. If we are still living on earth and not 100% conscious then we are under its' karmic influence and thus we are paying debts and in some cases collecting receipts. Yet the most interesting part of this process is that we do not know that we do not know that we are doing it. We lead ourselves into temptation by our egos and complete the wheel of Samsura (around and around) through our sexual energies.

Sex is not an evil thing, only evil people are evil. But working backwards we find the following to be true:

Evil people are narcissist as they lack real Love, they play God and they have no real emotions of their own. Narcissist people are self-interested (for some gain, usually some sort of power). The strongest power is sexual energy. So they seek for their self-interest (misuse) sexual energy and use it for their selfishness and make it evil. Not very complicated when we take an honest look at it and ourselves.

Look around at all the narcissism you can find and see, which is not to hard unless you are yourself and do not want to see it, that it is never happy with what it has attained, it needs to control all the things that surround it at all costs. It is the real perpetuator of evil. How? By using the sexual energies of those around them, from a simple big smile to a secretary (lust at work deep inside) to an out and out rutting session of power over their mate. But why? Because they have a weak or non-existent self-esteem carried over from a childhood when they did not completely go through what is known as the 'narcissistic stage' of development. The parenting, care giving that was done to them had flaws in it, and these were not corrected by others nor themselves as they grew up. Truthfully, they did not develop a healthy reverence for God, as they became God themselves.

They take the energy of sex and fuel/fool themselves into thinking that they are the strongest, they are the best, they can have and get whatever they want. They are egos playing a mind game against others at first and then eventually against themselves. They are usually emotionless towards others from the intimacy point of view and only know what the sex acts give them in all manners of satisfaction. They are not looking for a loving, heart filled relationship; they are just looking for sex. Just take a look at all the politicians through the ages and what they had been notorious for. Just as most relationships are turning out to be here and now, without the real Love that is already inside us all, waiting to wake up.

So along the road we go till we meet someone that gives us an unconscious signal that we can be together. If both are unconscious people then the mating dance starts and the weaker ego gives into the stronger one. The one with the most sins wins, just as in the 'boomers' bumper sticker, 'the one with the most toys (egos) wins'. Thus, off they go to start the process that they were taught, that was cemented into their sub-conscious, all over again which will then filter down to their own offspring and those of others.

They are fueled in the earlier days by the sexual energy and feelings of having conquered the world (actually only the egos of the other one) and end up rutting as in the animal kingdom until a child is born. Up to this point, the young couple has more likely than not been experiencing whatever they could in the realm of what they called 'love-making', but which is in reality discovering their sexuality. They just do, act, probe and find out what things are all about. Based upon their inner beliefs (which most likely was feed to them erroneously) they setup a pattern that will be the underlying manner for the rest of their relationship. I love you means lets have sex and having sex means I love you.

Men usually have the upper hand here, and as they are the stronger one, especially narcissistically, they do everything to control the situation around them, actively or passively. Women are still in most things, subservient to the man and thus have no control, other than the occasional no sex (no food, energy power) for the mate until he does this or that. He does do this or that for he wants the sexual energy, he wants his gratification so he can sleep better, feel better about himself and thereby strengthen his self-esteem. At this point, along comes a newborn child, the sexual energy changes for some women to a real breathe of a new chance at life, to make it all right. Things will always get better tomorrow, is the oldest egoic song within all of us. To others it means more responsibilities and thus less time for sex. To others, it is a new one to control and unconsciously tap into as a new sexual energy supply. And for a lot, it is a new way to avoid sex altogether as it has not turned out to be what they thought it would be.

Sex for most females, is the feeling of closeness, tenderness and caring. Just like the feeling that they have with a new born. For most males, it is the wanting of, acting in a manner, that will satisfy their lust, give them the energy power of and over the other and make them sleep better. The energy is all around both of them, yet it is not being used jointly and for a common good. Thus God is not in the picture for it has been said ' Any two people coming together with a common goal and with God in the picture will attain it'. They got the child but did not get each other. Somehow the energies were wrong at some point.

Remember, the mission inside yourself for your life, it was to do what and attain what? Without it we all are just adrift in the same sea of egos with the others. We have no real control over ourselves and thus we default to being controlled by others, which is our own egos to start with. As we have no control, we seek desperately to control the other. At this point the female is by now aware of being unhappy and starts to seek a way to fix the problem. She sets up the situations (consciously or not) which the male will find stressful unless he wakes up to her needs, but then he can also manipulate things and make her ideas back fire on her. She falls in love with her child, and this is pure unconditional love, perhaps not too conscious, yet aware of what it is and knowing that it is not sexual at all. She diverts her own sexual energy towards the child in a nurturing manner and thus there is less of it for the mate. He sees a decline in this energy and starts to force the issue more instead of working on his inner being and understanding what is happening. He feels cutoff from her as she loves the child, and he is still looking for sex and not transcending it all into real love.

As he starts to feel the decrease of the sexual energy within, he starts to become more stressed. She on the other hand, is saying that she is more stressed with the new responsibilities, which is because he is not helping her keep her energy level up with unconditional love consciously. He is just saying ' I lost something and want it back'. This then leads to arguments, strife and various manners of abuse. It could be he just takes her when he wants or it could start him foraging into the other pastures. The lack of sexual energy is affecting his brain and his actions. He is living as many say, from his pants and not his soul, and with this many laugh and say that is how men are. Yet what it is really doing is allowing narcissism to continue to expand and infect other people. Ambivalence is not an answer to this situation, as it only allows it to continue through our own avoidance and unconsciousness. If we all remembered that ignorance of the law, manmade or cosmic, is not an excuse, then this type of perpetuating would not continue.

Meanwhile there are other couples living similar situations so they get together, lament, and then decide if they want to give each other, some of that 'seemingly' missing energy or if they want to go out looking for some, somewhere else. Thus the wheel of Samsura keeps turning and turning and as the egos are being fed in steps Fate to do it its' job by making sure that what gets unbalanced is rebalanced. Without conscious love the sexual energy becomes heavy water in the body with nowhere to go. So we seek an outlet of any kind. Without unconditional love the sexual energy becomes a control mechanism that one uses over the other, therefore there is no goodly-ness from within. So the female can now control the male with sex in order to get some form of intimacy. The male controls the female with projections that he may go elsewhere as there is an abundant number of 'fish in the sea'. Fear to fear. Oh well the egos are playing with themselves and no one is awake to 'mind the store'.

As the miss use of sexual energy continues to weaken the brain (by sending the egos on a rampage of sorts) and keeps the soul bottled up inside, more of the deeper problems start to surface as the cooping mechanisms become mixed up. These problems are the real life issues that need to be dealt with, yet the egos had not allowed them to be seen and worked on up to this point, as the being was not ready. As the ego is not being fed, as it wishes, it starts to weaken and gets angry with the truth being exposed in hateful things. Had the same process of sex since meeting as a couple been kept up, one way or another, then these issues would not be known as the ego would not allow them to disturb its' control. So the sexual energy can be used to cover things up or to keep them buried.

The covering up is exactly what most people do when they have sex. They cover over the real feelings of what is buried inside by saying to each other; I will forget this or that as I have my desires fulfilled and my energy moved around. The only thing is that it is around in circles and up and down, with no mission purpose. As the womb cries each month for the unborn chance, could you imagine the population if birth control was not available. Where would all the sperm end up, how many more problems would we have and where would we live. One thing for sure we would end up draining all the energy of the cosmos to earth (in making the new born) and we would not have enough to support us all. Death and decay, just like the sperm and ovum.

So further along the road we go with a stop off at mid-life crisis. The male is not happy with his sexual life (or other repressed emotions he mostly denies) and seeks stimulation from where ever he can get it. His brain is still in a state of control by the ego and seeks only to re-charge the battery, by taking the stress away, not knowing really why it was there in the first place. He goes outside the couple for love, that is he seeks new and what he thinks are better but are just different manners of sex. The female handling all the things she can and getting more stressed by the in actions of the 'jerk' ends up re-evaluating her life up to that point. She is not happy, has not been happy since young adulthood. As the responsibilities grew so did her unhappiness. So she seeks outlets.

If either of them has unsatisfied egos they usually through in the towel, unless their egos under the watchful eye of Fate have other plans in the hardships and lessons to learn of life. The school of hard knocks is the slow manner of overcoming the egos. But, usually this just means giving control of our egos over to someone else, thinking and believing that they will make it all better. Sooner or later we wake up to the truth, which has a lot to do with becoming conscious as to who we are. One thing by then is that we realize that we are lazy and don't want to but in the effort as we are tired (mostly from too much rutting) as we still have not found real love to allow us to live in harmony with the cosmos.

The sexual energy at this point is just spinning around and out of control inside of us. It means that we have not been working with it, nor have we been working on the couple, for when we do, we find that the energy is transmuted into the unconditional love that it really is, and then we are capable of having a conscious truthful relationship. This is the time of life when we are apt to do the stupidest of things and in many cases regret it later. It could be divorcing when we should not have, or not divorcing when we should have. What a paradox. Fate is at hand waiting for our action and we are further tempted by Fate through karma to meet people that we have through out our lives and really start to pay the debts that are due. We also have the chance to collect a lot of good things through out this process, if we are choosing to be conscious of our own sins/egos and ask for help while sincerely repenting. We need to realize why we are meeting so and so and doing what we are with them in our life at that point. Our energy then starts to really get mixed in with the energy of another, let's say the newcomer into the picture. At this point if we are not careful, meaning conscious, we can literally end up taking on some of the other person's karma. This is actually what pure conscious love does, take on another's' karma, but it is more often than not just our egos leading us into and succumbing to temptation. Transference of egos work from parents to offspring, just as it works between people. This new comer is the narcissist food that we need, and as the old food has gone stale we seek a fresh supply.

When we interact with them, they give us something new and thus something our ego is happy with as the game continues and it can play with some new friends, for a while at least. For as time goes on we start to discover that we are just repeating old patterns and bad habits and that we get stuck in the same rut of not being happy. We thought we could be happy if we changed the sexual energy. This is not to be as it is not the changing of the energy that is really needed, but the growth of our mind, the expansion of our inner being. Becoming conscious of who we are and how we tick inside. We walk away saying all the positive things to justify why we are breaking things off, yet we also know that we are filled with the negative stuff as to why we are in fact leaving. This negative energy doesn't just go away, and unfortunately unless understood it just interferes with our sexual energy. When we are in this new relationship we have brought all of our baggage from previous relationships with us and thus we manage to sabotage the new comer and ourselves. If we do not get full control over this, we end up cutting off our narcissist food supply and have to start over, with the same mindset of egos, only more determined than ever to succeed. When our supply of food (sexual energy) is threatened we turn to all manners of finding a way to keep it or get it back. For narcissistically we say to ourselves, how can that person not love and want to feed US. WE are the best. WE are great. WE are whatever. Thus we are just seeking to feed the self-centeredness of our egos. Thus a sin is committed thanks to our egos and unless conscious of it we injure our soul, or as we usually do, delay the awakening some more.

As the ego works in wily ways we succumb to things that we never thought of as it seeks whatever manner to express. It makes us do things that would be horrible under any circumstance, but now it is situation of life or death of the ego. It is losing yet again a source of narcissistic food supply, it is panicking as to who will replace it and we are still devoid of God and Love that can easily help correct it all.

We never knew real love, so we have given up by now on ever being happy and just give into, accommodate our egos by being in a situation that is not were we really want to be. And so Fate sits there waiting for us to do something else, sending us some good situations and some trying ones, and we either jump in with both feet or we pull deeper into our shell and hide from it all. At this point, as in many times in our life we feel as if we are buried deep inside and there is some actor that is playing the image part that we project. There is, and the actor's name is Ego or any one of the sins that you care to be honest about.

We are still seeking a perfect relationship, yet the sad facts are the we cannot have a perfect or even a good relationship with another if we first do not have one with ourselves. If our egos control us, and if the other is controlled by their egos, then who is it that is having the relationship. The truth is inside each and everyone of us, if we care to see it consciously now. If not then we can rest assured that Fate will be waiting for us in our next life seeking to rebalance all that has to be.

In the Beginning

God the Creator made the heavens and earth, so please stop mixing up the Gods or deities that are manifestations of virtues and called God(s, desses) by many. The creator God has a different name as the root of sound, so we will call the creator God 'OM' so as not get it mixed up. This is a good example of neuro-linguistics 101.

So as we accept 'OM' as having made all of this, we then see the evolution of our part of the universe as a growth from one source, sort of a transformation by transmutation. However, we can surely accept that 'OM' has a hierarchy that was set in place in order to make it all work well, and given that 'OM' is love, unconditional, ultimate truth and conscious, 'OM' wants us all to be as such, just as Jesus the Christ and others from other regions (that were all born on Dec 25^th) became. Seeing life as a beautiful game that has only one rule, the Law of One God 'OM' then we can rest easier, at least not having to see all the other laws as 'OM' made, but rather homemade (manmade). That one law of one God has been translated into all languages and is the greatest beauty of our existence, but so few of us even get close to living it. That law is known as, unconditional, ultimate truth, conscious LOVE. Just what Jesus was trying to get us all to see and be, and we crucified him in the process. No LOVE there.

'OM' decides that with the angelic world already working from the Mysteries of Light that they need to be allowed to transform (that is transform the primal energy 'OM' created) in their own way, and off they go doing all sorts of highly enlightened things that we can only contemplate in our universe and that we can clearly see in the minute details of all organisms. In the first run at things here on earth, it was easy for the students (yes students of 'OM', just as we are all learning, so do the angelic ones) to just transform energy into a molecular form of chaos that would further be transformed into a cellular world, like that of the physical form of the planets and the mountains, trees and all organisms. Of course there are what we would call science competitions in the angelic world with everyone learning from each other and sharing the results. Those more advanced would be copied and those more imaginative would bring in the evolution of organisms as they are transformed into higher or more refined organisms. Never would it be the blind leading the blind as we see so often on earth.

Once they developed good working things like trees and plants etc. they decide that from these models to try and make animals, that is to say, entities that are like the trees in cellular but that can actually move. Sort of like working with a Lego construction set and making it mechanical working. So off they go and all over the cosmos each group (yes they all work as what we know as soul-groups) worked on making some animal forms.

It was a smashing success as they made those giant dinosaurs. 'OM' was happy to see the angelic squad having fun transforming, after all they where the first children of 'OM'. It was like us watching our own children, discover and make something as they evolve.

Of course we all know that those dinosaurs did not have big brains, in that the neuro complexities like we have inside of us had not been developed yet, so they had only a sort of mechanical computer processor to work with. We guess 'OM' must of felt like Bill Gates did when he was making computer history. Anyway, the brains would have to be worked on, but the bases were there. As the angelic group was androgens and they were working with energy that is plus or minus, they made the dinosaurs male and female as they had yet to figure out how to copy themselves therein. This would later lead to how we are today, Ying and Yang, plus or minus in energy terms.

Now in that space and time there was free will in the angelic state that is to move around and go to and fro. They would visit each other at the various schools and find out what they were up to, to compare notes as it goes. Of course they would move from one place to another faster than the speed of light, visiting the various planets in the various solar systems, within various dimensions, knowing where home was in a flash. This was the first wave that came to earth, as we know it.

Each of the planets that have been transformed into a solid form with an animal kingdom (this was the second wave) was the favorite place to visit and play. Yes, they played with them as they were angelic and could not be harmed, or so they thought, but watch what happens, boy of boy, did they get into trouble.

When we play it is fun, it is part of our humor and our growth. But we can also do too much of something and thus create problems that we are unaware of, at the time of having fun. That is exactly what the angelic ones did. They were able to enter into the animal's brains, which was basically a mechanical nervous system, override it and drive them like robot of sorts. They loved it and would have competitions with each other as do who would out-do whom. 'OM' of course would laugh at the antics of the children just as we love to see our own children having a good and fun time. What they miss calculated in their playing was time, which did not exist in the angelic state, but did in the state of material, impermanent things, trees, flowers, and of course dinosaurs. Too much time was spent inside those brains, running around, and more to the point, chasing and killing one another; not as angelic ones who could not feel but through the animals. They rutted with each other and started to acquire a sense of what the physical form was. This chasing, rutting and killing of each other would draw a lot of their energy out of them. It would zap their energetic strength and make them weak. By now you can perhaps guess what happened. They got a real good taste for the physical senses and wanted more. Greed was starting to become part of them from this animal state.

In another part of the universe, in let us say a larger part of the solar system, one of the groups managed to blow up their experiment and send the pieces of the planet flying throughout space and crashing into earth, killing everything on it. Oh well back to the drawing board, which by now was going to include a lot of new animals that they could play with. Some of their own designs and others from the other groups or schools other than just the dinosaur group. But there was still an issue of those angelic ones having lost there wings and needing to be re-charged, re-energized to get them back.

When the third wave of physical forms came along, we were introduced to the first of what was called hyperborean. These Neanderthal types were large as the dinosaurs so they were able to match them with the apes (when the experiments where starting to be downsized and refined), creating what we really know as the Neanderthal man. Of course back then as with all things, there was an evolution that would come about as the organism adjusted itself to all the cosmic energies that surrounded it and as the angelic ones still enjoyed there space travels, they would now have a even bigger and more refined selection of physical forms to play with. That is really to say, that they could enter into and control it just as they did with the dinosaurs. At this point there was no soul inside theses physical forms, just a biological mechanism that was subject to the dimension of time, that is to say that would decay if not used for something else in the meantime, like food.

Well as can be expected the angelic ones got carried away as they did before playing around inside these physical forms and the more they played the weaker their reasoning became as they used up most of their energy to play games and rut which took more energy out of them than they could spare. As with all abuses of things they managed to get themselves stuck within the brain of these forms and became un-conscious enough that they could no longer extract themselves. Thus we see the first souls occupying the human form, as we now know it. Unconscious, because they where almost energy dead, as they were not like the energizer battery. But they did act like an energizer rabbit, doing it and doing it, draining even more energy.

A cosmic council of higher enlightened ones choose the course of action that remains with us today, and some of us even say that haunts us, rebirth to get ourselves unstuck from within, from the physical form. Yet knowing 'OM' as the unconditional love, ultimate truth and consciousness 'OM' is, it was a way to 'unstick' the angelic ones so that they could go home and be with 'OM' once again. Without the proper and adequate energy vibrations the angelic ones would not be allowed back into their specific levels in worry of what would happen, but more so in worry of contaminating the others. So they condensed their seed of the creator (which all souls have, sort of like a homing device back to 'OM') in order to awaken it slowly (requiring less energy) and grow it inside for the journey back home. As the Mysteries of Light has it own laws of 'OM', they where given and placed into motion a specific set of instructions, from 'OM' to guide us along, which we will discuss later in the book as 'Karma and Fate'.

As this process was very slow and the angelic ones were still stuck in vibrating at lower levels, the cosmic ones decided to send a fourth wave that would be more like the physical shape of the apes, and separated as to their sex as this would require less energy to work with. This group would become to be known as the Lemurians and would attain great levels of vibration, yet not enough for an easy return home. After all part of their reason for being was to help out their fellow angelic ones that were now stuck inside ape shape bodies. They kept a lot to themselves as they vibrated higher and higher, yet still not attaining perfection of the soul's awakening. They were missing a lot of the Law of One within themselves, as Love is 'OM', and love conquers all, but here on earth it requires time, which they had trouble grasping as they did not fully remember all of their past, as it required too much energy and the cosmic ones worried about contaminations so 'Fate' played a big role at this time, and even more so today.

Things were getting unbalanced for the cosmic energy of 'OM' and we see at this point that the cataclysmic action of the great flood wiped them it all out with only the once Neanderthal, (who became ape that was now mostly in the present human forms we see), remaining. It was progress as they had started to evolve into more rational and less energy using shapes. However, as they still went through the process of procreation by fornication, the enlightened ones knew that it would be Aeons before they would ever get themselves unstuck. What to do? And so a fifth wave was setup. But this time it would not be a wave that would take place of the existing ones or even evolve it on the biological level; it would be one that would help out with the brain, soul awakening by sharing cosmic knowledge. The Lemurians had come in with that knowledge, but managed to undo it with the copying of procreation by fornication, thus the infamous 'eve eating the apple' before the flood of Noah.

This wave was the emissaries of the Mysteries of Light. They did not come in droves but in a limited number as they were 'pure souls' on a sort of mercy mission. They brought most of the esoteric knowledge that we have been using, that is to say mostly miss using since our written history has begun. They were the ones that helped the Mayas, Incas and Aztecs with their calculations and pyramids. They gave the keys of this knowledge to the Egyptians as well. (Other places have also been known to have received this enlightenment). Through all of this many managed to vibrate high enough that they no longer needed to reincarnate and today live in paradise awaiting a better 'season' to return, play and have fun. They also run things on the physical earth with help from the other dimensions.

What Jesus Really Said

Let he who has ears hear, let he who has eyes see. Consciously.

There is enough material today that exists explaining that in the way most of us have interpreted his sayings we have missed out on the Love and sexual energy aspect. They were most likely never exposed to it so in fact, they would not have been able to decipher what it was and is going on, homicide of our soul, by our own mind and thus by ourselves.

Jesus never told us to have wars, to do negative things, nor did Moses or any of the others. It is all manmade and thus not cosmic truth, not unconditional love for sure, and most of all not even close to consciousness. He told us everything about love, compassion and all the others virtues of being conscious. He gave us the keys to our sexual energy as the gateway to heaven, which is consciousness, truth and Love, 'OM'. He tried to wake us from our sleep, he tried to help us understand that we are the dead and the dead are the living. Being dead we have the gnosis, until we are re-born physically and then 'Fate' must give us a cup of 'forgetting' what is in between lives so that we can handle being here. Yet we don't even come close to that, as we are all just waiting to die and the paradox is that we don't really want to die, we fear it.

In his sermons, he told us again and again, that we must die and be reborn in order to be saved. He was talking of the death of our egos and reborn of our virtues, with the key being our own sexuality. Stop fornicating and learn to work with the most powerful of all cosmic energy, sexual energy, was his cry, as he came but with the sword of truth representing the dissolution (destruction) of the egos. We have all asked the same questions of ' where was Jesus for those missing years', and if he did not disappear but was resurrected, what happened.

Well to start, he was traveling and learning all the Mysteries of the Light, from the emissaries that are all around us. You probably met one and did not even realize it. He acquired the 'enlightenment' that the wise ones talk so much of. He became a Son of God, as all souls have the right from 'OM' to become. He did the work and he became all he could be. Hard? You read and decide if it was worth it for him, and if you answer anything but 'yes it was worth it', then you better have a good lawyer when your next 'in-between-lives' comes around as you will need one for that judgment day. Remember that ignorance of the law is no excuse, down here or up there, as it is above so it is below.

When he died and came back, he explained all of the process etc to the disciples on Mont Olive. He told them about all the Mysteries of the Light and they all wrote the stuff down, but no one wanted it published. That is to say the writings of the apostles after the ascent were not included in the canonized sacred writings. These manuscripts were left to the so-called 'underground' as witnessed by the Nag Hammadi Papers etc. A great translation and exposure of all of this was in the form of 'Pista Sophia Unveiled', which gives a detailed explanation of what the cosmos is all about and how our souls are received upon the physical death, how our souls are judged by the hierarchy, and how we are exposed to the Mysteries of the Light and then based upon the Karmic re-balancing, reborn again. Sounds like fun, and it is. We just don't have a very good sense of humor like 'OM' does. 'OM' loves us and wants us to be all that we can be, just like 'OM' wants all energies created to be that. Bad or evil things are just an absence of 'OM' in the picture and, with 'OM' all things are possible. We have the freewill to prove it; too bad we don't make proper use of it. Jesus was trying to help us all awaken to who we are. He wanted us to stop being unconscious and just letting Fate and the hierarchy, (because of our Karma and rutting) control us via our egos and died to forget us of our sins, that is he paid the penitence that we all had to due to our Karma.

The hierarchy was both that of the cosmic Aeons and that of the earthly domain. In his day Jesus was a learned Rabbi and he was conscious of all that was going on. When we read those things he talked about after the ascent, we realize that heaven and earth are at one here, if we can become conscious and awaken our sleeping soul that is. Earlier when we talked about how we fell into a deep sleep and have been trying to get out of it, we cannot just walk back to the inner worlds, paradise and act if nothing was. We would contaminate the other energies with our unbalanced energy. Only through the path of 'Christ' which is part of all religions world wide, just under another name, can we de-contaminate ourselves and be welcomed consciously back into the group.

Jesus was sharing all of this information with us and more openly with those that would listen, as many listen, but not all hear. He was aware of all the problems of the society and hierarchy of the time and was working to set things right as was his mission in life. Those that would listen understood this and they in and of themselves made a life mission of it as well. For without a purpose and mission in our life, we are like a boat in water without any oars and the waters or Fate of life drifts us here and there. At that time, some knew the secrets of sexual energy, but they would keep it to themselves and for their own little groups, as it was knowledge and knowledge was power, which they guarded jealously. With Sodom and Gomorrah as examples of sexual abuse, it was not easy to talk openly of working with sexual energies in order to raise consciousness. In most cases it was matched to the Ten Commandments and interpreted as going against what God wanted. Yet with the commandments being below the Law of One 'OM' which is Love, they were tainted with mankind's definitions.

'Though shall not commit adultery' is more of adulterating our soul by defiling it with the things we think and say, with the lack of respect for ourselves and thus by default, for others. As in we cannot respect someone more than we respect ourselves, the psyche cannot process that type of information, as it does not balance with our 'morals and beliefs'. Most assuredly there are manmade laws that we need to help with social order, as the egos of one easily wants things their own way. Yet these laws would never over-ride the bases of the Law of Love. As Jesus said to us, there is no one that can stop another person from awakening his or her soul for any reason. If the two that are together are not working with God in the picture, that is to say with 'OM' as unconditional, truthful, conscious love, then they are not in fact married in the eyes of 'OM'. If one in fact leaves the other because of this, then that is not adultery, that is growth of the soul for the sake of the soul. This is something that only the conscious soul can understand.

'Thou shall not covet thy neighbor's wife etc', is from a society were the wife was property. Jesus never said anything about a female being less than a male. He knew that for complete awakening and consciousness it takes the two energies to fuse as one and make a whole. Coveting is part of our egoic traits that want and want, not because we work for it etc, but because we an envious, jealous of what the other has, and we want it. Think about the fact that there are about 1.5 women to each man on earth and you will understand that things are in balance if we are working on awakening our soul. Thus, from one life to the next, we can find ourselves being reborn as a man or a woman, depending upon our own karmic rebalancing that needs to be done.

He taught us that in dealing with the sexual energies, it is the ego of lust that impedes us the most. This ego is the root of all our other egos that we created when we went brain dead back in the pre-human days when we were riding inside the animals etc. He knew that unless we 'know ourselves' that is to say all the egoic makeup and dissolve it, we would not 'know the Gods', which is not 'OM' but the manifestations of our own awaken soul. With Fate in charge of us having to pay penitence, that is to re-balance that which we unbalanced, and the hierarchies down here trying to control us mostly for their own gain, we are at the mercy of it all, unless we awaken as Jesus tried so hard to get us to understand, our souls consciously, to 'OM'. When we awaken we in fact start to transcend what is going on and happening to us as we become aware of our own real truths and can in fact voluntarily, consciously pay retribution for those things that we are tied to with Karma.

Jesus was not going to allow all of this to happen to us and his mission was to die for our sins, that is to die so that we would have a better chance at awakening our souls and Fate would not have as strong a control over us. This would also be reflective of what was happening in society, with the elders controlling the masses and not allowing them to reach their full potential, as it had been in the time of early Egypt who had the gnosis of all of this.

In essence what he was extolling to us was that Love is 'OM' and with consciousness of love and becoming truthful to our soul's growth and living it all as unconditional love, then and only then will we be able to be all that we can be, will we be able to grow into the understanding of the gnosis of ourselves, with the sexual energy of love as being the catalyst that keeps us loving and aware. When we transcend the ego of lust to the virtue of chastity, we start to understand that it not the physical interaction between two people that causes the problems, it is what the (egoic) mind thinks it wants and then plays games to get it. When we start to understand that the ego of lust is controlling us and 'leading us into temptation' weather it be for the want and desire in the senses (orgasm), or for the power over others, we start to unveil the hidden greatness of our soul that seeks expression. Throughout the ages we have seen examples of this paradox, and thankfully for the Masters, we have seen what it can attain, enlightenment and total cosmic harmony with 'OM', not to mention with our brothers/sisters and our spouses.

When one person attains enlightenment, it is to the benefit of millions, if not billions of beings that are asking the questions and looking for the answers. Yet, with the incessant pulsation of lust or what we like to call 'love' working it's way within the egos of our psychological characteristics and behaviors patterns, we are not strong enough to awaken from within. We seek only the gratification of the moment without regard for the process we are doing or for our mission, if we have one. Yet if we just still the mind long enough to look at what the emissaries of the Mysteries of the Light were doing and try to emulate them just a little bit, then with that 'faith of a mustard seed' we will start to grow into the magnificent tree that we can all be. Free will allows it to be so, or not.

Just as we did not learn those things, we realize that our parents, the schools, the system were missing so much that we could have had to help us grow. The courses and learning we did were mostly for the benefit of the system the way it was setup and run for such a long time, with just about everyone agreeing that there are major problems therein and nobody really trying to do anything about it. This in and of itself is as Jesus explained the rulers of the Aeons above that are in fact here and now. We give ourselves over to their control, making ourselves believe that all will be ok, that it will all get better and work out the way it should. What Jesus told us is that the way it should is 'thy will be done' of the father in heaven, the conscious part of our being, not those who will control others for a penny paid or whatever price they can get them for.

When we look around ourselves at all those that we sense and know who have sold themselves short, we can be comforted that Fate will be rebalancing and helping them the way the Karmic order has been setup. However, this does not in and of itself ever lead to consciousness or the saving of our soul. It leads us into temptation to see if we woke up or if it hurts enough to wake ourselves up, but it does not save our souls. Only our awakening from within can do that, and if not then we will no longer live as a soul, here or anywhere else, we will be swallowed back into the primordial chaos never to be again. This for some is ok, as they will justify doing what they want till the end. Their egos have sold their minds on the fact that they are the masters of their Fate and nothing else exists. Yet what the egos did not tell them, and what Jesus told us after his ascent, which has been kept away from us, is that the process is not that simple, as energy has to be rebalanced by energy. So on our way to primordial chaos, we will find that we are going to be subjected to a lot of things that we could not have fathomed, for if we knew about them we would have woken ourselves up.

These things are in many ways much of what we live here and now. So many would turn around and just say that they will get better, stronger than the next person and step on them if they have to. Yet, this is just what the system (those stronger than us and there always are) wants of us, to keep the others down at our level, for they have their own people and their own ways of allowing some to the top. We lived pains of our growing up and nurturing, when it was done without 'OM'. We lived temptations as teenagers and young adults without 'OM', and they still haunt us for most of our lives, even when we succeed in repressing most of them most of the time, sooner or later we must face our own demons of our egos. We live pains of trying to create a life within a system that just wants us to 'tow the line' and not 'rock the boat', leaving us empty inside, knowing that something is lacking and just saying, oh well at least I am better than the next person. Are you really? We live pains of relationships and of the family making that stays with us always, for we found lies to replace 'truth' and 'hate' to replace 'love', as 'OM' was missing in the picture. For those with money, they can buy some softening to all of this, but as they all know they cannot buy happiness. Thus, the saying 'better to be rich and unhappy than poor and unhappy' came into being with everyone being more concerned with being materially rich instead of being spiritually rich.

Jesus told us many times and ways, that we cannot be a servant to two masters. We cannot serve materialism and spiritualism at the same time. We are either of our soul or of our body, and when we look all around it is easy to see the answer. Even the have not, have in relation to their situation that they were put into by Fate and thus by their own Karmic deeds. And with Jesus telling us 'it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than a rich person to enter heaven' he meant it. The material wealth becomes our master and precludes us from awakening ourselves; unless we set out to be wealthy and then give it all over to others to sustain us as we work on ourselves to awaken, as we are not really interested in what so many call the unknown things. Thereby, we just give our lives over to Fate to do, as it will. At this point, when we really see the big picture of the world, people have given up so much on their soul's growth and awakening, that it is at the point where, we know it is only Fate doing any work, and desperately trying to help us.

Jesus tried to get us to understand, yet he saw all the problems that would be and how he would have to come back a second time and help us again. Will he come again? For sure! Was he Mohammed? Just one of his manifestations that we still do not understand correctly. When will he come? Well actually he never left, he is still living and breathing in Agartha/Shambala and doing all he can with the other emissaries. If you would like to meet him, you can, all you need to do is go within yourself, awaken your soul and on your way to being all you can be, on your way to being a God (des), you will find him waiting with open arms. If you can't do it that way, then find the 'road less traveled' to Shambala/Agartha, as they are all waiting. Just for you.

We have all been awaiting the Second Coming of Christ. We have all been awaiting a man, a physical being. Why could it not be the mystical person that we all reconnect with, that we reconcile with? As there is the triad, the holy positive, the holy negation and thus the holy reconciliation, why can it not be us reconciling with Jesus in the spirit that he was and still is for us. We will then be able to live his second coming. With the seed of 'OM' asleep inside of us (in psychology known as the Id), 'OM' is awaiting our waking up from our sleep walking in life, to live him just as Jesus did.

The explanations that follow are from having understood the writings of Jesus and the apostles after his accent into heaven. There are two main sources for this, the Nag Hammadi Papers from the Coptic Monks of Egypt and the most important, 'Pista Sophia Unveiled'. The Mysteries of the Light ('OM' and how it all works) are clearly explained there in, but due to the power that it confers to any awaken soul, it was not and is still not widely published. It has been put into the annals of mysticism, which it will remain, until we unveil our own soul, become conscious. Truth is only known when directly experienced, no one is between you and 'OM', never was, is not, and never will be. Investigate it all and you will know that 'OM' is waiting for your homecoming.

I have picked the parts that are the easiest to give the wider view of all the things that are happening when we understand the path of Jesus the Christ as being that of 'White Tantric Sexual Yoga' which has existed since time began, in earthly understanding. It is Love and therefore it is 'OM', conscious, truthful and unconditional. Keep in mind that when they talk of any 'religious types' they are referring to every religion, culture, nation on the bases of the egoic mind and not on the specific religion or culture. Egos are not exclusive to any culture or creed as all of mankind is egoic. It is one God for all and the egos (our inner psychology) are what impair that understanding. One last little note, just because you do not believe it, does not mean it is not true, because things may not always be as they appear to be.

Sayings from Jesus

and their esoteric meaning referencing 'Pista Sophia Unveiled'.

S.Matthew 4.

'Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God'.

While the physical body needs bread, the daily bread is the hearing of words from God. As we transform ourselves into our Godliness, it is we with our words that we speak that show others how we are living. Our creator hears all that we say.

'Thou shall not tempt thy God'.

Do not ask proof of God but show God proof of your understanding of God.

'Thou shall worship the Lord thy God, and him only shall thou serve'.

Once we awaken the seed of God within us, God (witin us) then becomes as our Lord, as in 'Our Lord Jesus Christ' and is the only one unto whom we shall serve. Our awakening and germinating the seed is on the path to our own Christification.

'Repent for the kingdom of heaven is at hand'.

The kingdom of heaven is within you here and now and it is only by conscious repenting that you will be able to raise your consciousness and enter into it.

S.Matthew 5.

'Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.'

The poor in spirit (sadness for the situation of the masses) will find it easier to seek the kingdom then those with riches who seek nothing but riches.

'Blessed are they that mourn, for they shall be comforted.'

Those who mourn over their own lost soul will find increasing comfort as they find their own inner truths (which is part of the reason they mourn) from an their awaken soul.

'Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherited the earth.'

Those who are meek and not arrogant will find comfort here and now.

'Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled.' Those who seek (hunger) for the ultimate truth (righteousness) shall find it and be contented.

'Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy.'

What you do to others will be done to you by Fate as the cosmic controller. If you are merciful to another so will others be to you. We reap what we sow.

'Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.'

With a pure heart of consciousness, truth and love, God reveals unto you, without it there is no place for God to live within you.

'Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called the children of God'.

God will only recognize those that are peace loving in his image and not strife makers of any kind.

'Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven'.

When in seeking truthful righteousness we are persecuted because of it, we are granted the kingdom of heaven within ourselves, as righteousness is needed to awaken our soul.

'Blessed are ye when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake, for great is your reward in heaven'.

If you are persecuted for spreading the word of Jesus then you are consciously aware and receive the Mysteries of the Light.

'Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled'.

The law is the law and must be fulfilled to the end of time. There are 42 laws as governed by the judges of Karma. They must be obeyed and thus fulfilled, which is why Fate as the cosmic controller is there, to be sure that we rebalance the energies.

'Whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart'.

A thought of a lustful nature is the adultery of the soul, as lust is a want of the mind and not a need of the soul.

'Whosoever shall put away his wife, let him give her a writing of divorcement', 'saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery'.

Divorce is acceptable if there is fornication (the act of ejaculation during coitus). That is to say if there is orgasm during intercourse. If one or the other is a fornicator then the other has not the possibility of manifesting God within. Thus divorce is allowed.

'That ye resist not evil, but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also'.

Do not give into evil and do not let the evil of another control you. Turn the other cheek with your consciousness as all will have their own judgment day between lives.

'Thou shall love thy neighbor and hate thine enemy, but I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you and pray for them which despitefully use you and persecute you'.

God loves all the same and you must do so as well, being your own godliness. This will give you a chance to test yourself in life. It is known as the psychological gym of the egos and is the way to allow ourselves to see who we really are inside our minds. For what we see and hate inside our enemies is exactly what we see and hate within ourselves. As we are not conscious of this we need to know ourselves and we will know the Gods. Consciously is the only way out of the trap of the egos.

S.Matthew 6

'When thou doest alms, let not they left hand know what thy right hand doeth'.

Give in secret and let no one know, but God, otherwise you are doing it with pride and vanity.

'When thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut the door, pray to thy Father which is in secret'.

Pray within yourself and not without, for God is within. Only you can do this for no other is between you and God. But do not let the others know per say as they will try to hinder you.

'When ye pray use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do'.

God knows and hears before you say anything. So talk to God as if in a intimate relationship.

'Our father who are in heaven'.

That is our father who is within us in secret even unto us. The seed we need to germinate, to awaken and grow into manifesting God within us.

'Hallowed be thy name'.

Your name is holy as the verb, sound.

'Thy kingdom come'.

When God has been awakened within you.

'Thy will be done in earth as it is in heaven'.

God's will of the soul and not your will of the ego or sins. From above, in the consciousness of the soul, so shall it be on earth once we awaken from our nightly sleep and astral travels.

'Give us this day our daily bread'.

Help us to receive and know the words of the Lord (Jesus) and God everyday.

'And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors'.

Forgive us of our mistakes and errors by having mercy upon us as we repent consciously and just as we will forgive others of their mistakes and errors to us.

'And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil'.

Do not allow the egoic sins of our mind to guide us, and help us not to be delivered unto them. Fate is always tempting us and therefore we must be vigilant. Keep us within your good grace, always.

'For thine is the kingdom, and the power and the glory, for ever and ever. Amen.'

For God within is the conscious kingdom, which is the power and glory our soul seeks to manifest, as the soul reincarnates from life to life.

'Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, but lay up yourselves treasures in heaven, for where your treasure is, there will you heart be also'.

Do not make a treasure of material things that are impermanent, but of spiritual things that are forever, for your heart will follow that which you treasure and your soul will grow there from. Or not.

'No man can serve two masters…Ye cannot serve God and mammon. Therefore I say unto you, take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink, nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat and the body than raiment?'

You can only be of one mind, God or selfishness. So do not be concerned with your daily life of what you will eat, drink or wear. Is life not more than eating and dressing? Meaning your soul and spirit. By first seeking the kingdom of God within, and its righteousness, all these things will fall into place. Your awaken consciousness will guide you.

S.Matthew 7

'Judge not, that ye be not judged'.

As you judge another (without the right to do so) so will you be judged. So be careful with words and thus there neuro-linguistic association. Your ego may call it analysis, or criticism but it may just be judgment. Is that what was meant?

'Thou hypocrite, first cast out the beam out of thine own eye, and then shalt thou see clearly to cast out the mote out of thy brother's eye'.

If you see something wrong in another, do not be so hasty to say he has it and have him remove it, as you have it also, but you will not admit it thus you will never see it, just as all hypocrites are; so remove yours first (become conscious first) and then help your brother. We are reflections of each other in various states.

'Ask and it shall be given you; seek and ye shall find; knock and it shall be opened unto you'.

By asking questions, by seeking and by ardently praying, all will be made known to you. The first and most important is to know and understand your own psychological mind. That is to become conscious which is what the goal of life is.

'Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them, for this is the Law and the Prophets'.

Do under others that which you would have them do unto you, for as the law of Karma requires, so as you do to others, it will be done back to you, tenfold. With this you can very well predict the future from it all.

'Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it'.

Few will understand that the strait is the male and narrow the female, which in unison leads to life. Awakening is done when we follow the path Jesus teaches but which the system hid. Just because you do not believe it does not mean it is not true. St.Peter had the keys, but no one allowed us to use them.

'Beware of false prophets…you shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?'

Those who proclaim to be this or that do that can be proved by what they sow and thus what they reap. Evil sown, reaps evil. Goodliness sown, reaps goodliness. What they are extolling is what will allow us to define the difference.

'Therefore, whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock.'

Listening to Jesus and following his way is like the man building a solid foundation for the house upon solid rock. And that rock is the philosopher's stone, which is the process of unison between the male and female.

S. Matthew 8

'The foxes have holes, and the birds have nests; but the son of man hath not where to lay his head.'

While animals live in a physical setting, the conscious son of man is of pure energy and is not in need of a set place. Once conscious the son of man is not in need of any fixed place.

"Follow me; and let the dead bury their dead'.

With our unconscious soul we are sleep walking and thus 'walking dead'. The sleep walking dead can bury the physical dead as the soul has left and moved on.

'Why are ye fearful, O ye of little faith?'

Fear is the strongest manipulating sin/ego that requires great courage of faith to overcome, so why do we not have enough courage to overcome it?

'And he said unto (the devils) Go. And when they were come out, they went into the herd of swine; and behold, the whole herd of swine ran violently down a steep place into the sea, and perished in the waters.'

The waters are the sexual alchemy between man and woman and is the way to destroy the herd of 'swine' 'devils' that are actually the egos once they are found and worked on as a couple. Once we see our egos, defects and work with our spouse in the alchemy of sexuality, then and only then can we dissolve them and awaken within.

'And they that kept them fled, and went their ways into the city, and told everything and what was befallen to the possessed of the devils. And, behold, the whole city came out to meet Jesus; and when they saw him, they besought him that he would depart out of their coasts.'

Those who did not remove the 'devils' egos from within themselves ran into their city (where the egos hide out) in a state of fear (as it always happens when the ego feels it is under attack) and told others of their fright. When the others saw Jesus (the conscious light) they also became fearful and asked him to leave. The darkness cannot stand the light and is always afraid of it.

S. Matthew 9

'I will have mercy and not sacrifice; for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance'.

It is not the 'righteous' that need mercy and Jesus would not sacrifice the sinners but would show mercy so they would repent.

'Daughter, be of good comfort, thy faith hath made thee whole.'

Faith and doing in his ways is what make us heal ourselves, as all is inside of us here and now.

'Then touched he their eyes, saying, According to your faith be it unto you'.

Once touched upon by his grace, we will see that which our faith in him sees. We see what we choose to see, thus we are blind to the level we choose faith and see.

'Then saith he unto his disciples, the harvest truly is plenteous, but the laborers are few'. There are a lot a people that need to be cured with faith, yet there are not many that have enough faith to help in the curing, nor are there many of those that need to be cured who want to do the work that needs to be done.

S.Matthew 10

'Go not into the way of the Gentiles, and into any city of the Samaritans enter ye not; But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.'

It is not the Gentiles or Samaritans that will lack faith in my teaching, to them it is new and they can understand, but to those of the house of Israel who know some of the teachings, they will not have as much faith and must be ministered to. They are too held within the dogmas of the doctrines of old.

'For it is not ye that speak, but the Spirit of your Father which speaketh in you.'

When in time of need and with faith, your soul will speak the truth as the ego is no longer.

'And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake; but he that endureth to the end shall be saved.'

Normal people will not accept my teachings and thus will hate you and remove you from teaching the truth; but persistence to the end on my path will lead you to total enlightenment.

'It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord'.

All one needs to do is to copy and emulate the one that they believe in, thus as we copy Jesus our master, we become a servant copying the lord.

'Fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul; but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell'.

The body is temporal and can be killed but not the soul, unless it is given unto the egos/sins and cast into non-repentance. Only God (the creator) can judge to the disposition of a soul. It is primordial energy and under God's creation or destruction.

'Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven.'

If you tell of my truths to men, then truthfully you will be in fact having me confessing before our Father (your soul) which is within.

'Think not that I am come to send peace on earth; I came not to send peace, but a sword'. It is not peace that propels me but the sword of justice which is the sexual union of man and woman, in conscious truth. Peace will not work against egos that are selfish and unconscious.

'And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.'

A man's foes (egos) are within his own household (mind), thus of himself. Likewise the family that we grew up with, those that have many of the same inherited egoic patterns from the parents etc. are foes to our soul's growth. They want to do better than us and thereby pull us into competing on the egoic level and are not interested with the soul's development.

'He that loveth father or mother more than me, son or daughter more than me, is not worthy of me.'

If you have more love for a physical person than for the spirit of God, then you are not worthy of God. If you want more to be with your family (physical) than God, then you are not deserving of God. If your father and mother have more influence on you than Jesus, then you are not worthy of Jesus. If your children are more important than Jesus then you are not deserving of Jesus.

'And he that taketh not this cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me'.

If you do not practice tantric yoga sex as Jesus taught then you are not trying and thus worthy to have him within. The cross is the sacrifice of abandonment into the sexual acts.

'He that findeth his life shall lose it; and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.' The one who says he found life, temporal, shall lose it through death. But he that loses temporal life in the practice of tantric yoga sex (the path of Jesus the Christ) will find his real life. Awaken consciousness.

'He that receiveth you, receiveth me; and he that receiveth me, receiveth him that sent me.'

When you (as a conscious being) are received by someone, they are receiving Jesus within us and thus are receiving the one from within Jesus, God.

S.Matthew 11

'The blind receive their sight, and the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed, and the deaf hear, the dead are raised up, and the poor have the gospel preached to them. And blessed is he, whosoever shall not be offended in me.'

Blessed is the person that is not offended by Jesus teachings of white tantric yoga sex, because of the results that it gives over and over to conscious enlightenment. Those who choose not to see what is real and what is not, received their sight of reality. Those that have physical limitations overcome them from the healing power within the work. Those that are unclean due to society and cast implications can be cleaned through Jesus and the work. Those who could not hear the truth, can through Jesus and the path. Those that have been declared dead to their culture can be re-born through Jesus, as all of us sleep walking can. The poor adhering to the path can transcend their plight with the teachings of the gospel.

'For this is he, of whom it is written, Behold, I send my messenger before thy face, which shall prepare thy way before thee.'

This is Jesus that we were told of, the messenger stands before you and his teachings (of the path) will prepare the way for you to enter within yourself, and become consciously awaken.

'And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force.'

Since the knowledge of baptism by water (tantric sex) till now the kingdom of heaven (the conscious mind) has suffered violence, and those that are violent take the mind of another by forceful means.

'He that hath ears to hear, let him hear'.

The person that chooses with free will to hear the truth, let that person hear the truth.

'I thank thee O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because thou hast hide these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes.'

I thank you consciousness of my mind here on earth in this body, as you have hid things from the wise and prudent (those who believe only in themselves, are full of themselves and call themselves as such) and showed the truth to those who are pure of heart. Those who are selfish and vain will not want to know of tantric sex or use it to control others, those who are conscious and pure will understand as they have not been tainted.

'All things are delivered unto me of my Father; and no man knoweth the Son, but the Father; neither knoweth any man the Father, save the Son, and he to whosoever the Son will reveal him.'

I know the truth of the father from my awakened soul within. No one can know the son (me the path) but the Father (the awaken soul part of the creator), nor can they know the soul (the awaken conscious part), except if the path is known to them, and that the awaken soul that is the son (the path) will reveal to them.

S.Matthew 12

'For the Son of man is Lord even of the Sabbath day.'

The path taken by the soul when conscious and enlightened is master of self and follows only unto God and no other. No matter what day it is.

'And Jesus knew their thoughts, and said unto them, Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation; and every city or house divided against itself shall not stand.' Being conscious he could understand what they were trying to do. Every person that lives a divided life (material and spiritual), tries to serve two masters (the egos and the soul) that cannot stand and is brought to desolation. Even within the family the same plight is seen as the egos are trying to control all and the souls of the children are trying to awaken. Thus even the house will not stand.

'He that is not with me is against me; and he that gathereth not with me scattereth abroad.' You are part of the solution or part of the problem. If you not gathering for under his name, then you are scattered all around with no fixed place for consciousness.

'Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men; but the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto men.'

You can repent and receive mercy for most things, but not for blasphemy against; the energies of man/woman, the Law of Love (the Holy Ghost), God and Jesus the Christ.

'For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned.'

You will all be held accountable for all the words and thoughts you have. From your actions you will be given the Fate that is required based on them.

'An evil and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given to it; but the sign of the prophet Jonas.'

Evil and egoic people seek signs that those of faith do not need to be shown, for as with Jonas faith is of the consciousness found along the path of tantric yoga sex when awakening or resurrecting the soul from within the sleeping state.

'Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked then himself, and they enter in and dwell there; and the last state of that man is worse than the first. Even so shall it be also unto this wicked generation.'

He (the unclean spirit partly removed from within the man) takes the seven sins which are more wick (combined) than it alone (as egos have more strength in numbers) and come back to live inside the man (are feed again by the person) to the point that the person is now worst off than before as they let the sins back in. And this will continue for generations as egos/sins are transferred from one to another.

'For whosoever shall do the will of my Father which is in heaven, the same is my brother and sister, and mother'.

Those who do the same as my awaken soul (Father inside of me) which is within me, are in fact as me as they are the Love that is called God.

S.Matthew 13

'So shall it be at the end of the world; the angels shall come forth, and sever the wicked from among the just.'

Just as all men believe that they are good and do no wrong, the day of judgment (each day between lives) is assisted by the angels that process us to the required (awakened) level. Those that understand the Mysteries of the Light (tantric yoga sex) will understand the process of elimination, of the egos/sins. So those that understand go to their 'reward' as people like to call it and those that do not, go to their 'chastisement to pay penitence'. There are levels and levels of consciousness therein.

S.Matthew 14

'And said unto his servants, this is John the Baptist; he is risen from the dead; and therefore mighty works do show forth themselves in him.'

Having raised his consciousness, he was baptized (via tantric yoga sex), and re-born again (risen from the dead that are the sleep walkers). And as such his works show themselves as the truth that they are, mighty.

'And they did all eat, and were filled; and they took up of the fragments that remained twelve baskets full.'

They learned of the 5 and 2 = 7 chakras, and were fed them (knowledge of them) and they were satiated. Then they had the 12 energies (of our solar system, astrologically) working from the full baskets.

'But when he saw the wind boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink, he cried, saying, Lord, save me. And immediately Jesus stretched forth his hands, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?.'

As the egos that are working against our awakening see our advancement, they become stronger, especially when working in the union of the couple. At that moment, invoking the Lord within us, Jesus will save us with our supplications. And Jesus asked 'Thou of little faith, wherefore (where along the path, the practice) didst thou doubt (did doubt enter into you and sink you into the water (sexuality) of the practice/path)?

S.Matthew 15

"This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me. But in vain they do worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men.'

In as much as you say things of honor and worship, it is that which is in your heart that is the truth. You say this and that but in your heart you believe other things. Your ego controls your words and your soul is left prisoner in your heart. But this is in vain, as what you say from your doctrines is that made of man and not which is of God. The commandments of men are used as the doctrine, not the words of Jesus the Christ and God.

'Not that which goeth into the mouth defileth a man; but that which cometh out of the mouth, this defileth a man'.

What and how you eat does not make you known as to who you are but what you say, which is from you mind (egos without the soul) and you will be known of those fruits from your own tree.

'Every plant, which my heavenly father hath not planted, shall be rooted up'.

Only those manners and ways of God that have taken seed in the soul will remain once the 'egos' which is not of God have been uprooted.

'Let them alone; they be blind leaders of the blind. And if the blind lead the blind, both shall fall into the ditch'.

Do not pay attention or waste your time and energy on those who have not eyes to see or ears to hear. Those that follow others blindly without questioning or consciousness are living blindly the doctrines of man and not of God. They will all lead one another into the Abyss.

S.Matthew 16

'A wicked and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given unto it, but the sign of the prophet Jonas. And he left them, and departed'.

This generation that adulterates the teaching of God, that are wicked in their egoic ways, they seek proof as they are not believers of God. Therefore no sign will be given unto them, for the signs are all within the soul (the seed of God) which is asleep within.

'And Jesus answered and said unto him, Blessed art thou, Simon Bar-jona; for flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee, but my Father which is in heaven.'

You are blessed by Jesus when you understand from within, by your own soul's awakening and not by those things that any man says. Follow Jesus and go and learn what he went and learnt.

'And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock will I build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.'

Peter has the keys to the rock (the Philosophers Stone) of tantric sexual yoga, and within the practice of it with your spouse my church (the New Jeruslem Celest) will be built up which nothing, not even the gates of hell and evil can prevail against as it is the sacredness of God. It is the enlightened Onement with God that nothing can corrupt.

'And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven; and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven; and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven'.

Jesus gives us the keys to the Mysteries of the Light, and whatever we do within us and bring towards us here and now shall be done to our soul (heaven). And whatever we expel and take out of us shall also be taken out of our soul, which is in heaven.

'But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan; thou art an offence unto me; for that savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men'.

Jesus said to the egos of Peter, get behind me as I am working and helping him and you are not of God and thus you offend God. You wish for and want for in the mind of Peter, those things that are of thoughts, made of men and which are not of God.

'Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross, and follow me.'

If you want to be like me then you must deny your egoic mind, give up the sexual acts and practice 'tantric sexual yoga' to follow me.

'For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.'

If you try to save your life of the egoic here and now, then you will lose the chance to live your soul; and if you really live your soul from my teachings then with this practice you will truly find and live your soul.

'For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?'

What good are any of the earthly egoic things if you lose your soul's awakening from it? And what will you forgo in order to awaken your soul?

S.Matthew 18

'Then Jesus answered and said, O faithless and perverse generation, how long shall I be with you! how long shall I suffer you!'

Jesus was chastising the generation of people that are perverse in their ways and faithless in his teachings, thus of God. He knew of his ending to come and was angst at suffering the non-believers.

'And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief; for verily I say unto you, If you have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you'.

You are unbelieving, for with the faith of a mustard seed (which grows into a tree just as the seed of your soul grows into your Godliness), you would practice tantric sexual yoga and with those Godly given powers nothing would be impossible unto you.

S.Matthew 18

'Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh'.

There are offences in the world because of men living as their egos, but those that commit an offence must pay the karmic debt it creates.

'Again I say unto you, that if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven'.

For any two people doing something on earth (with their Godliness) that they ask for, then God which is in their souls will grant it unto them.

'So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses'.

If you forgive all those who have offended you from your heart and not your mind, then you will be forgiven by God, for if you do not then what is required to be paid for each trespass will be extracted. The law is the law and forgiveness commutes some parts of it.

S.Matthew 19

'And said, For this cause shall a man leave father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife; and they twain shall be one flesh? Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder'.

As God made male and female, they need to leave their parents (sometimes called the servitors of Fate, the controllers) and in tantric sexual yoga practice will become of one flesh. In this the seed of the soul awakens, thus God awakens within, and to this end, what God joins in this practice, no man can take apart.

'He saith unto them, Moses because of the hardness of your hearts suffered you to put away your wives; but from the beginning it was not so.'

In the beginning male and female where created and happy in unison, but as the hearts hardened Moses allowed for a 'divorce' in writing, as much for the sake of the women as for helping the men soften their hearts. Conscious attainment of God cannot be stopped by marriage if both are not on the path.

'But Jesus beheld them, and said unto them, With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible'.

With man living with his own egoic will much of the spiritual and Godly things are impossible, but in combining all things with the male and female energies awakens our Godliness within and all things are possible.

S.Matthew 20

'Even as the Son of man came not to be ministered unto, but to minister, and to give his life a ransom for many'.

Once awaken and enlightened with the truth and Godliness within, the Son does not seek anymore the knowledge but the sacrificing of the 'ego' self for the message (sacred and hidden from most) to be given to redeem all believers of the Mysteries of the Light, from their sins/egos.

S.Matthew 21

'And Jesus went into the temple of God, and cast out all them that sold and bought in the temple, and overthrew the tables of the money-changers, and the seats of them that sold doves'.

The temple of God is within as and we must remove all the egos that cause us to divert our prayers and meditations towards those things made by man. Unless we overthrow these psychological defects, they will always take us away from our spirituality.

'Jesus answered and said unto them, Verily I say unto you, If ye have faith, and doubt not, ye shall not only do this which is done to the fig tree, but also if ye shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; it shall be done. And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive.'

Inside each of us awaits our Jesus to be resurrected and only with faith in his ways and God can it be done. With 100% faith (believing) and (prayer) practicing tantric yoga sex all is possible.

'And whomsoever shall fall on this stone shall be broken; but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder'.

The stone is the philosophers stone of tantric sexual yoga, which if we fall onto it we will be able the break our egos from within, however, if is should fall on us, that is to say if we ejaculate our energies, then we will fall into the abyss.

S. Matthew 22

'And when the king came in to see the guests, he saw there a man which had not on a wedding garment; And he saith unto him, Friend how camest thou in hither not having a wedding garment? And he was speechless. Then said the king to the servants, Bind him hand and foot, and take him away, and cast him into outer darkness; there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.'

Once enlightenment is attained through the path of Jesus we are given a wedding of our soul, for the angels and hierarchy are happy for us and celebrate. Only those enlightened can attend, that is to say those that still have egos within are stopped from entering the Mysteries of the Light. The king uses his servitors (cherubims etc.) to cast the egoic (sinful) one into the outer darkness based upon what his judgment has been. This is the process of penitence being taken from us as we have not attained enlightenment under the control of Fate. The law is the law.

'Jesus answered and said unto them. Ye do err not knowing the scriptures, nor the power of God. For in the resurrection they neither marry, nor are given in marriage, but are as the angels of God in heaven'.

We can only know the truth by experiencing it or understanding through what was used to make up the sacred writings of all times, or else we do not understand God. Once we resurrect our soul from within the prison of the egoic mind, then we and our spouse are like angels, our original angelic state.

'I am the God of Abraham, and the God of Issac, and the God of Jacob? God is not the God of the dead, but of the living.'

The dead are those who do not awaken their soul within and the living are those that have attained enlightenment, here and now, not in another dimension.

'Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all they heart, and with all thy soul and with all thy mind. Thou shalt love they neighbour as thyself'.

God which is that seed within all of us awaiting to be awaken is the most important and the one to love with all our heart (the loving heart of life) with all our soul (the awakened soul, the spark of the creator) and with all our mind (once the egos have been eliminated). Your brothers and sisters as just as important as you are in life and God, love.

S.Matthew 23

'Saying the scribes and the Pharisees sit in Moses seat; all therefore whatsoever they bid you observe, that observe and do; but do not ye after their works; for they say, and do not.'

The hierarchy has taken over that place of Moses, so do as they do but do not work as they say, for they tell you to do it, but do not do it themselves.

'But be not ye called Rabbi; for one is your Master, even Christ; and all ye are brethren. And call no man your father upon the earth; for one is your Father, which is in heaven.' Do not let yourself be flattered by titles for you are not a master (we are all the same brothers and sisters, no masters) and there is only one, God. And not-with-standing your biological father, your only real father is the one that is in heaven.

'But woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye shut up the kingdom of heaven against men; for ye neither go in yourselves, neither suffer ye them that are entering to go in.'

Those that believe they are the rulers, the masters, the ones to whom you must pay homage, they are condemned, for they have not taught the truth of heaven and thereby shut man from accessing it and from having their help gaining the gnosis to enter it.

'Wherefore ye be witnesses unto yourselves, that ye are the children of them which killed the prophets.'

As you reincarnate, as you are the blood line of the hierarchy of old, you are now the witnesses to the demise of old and to that which you are again doing to the prophets and to the masses.

S.Matthew 24

'And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you.'

Man is apt to lie for control and power over others, do not listen to man, but to your awaken soul, God within.

'For many shall come in my name, saying I am Christ; and shall deceive many'.

Once the process of Christification of the soul is understood, there will be many who say they have done as he and really have not. They will say they are the Christ to have you believe them.

'And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.'

As long as the egoic mind controls you, you will feel offended (hurt pride etc.) and thus your egos will attack or react to another's with hate (another ego).

'And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold'.

Because of all the fear that this will create, then those that say they have love (an egoic one as they are not awaken) will start to turn cold towards others. Only Godly love can spare you of waxing cold.

'But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.'

Once you awakened God within you, you will have God's comfort to endure all things till the end. That same awakening is what will save you, in the end.

'For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall show great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect'.

Those who believed they have worked on being conscious and who have yet attained enlightenment may believe in one of the false Christs that will come as they will show great signs, as they have awaken inner parts more than others for ungodly use, and they will fool others into following them.

'Verily I say unto you, this generation shall not pass, till all these things be fulfilled'.

This generation, that is to say this race of beings, the fifth race Aryan, will live all of these things before the sixth race can be established.

'Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away'.

As with all cataclysmic events, all seems to be gone except for the words of the ultimate truth which follow us throughout the cosmos.

'Then shall two be in the field; the one shall be taken, and the other left'.

Whenever that time comes, we may believe that we are righteous and will be saved, but as most of us are not as couples living our Godliness, one could be saved and the other not, we do not know, unless we awaken God within and be that Love which will be saved and start the sixth race the 'Golden Age', as it has been and always will be.

'The lord of that servant shall come in a day when he looketh not for him, and in an hour that he is not aware of. And shall cut him asunder, and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites; there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.'

As we erroneously believe that we are really awake and doing Godly things we do not look and act as we should, always being that Love. Then in a hour of our destiny our judgment will set us apart from God and as is our possible penitence we will be cast into the outer darkness, that is away from our God and Love. This is interestingly one of the basic precepts of Angel lore, whereby they the angles feel so alone as they fought and where sent away from God in order to find their way back to his Light and Love; sounds just like us and in fact it is us.

S.Matthew 25

'They that were foolish took their lamps, and took no oil with them; but the wise took oil in their vessels with their lamps'.

Beings believe themselves more than God and make their own way without asking and listening for help, as such they are often not prepared and have not what is needed to light their own way. Those that have awaken at least to ask of God and Love for help, are never left in the dark.

'And while they went to buy, the bridegroom came; and they that were ready went in with him and to marriage; and the door was shut'.

Those that did not prepare themselves for tantric sexual yoga can find themselves left out as the marriage to Christ is consumed by the wise and the doors to enlightenment are shut, that is to say the cataclysm is and the elect chosen.

'For unto everyone that hath shall be given, and he shall have abundance; but from him that hath not shall be taken away even that which he hath'.

Those who have awaken and become enlightened shall receive the Mysteries of the Light and even more, but those who have not awaken and not become their Godliness, what they do have, they will loose. Consciousness begets consciousness and unconscious begets nothing.

'And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me'. Whatever we do unto another person, as far as God we are doing it unto God as Love, as such we will be judged based on all of those actions as if we did it unto God.

'Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me'.

Whatever we do not do and should have done unto a person, in the eyes of God we are not doing it and should have to God.

S.Matthew 26

'For ye have the poor always with you; but me ye have not always'.

The problems and the egos will always be around, but the solution and the belief in our own inner divinity is and will have a judgment day. If we do not follow Jesus then we will just remain with those egos, even until the judgment day.

'And from that time he sought opportunity to betray him'.

When we are on our inner road to consciousness to inner Christification, we are faced at some point with our inner Judas seeking to betray us, the chief of the egos to trap us and stop us from awakening.

"For this is my blood of the new testament, which is shed for many for the remission of sins'.

Our inner Christ will give till it's last breathe for us, yet it is not all but only many that will have their sins remised. Consciousness to the path of Christ is the key to this testament of who we really are.

'Then saith he unto them, my soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death; tarry ye here, and watch with me'.

Even till the time of death does our inner soul feel sorrowful of our egos and trying to help all of humanity awaken. We seek the company of like souls, kindred spirits, to go through all that we need to, in order to awaken.

'Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation; the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak'.

As our egos weaken our mind and the things we do, and even with a willing spirit, it is easy to fall into temptation as Fate demands of us to test our resolve. Be vigilant wherever the egos are and pray to God for the help needed to awaken.

'Then said Jesus unto him, Put up again thy sword into his place; for all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword'.

This has two points inter twined. The first is that those who fight with whatever method will die from that method, just as it is the karma from previous lives that need to be balanced. Then he that uses the sword (the male organ) will perish (the egos within us will die) by the using the sword during tantric sexual yoga.

S.Matthew 27

'Now the chief priests, and elders, and all the council sought false witness against Jesus, to put him to death'.

Those in power, those of the hierarchy and of tradition will do all they can in order to prevent change, in order to stop the multitude from attaining consciousness and awakening the seed of God from within. This awakening is a threat to their very survival.

'Then answered all the people, and said, His blood be on us, and on our children'.

When the egos succeed in attaining their goals (killing of the spirit and the soul), they will show success in having won over the spirit and accept condemnation even unto their children, for as in the workings of karma and psychological traits, they (the egos) are transferred, interjected from one generation to the next.

S.Matthew 28

'And when they saw him, they worshipped him; but some doubted. And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given into me in heaven and in earth. Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you; and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world.'

Even when proofs of things are given, the incredulous doubt and that can only be remedy by their own experiences, direct, to know the truth. Once Christified we attain total awaken consciousness of our soul and spirit, being our inner self that lives on forever, reincarnating and in the other dimensions. At the same time using much more of our brain capacity we have power over our earthly matters. So we need to go and teach all things Jesus commanded us to teach being sure to baptize (explain tantric sexual yoga) in the name of the Father who is within us in secret, that is to say the seed sleeping awaiting awakening, the Son or daughter, that part of our inner wisdoms not known to us and the Holy Ghosts, the energies that are all around us and not worked with or even contemplated. The Holy Trinity awoken and raised through tantric sexual yoga.

The Revelation

Revelation 1

'And from Jesus Christ, who is the faithful Witness, and the first-begotten of the dead, and the Prince of the kings of the earth. Unto him that loved us, and washed us from our sins in his own blood. And hath made us kings and priests unto God and his Father; to him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen'.

Within us lies waiting to help our own inner Christ as a Witness to our awakening. First-begotten of the dead is of us as we are known as the walking dead, in that we are not really alive to our soul, we have not waken up from the profound sleep that we are in. He is the Prince of all the kings (that is our glory inside of us) on earth. He loved us so that he gave his own blood so that we would be remised of our sins. By doing so he has made each and every one of us that awaken, a king and a priest of ourselves unto God and his Father that is in secret, thereby giving glory to Jesus and dominion over all that is within us.

'Behold, he cometh with clouds; and every eye shall see him, and they also which pierced him; and all kindreds of the earth shall wail because of him. Even so, Amen.'

Although going within to awaken and enlighten ourselves can be veiled in some obscurity, none the less all those that have developed the third eye, both for the good or the evil, will know, detect and see him within. All those on his path will cry with the joy of his coming.

'I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty'.

Jesus the Lord Christ within us is our awaken soul, that which always was, is and forever will be.

'Saying, I am Alpha and Omega, the first and the last; and, What thou seest, write in a book, and send it unto the seven churches which are in Asia; unto Ephesus (1), and unto Smyrna (2), and unto Pergamos (3), and unto Thyatira (4), and unto Sardis (5), and unto Philadelphia (6), and unto Laocdicea (7)'.

Understanding the path of Jesus means to activate the seven churches or Chakras in the body (by meditation and tantric practices), as described in Asian meditation and that have a direct correlation in helping us wake up, to Christify ourselves.

'And I turned to see the voice that spake with me. And being turned I saw seven golden candlesticks'.

Looking inward to our inner voice of wisdom, our Father who is in secret, the ancient of days, our eternal soul, we see the seven Chakras shinning as they are activated.

'I am he that liveth, and was dead; and, behold, I am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and of death'.

Our inner Christ was dead while we were sleeping, and once awaken will live as such for all times as he has the keys, the path, the Mysteries of the Light, to liberate us from hell and death. These keys as in the keys Peter holds in his hands are those of tantric sexual yoga.

Revelation 2 the Chakras

'Unto the angle of the church of Ephesus (1) write ….. I know thy works, and thy labour, and thy patience, and how thou canst not bear them which are evil; and thou hast tried them which say they are apostles, and are not, and hast found them liars. And hast borne and hast patience, for my name's sake hast laboured, and hast not fainted. Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love. Remember therefore from whence thou are fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent. ….. To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the paradise of God.'

When starting to work with the first chakra (our root center) our inner Jesus is aware of the labour and patience we have and our angst of things that are evil (not working towards God). We will often find that those who teach say they are enlighten but are not really so, their ego is still controlling them. But in the name of Jesus Christ we plough on trying and trying to awaken from within. But as in most things, as we awaken and face our inner reality and truths, we find that we may no longer be compatible with our mate and take another (as well as having realized that we have in fact been absent of God our first Love), this is a source of sorrow for our inner soul. None-the-less as me move on and sincerely repent at the realization of where we have fallen (in error) from, we can do the works of the first chakra and awaken that part or else we will lose it. Once we awaken that chakra (by tantric practices) we are starting to eat of the tree of life and not knowledge, which we know is in the middle of where God is, our own inner seed/soul awaiting to be awoken.

'And unto the angel of the church in Smyrna (2) write; ….. I know thy works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but thou art rich,) and I know the blasphemy of them which, say they are Jews and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan. Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer; behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days; be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life. ….. He that overcometh shall not be hurt of the second death.'

The second chakra is our sexual center. No matter our circumstance, knowing that we be in tribulation and poverty but that we are rich in our soul with knowledge. Our soul knows those that lie to tell us to follow them as they are this or that, when in fact they are but moving us away from God, not towards God, as God is not inside a building but inside of us awaiting to be germinated. Whatever we will suffer, whatever we will be tested on, the law of retribution (number ten in kabala) will redeem us if we hold our faith and our belief, and thus attain a real life, with a real soul that is awaken. Not being hurt of the second death is the one of our physical bodies as we start to understand the gnosis of life itself. The first death is that of our egos.

'And to the angel of the church in Pergamos (3) write; ….. I know thy works, and where thou dwellest, even where Satan's seat is; and thou holdest fast my name, and hast not denied my faith, even in those days wherein Antipas was my faithful martyr, who was slain among you, where Satan dwelleth. But I have a few things against thee, because thou hast there them that hold the doctrine of Balaam, who taught Balac to cast a stumbling block before the children of Israel, to eat things sacrificed unto idols, and to commit fornication. ….. Repent; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will fight against them with the sword of my mouth. ….. To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the hidden manna, and will give him a white stone, and in the stone a new name written, which no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it'.

The third chakra is of the emotions, the solar plexus. This is the center most used by our egos (sins) and is known as the seat of Satan. But holding onto Jesus in faith even if sensing the martyring of our egos we will succeed. But as we (our egos) have the doctrine of evil within as a stumbling block to eat sacrificed things and commit fornication (ejaculation) we must become aware and sincerely repent. If we do not then the word (verb, sound) will be used against us and we will be punished by the law of the Mysteries of the Light. Overcoming or awakening this chakra will give us the hidden manna (breathe of knowledge) and the white stone (the philosopher's stone) where upon is written the name of Christ. The stone is that of the practice of white tantric sex.

'And unto the angel of the church of Thyatira (4) write; ….. I know thy works, and charity, and service, and faith, and thy patience, and thy works; and the last to be more than the first. Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols. And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not. Behold, I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds. And I will kill her children with death; and all the churches shall know that I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts; and I will give unto every one of you according to your works. But unto you I say, and unto the rest in Thyatira, as many as have not this doctrine, and which have not know the depths of Satan, as they speak; I will put upon you none other burden. But that which ye have already hold fast till I come. And he that overcometh, and keepeth my works unto the end, to him will I give power over the nations; and he shall rule them with a rod of iron; as the vessels of a potter shall they be broken to shivers; even as I received of my Father. And I will give him the morning star'. As the fourth chakra is the heart chakra it is of charity, compassion, faith etc. such that while it takes time and effort and patience to activate it, this makes the last more than the first in both the sense of the last chakra activated will allow for more total gnosis than up to that point, as well, those who are last in their works, can become first in their accessing the doorway. But as this love of the heart can cause a person to be seduced and slide into fornication (ejaculation) we need to repent or all will be cast in with the fornicators and great tribulations will be given to us. Our inner Jesus will not allow someone such as this to be alive, to be undead (enlightened), and the rest of our charkras will know that Jesus will be as the witness in the end and thus we will receive the Mysteries of the Light based upon up to which chakra we have activated. But those of us who have not been exposed to this doctrine and do not really know the depths of Satan either, no other burden (punishment) will be put on us. So we need hold each level we attain in awaiting his return and must not loose it. And as for those who overcome temptation and live by his works (his path), he will give power over the nations (egos) of the egoic mind and with a iron fist working in the fires of tantric sexual yoga, the vessels of a potter (female yoni) shall be broken to shivers as Jesus had received by his Father who is in secret within, the ancient of days. And Jesus will give unto us the morning star, Venus, that Love raising forever.

Revelation 3

'And unto the angel of the church in Sardis (5) write; ….. Be watchful, and strengthen the things that remain, that are already to die; for I have not found thy works perfect before God. Remember therefore how thou hast received and heard; and hold fast, and repent. If therefore thou shalt not watch, I will come on thee as a thief, and thou shalt not know what hour I will come upon thee. Thou hast a few names even in Sardis which have not defiled their garments; and they shall walk with me in white; for they are worthy. He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in white raiment; and I will not blot out his name out of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels'.

This charkra is the fifth (larynx) one and that of the verb, our words that we speak and thus what we think and live. We must be vigilant with our words and strengthen our resolve to die the second death for our works are yet perfected before God. So remember all that you have learned and repent for those errors committed. If you are not vigilant enough the words slide out as a thief unnoticed. There are some people who have activated this chakra and thus not defiled their inner bodies that they have developed and will be allowed through the doorway of life, for they merited it. As for the ones that overcome (activate) this chakra they will be invited to wed their inner duality and will not be taken out of the book of life for the next Golden Age, and will be told of, witnessed by, Jesus before God.

'And to the angel of the church in Philadelphia (6) write; ….. I know thy works; behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it; for thou hast a little strength, and hast kept my word, and hast not denied my name. Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee. Because thou hast kept the word of my patience, I also will keep these from the hour of temptation, which shall come upon all the world, to try them that dwell upon the earth. Behold, I come quickly; hold that fast which thou hast, that no man take thy crown. Him that overcometh will I make a pillar in the temple of my God, and he shall go no more out; and I will write upon him the name of God, and the name of the city of my God, which is new Jerusalem, which cometh down out of heaven from my God; and I will write upon him my new name'.

The sixth chakra is that of the third eye on the forehead, seeing what others do not. Jesus knows our real works, and has opened a door before us, that no man (ego) can shut. As we have little strength to fight all the egos of men, but, as we have kept his word and not denied his name he has helped us activated this chakra for all times. He will take all those who teach falsely and are not real spiritual people, but people of egos, and make them bow to us as we have enlightenment and they are still unconscious. And as we kept the word of his patience he will not allow us to be tempted in the hour when, all of mankind will be tempted by the false Christs. Hold on tightly and consciously to all that you have merited till now, that is up to the crown of glory for Jesus will make a pillar for us (part of the foundation of the new Golden Age), and we will rest therein forever. And he will write the name of God and the new city on us that will come from heaven, from the Godly soul being that we are and give us the new name of Jesus.

'And unto the angel of the church of the Laocdiceans (7) write; ….. I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot; I would thou wert cold or hot. So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked. I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich, and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eye-slave, that thou mayest see. As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten; be zealous therefore, and repent. Behold I stand at the door and knock; if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me. To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne'.

As the seventh chakra is activated in the crown of the head, the penal gland, we may feel neither joy nor sorrow having passed through the dimension of dualities and cause and effect, thereby detaching ourselves from the wheel of Samsura. Jesus would have rather that we were one or the other for continued consciousness sake. As we believe to have attained final glory (rich in spiritual and material) we feel that we have it all and need nothing else. However, we do not realize that we are but simple specs of dust in the cosmos until we buy (through work and supplications) from him our golden glory of the new age, which is through the tantric sexual yoga, and be married (in white raiment) to our soul awaken within and put on eye covers (cover the material visible) so that we may truly see that all around us is impermanent illusions and that the truth is to be seen within us. Just as many are loved as are rebuked and chasten away, so be zealous in the repenting. He is standing at the doorway where we must now enter, the 13^th aeon, and those who hear and open up all the way will be with him and he with them. And those that do overcome will be taken in and will sit next to Jesus, just as he had done before us. And Jesus is with his Father, just as the one that overcomes will be with his Father.

Revelation 4-10

To understand the esoteric nature of these, please read 'Pista Sophia' and intuitively you will understand.

Revelation 11

'And there was given me a reed like unto a rod; and the angel stood, saying, Rise, and measure the temple of God, and the altar, and them that worship therein. But the court which is without the temple leave out, and measure it not; for it is given unto the Gentiles; and the holy city shall they tread under foot forty and two months. And I will give power into my two witnesses, and they shall prophesy a thousand two hundered and threescore days, clothed in sackcloth. These are the two olive trees, and the two candlesticks standing before the God of the earth'.

In the inner dimension, when working on the path of Jesus the Christ, we are measured by the way we have been working with our chakras, as to how high we have evolved thus activated them. This is the temple of God within us, up to the altar of our conscious mind and heart. All those who practice tantric sexual yoga are to be measured in this manner. But those who are outside (do not practice this) leave it alone for it will be given unto the Gentiles (those who were not born into a religious system and thus do not know of these things). And these Gentiles will trod on the holy city as it is the punishment for disbelief in Jesus and the path. And two witnesses will have power to prophesies; they are Jakin and Boaz of the temple, they are the Holy Ghosts of the church and they are within us once God is manifest within. They are the peace bringers of vigilance over us, the candlesticks within all beings that manifest God.

'And after three days and an half the Spirit of life from God entered into them, and they stood upon their feet; and great fear fell upon them which saw them. And they heard a great voice from heaven saying unto them, Come up hither. And they ascended up to heaven in a cloud; and their enemies beheld them'.

Upon death we spend three days (72 hours) in retrospection of our life as well as past lives with the Spirit of the Mysteries of the Light in order to fully understand all things. During this time, we are made to understand our own judgment as to our soul's progress as God (Love) calls upon us to account for our self and all of our actions. And as we move up in the dimensions and gnosis is unfolded before us, we are seen with the Spirit by all of those energies (like egos) that had been part of our Fate to do this and that, testing our consciousness; and they are fearful for themselves as to what may become of them given our judgment by the Mysteries of the Light. Their Fate is complete annihilation or to be reborn to us in the next life.

The Sins of the Spirit and the Egos of the Mind

Anger, which all of you know is governed by my friend Aries of Mars, came about when you could not get your own way, having spent time inside those animals and some of you picked a weak one and the others just bashed you around. Boy did you all get mad at that. Everyone wants to be the strongest, control the others thinking that it is being Me. Boy if I did all of that, I'd have the Cosmic and Intergalactic Councils after me. So anyway, I sent my first-born son to help you out by knowing the greatest virtue of all. Love, yes that means Me. As it goes, he did a good job at letting you know that anger can only be transcended by Love. He was real good and he even went as far as taking a fall for all of you and took the name Samael in order to get the message across. You can pray to him on Thursday's as that is his choice, don't know way, but who cares anyway. So what Fate does here is that it follows you around and whenever it gets a chance to test you alone or with another, it makes you think of that anger to watch you transcend it. Simple testing system, is it not.

Envy, which comes under the guardianship of Jupiter, is always mixed in with jealousy. Altruism is the virtue that my friend Zachariel presides over. As far as I am concerned, on a scale from 1 to 10 he has done a real lousy job, so I am thinking of kicking him out unless he can really make me believe that all of you are really as he says, so envious of each other and what the other has, deserving or not. He tries to tell me that you are all so fascinated by what the Jones have that you are not paying proper attention to what you really have. That kind of reminds me of those of my children who got the first pick of animals and picked the stronger one, while the others picked a weaker one. Notice I did not say ended up with the weaker one, as you did pick and fuse and whatever, out of your own free will. Anyways, Zachariel keeps implying that most of you are not happy with what you have. Heck, we all know that you are as happy as you choose to be, no matter what the circumstances, and if you do good on this round, then you get to improve all of that in the next one. Try praying to him on Friday night and see what happens. I don't need to, but all of you sure do. Anyways, Fate sets up your karmic re-birth into a situation that will test you to the nth degree and see if you are happy with what you have, and how you are going about improving things for yourself and thus for others as well. If you are just coveting the Jones stuff, why not ask them if you can move in with them and make it easier on yourself. I hear that most of you do not return the things you borrow anyway. Funny thing though with the jealousy part you have all managed to write about it in so many ways throughout the ages that it makes a lot of you still cry over it all. Don't worry so much as it is all just impermanent anyhow.

Gluttony fascinates me a lot so, I asked Saturn (you know the real old guy, walks around holding a lantern in front of himself, part blind you know) to look after this one and to give me updates on it all. He setup the virtue servitor of Temperance and assigned Orifiel to do the monitoring of it all. To date I must commend him on the work, but boy am I still stuck on figuring it all out, even when I looked inside your heart and minds. Too much jell-o in there and you still want more. Why do you need to consume more than your body, mind and soul can handle. Sure as those big animals you needed to consume a lot, but that was millions of years ago, what gives now? No wonder most of you are not vibrating at an adequate level or rate, you are all stuck with full bellies or minds and can't purr at all like kitty cats do. By the way that was my cute idea to make them small furry and cuddly, so they wouldn't listen to you, just like you don't to me. Ha ha gottcha. But seriously, if you like something, why not pace yourself in enjoying it and savor it over a longer action period? Notice I did not say time, as it does not exist but in your minds as you made it up, not me. Actions are all that exist, beautiful actions of the third kind. But what amazes me the most is what you all do without sharing. Everybody in North America is fatter than that, and you all have high cholesterol levels and made a disease known as diabetes, the fat man's disease. (No offense to the non-fat ones). Anyway, in the rest of the world you have so many people starving and starving and starving, and no, I will not take the food from you and mail it to those who are starving, you are suppose to share with your brothers. One of my scribes on earth has the theory that is sound and should work. It is called 'weight displacement' whereby if everyone in the fat countries diets at the same time, then the people in the skinny countries will be feed. Neat. But please be forewarned here as I have mentioned a couple of times to you, too much rutting (gluttony with lust) will turn you into crispy critters at some point. Read on and you will understand. Try praying to Saturn on Saturday night, instead of mindlessly rutting, which is just making you more gluttonous anyway. Better still; learn how to have a cup of tea will making love. Hint hint, this is another point like I said before. So Fate just gives you access to all of this and more, so then when it knows you are failing at it, it will send you into famine so you can wake up and smell the coffee and not have any to drink until you say you are sorry.

Greed makes me shutter ever since you all invented it. You see I know that it is from a low self-esteem, self image, as some of you already figured out; however, the real name for it is narcissism which from where I am looking is most likely my worst enemy down where you all are. If you care to look into it you will see it really means evil and as it is the Moon that overlooks greed, you can see what happens when it gets out of hand, it dies like the previous earth did and becomes a moon, (poor Jupiter is on their third try). Why do you insist on being evil when you can be Godly? What do you have to be greedy about? I have everything and have given it unto you, if you will just use your own free will, germinate me inside of you and live it all, to the best you can for yourself and thus ultimately for me. Not one of you, except my 13^th aeon friends and some masters who returned to help you all out, have heard of the virtue of unselfishness. I put my second best son Gabriel in command, as this is a real concern you have all caused for us up here. Actually he is protecting my interests in some souls that went back consciously to help you all out and you keep insisting on crucifying them or at the least mocking them and hurting them with name calling. Why can you not play nicer? As Sunday is his day and my day to rest, not Friday or Saturday as the stores are still open, but Sunday and he sits as the sentinel in my place. Better for you if you pray to him, because if you make him angry he will seek retribution and turn you all into a cosmic moon ala crispy critters. Just kidding, that is a cosmic process, but he likes to think that he controls it so as the good parent I am I give him some leeway. As I have not meet one of you yet, as you manifested greed, my statement holds true from before (as if I need to justify myself) that I have not meet evil and don't know him. I figure it must be male as most of you males cause all the egoic problems anyway. Then again some of your women act like men also. Boy, never happy with what you got till it's gone. Remember next life you will most likely live reversed sex roles. Oh by the way this one is the most contagious sins as it lives in a nucleus (you call it a family, work group, government, religion etc) and infects each other all the time making it stronger inside each one, continuously. Good thing that type of family does not accept many new comers or strangers into the fold, else wise you would contaminate them. I love it when Fate has a good control on all these things, don't you? Contain it all and then let it die of it's own evil as Fate demands of it. Still haven't figured out why Fate is taking so long to eradicate it all, keeps telling me that there are too many of you, something like 80-90% of the population narcissistic. Really? I don't believe it, but he caught me up on this one saying that just because I do not believe it, it does not mean it is not true. Oh well life happens. Good thing I already manifested Love in me (that is to say Me in Me) or else I would be going through all that refuse like you like to do. Yuk.

Lust fooled you; I will leave this one for last as it has a lot of messages with it. Hint hint like from before, messages for you. Wakeie wakeie, like my father use to say. Did I say that, like my father use to say, he he, gotcha.

Pride is so degrading to everyone, why do you insist on being so. I know, you spent too much time in the Sun, and it fried your brains. Funny thing is that you all like to get a tan and be like the tanned people (you know Chinese light tan, Indians, Spanish medium tan and blacks heavily tanned), yet when you do you walk around like you are a peacock. If I wanted you to be a peacock I would have had them made you into one. Boy most of you really don't get it, do you? How can you go around saying you are better than the other, when they do the same thing? Who is right and who is wrong? You are all right and you are all wrong, I know everything. Anyway if you would stop and think for a moment; a conscious moment and while at it why not make it lots of conscious moments and stick them all together and thus be conscious; you would see that it is killing you all faster than you are suppose to die. While that is not 100% correct, but it is too complicated for your pea brain right now, your pride clouds your judgment of what is and what is not, so try being humble like Micheal my brightest son (sun, haha) and pray to him on Wednesday, his day of choice. He is just trying to get you to live the beauty of life, to feel the greatness of it all as he is there everyday, come rain or snow, he is there. He knows how to postern himself before me, out of his own free will and is only happy to shed some light onto your inner darkness. And please stop complaining that the light is too bright and you can't take it. It is about the only thing left to burn the egos out of you. So Fate will at some point bring you to your knees in humbleness of what you are. This is not forced by me or him, it is the fact needed in order for you to recognize that you have a seed inside of you that needs to be germinated. You see it is quite simple when you analyze it as follows; you made all the egos for your silly games you play to each other (notice I did not say with, as none of the egos play with the others, they all want to control) and you have negated Me in doing so. When you can humble your egos to yourself, your real inner being, then you can start to germinate the seed, grow and start to be Me, just like in the song 'I just gotta be God'. So get your egos on the bandwagon (actually a good way to fool them in to doing your father's will and not theirs) and start being humble to yourself. Try it, you'll like it. Hey, I just figured something out; one of the reasons that you are so greedy all the time is that you enjoy eating humble pie, which most of you end up doing very often. Oink, oink.

Sloth, boy am I ever tired, think I will go for a nap right now says the ego of laziness. Mercury, colgonite, take me away swiftly to dream land. Even I get a little lazy sometimes, especially when the sun is shinning so bright and just warming things up to the nth degree. You see I can take the nth degree, you can't. Anyway, most of you are just too lazy because you brain hurts and instead of fixing it you turn it off and go to sleep, the only thing is that you did that such a long time ago and you forgot to turn it back on again. Duh. Dummies, don't you know that if you don't wake up you end up sleeping for 16 hours and then astral traveling for only 8 hours? Boy oh boy do I have to spell everything out over and over again. I'm tired. Haha fooled you. Seriously why not get diligence and Raphael as your friend and both of you can come over to my house and play. Play day for Ralphie as I call him (don't you or he'll get insulted with name calling again) is Monday just when you go back to work and have to pull up your socks for another week. Of course there is a lot of work to be done first, like waking up, being conscious, attaining enlightenment, being nice to people and that sort of thing. But once it is all done, boy oh boy will we have fun. Like playing, who gets sent out into the outer darkness and freeze up forever as they murdered. Like who gets sent into the dragon's fire mouth for blasphemy. Like who gets sent into the bubbling oceans of pitch for cursing. Ain't that neat stuff to play at? Or better yet, who gets to judge which soul for what they did do and should not have and who gets to judge which soul for what they should have done, but didn't. We won't have time to be lazy then as due diligence is required, (just like my friend Bill does at work each day) and as you can see from all that is going on around you, we have a lot of work to do. Sometimes though, I really do wish you would stop rutting so much and making unwanted babies that just end up in the hands of Fate, due do a lack of proper nurturing, Loving, and the like. Oh well life happens.Anyways, Fate doesn't worry too much about this one, as it just makes your egos more stubborn to not do anything about anything. This is what I call the not fun players, they just sit there and mope, sort of like they are waiting to die and do it all over again. Oh well, Fate said that sooner or later they will get off of their butt, as in death, it is not taken standing up. Ha ha, gottcha. By the way if you need an example of diligence, just look at Fate, it makes sure that every little piece of your karmic process is dealt with so that you can make it home, now isn't that nice of him or her, can't figure that one out yet as when he/she comes around I am too busy making judgment calls to see who goes where. So for those of you who think there is no judgment process, read it again, because guess what, you are wrong, nah nah nah nah, spluttt. Just remember that it does happen between each life.

Now we move on to the captains, don’t worry about lust, as I already mentioned that I will do it at the end, and now I will tell you again, I AM DOING IT AT THE END. Did you hear that this time? Yuk Yuk.

Root/Genitals	MMM
Spinal Base	OU
Solar Plexus	AAA
Lungs Heart	OOO
Larynx	aaa
Third Eye	EEE
Pineal/Crown	I I I

BOOK ONE

SPIRITUAL ANALYSIS

Back to Basics with Egos and Sins

Ultimate Truth, Unconditional Love…Consciously

BOOK TWO

GNOSIS: A HANDBOOK TO BEING ALL YOU CAN BE

BOOK THREE

SECOND COMING OF THE MESSIAH: JESUS RENEWED

BOOK FOUR

FATE: THE COSMIC COMPTROLLER

What me worry? I'm a good person! End Game.