Preface. 2

Dedication. 4

Introduction. 5

In the Beginning. 6

Here and Now.. 11

What Jesus Really Said. 14

The Ten Commandments. 21

Sayings from Jesus. 23

The Revelation. 44

Varia. 51

Fate as Karma and Karma as Fate. 52

The End. 55

Love. 57

Epilogue. 59




This book is about us, all of us and of those that we only imagine to be our angelic hierarchies that watch over us, for few of us have had the ecstasy to be conscious after having interfaced with them. Many of us do not want to interface nor communicate with them, and a few of us do not even want to think that they exist. Just because we do not believe something, does not mean that it is not true.

God is everywhere and is everything, known as 'Love'.


We have all heard that said before, but what does it really mean? God is Love we are told, but then what is Love? God, Love, thus the chicken and the egg routine, or a paradox that gives us a headache and turns us away from it all.


God is Love that is unconditional in beauty, truthful in all manners and conscious of the justice of it all.


God is not wrathful, God does not have favorites, nor is impudent of anything. God is our creator having made the cosmos of Love, balanced energies with a few cosmic 'rules of the game'. Life is a beautiful game that some say is hide and seek with God; we just don't like to admit it as such.


God did not create war, destruction nor evil, God made cosmic rules of balance and we did the rest with the transformation of those energies, for the good and for the not so good of life. And, just as God has many facets to us, each one of us has our own 'soul growth' facet at a different level. We cannot all be in University or Kinder-garden at the same time.


To this end we have written this book that you now anticipating to 'devour' with keenness, in Five parts and some tables. This will allow each one to go into that section which seems the most appropriate, for further investigation. Let your intuition be your guide as to where you want to start.


Each part is a whole unto itself, and is not necessarily put in any order, other than that which we had it pouring out of us as we sat at the laptop and watched our fingers fly across the keyboard. There is a psychological/spiritual section; a section on the higher knowledge or science of ourselves aka 'Gnosis'; a religious section on Jesus the Christ and other ascended masters; a philosophical section (one with humor on our anthropology, or the  'game plan' if you will); and one on fixing it all.


Psychology is scientific and spirituality is not. Spirituality is about our soul and psychology is not. But, when we merge the two, when we go back over the formation of either group, and bring into it the equations the other groups via 'Gnosis', then we start to see our own, inner gnosis and what all this beautiful stuff means. For it is beautiful as it was sent by God and God is everywhere and everything with Love.


During your reading you will find out things about our inner workings that you did not know, that you did not know. You will be amazed, amused and enlightened. Just what life is all about and you may also find out why we are here. There maybe a few tears along the road, but, most importantly you will find that God does in fact exist. That God is in fact everywhere and everything. And, that there is only four words needed to describe God:


Truthful, Conscious, Unconditional  LOVE.

                     L    I     F     E

              G    O    D



                                                                Looks like God intersecting with Love is Life going forward, from the Id.



This book is dedicated to my father who was the greatest example of God (truthful, conscious and unconditional Love) I have yet to meet and to my mother who is the greatest example of Venus.


It is dedicated to my daughter Samantha for choosing me as her Dad and for being a spiritual teacher and student.


To my many friends, alive and dead who have given me so much to live for in this wonderful journey of life (and they still do weather in the here and now or from beyond), from kind words and deeds, to some of the greatest esoteric encounters.


But most of all to that' Lady of unconditional Love', who shared a cosmic dance with me and we found 'God Itself' together. I call her Venus (after my own mother’s ways), and I know that she did incarnate and manifest Venus here and now. From the bottom of my exalted heart and from the universal energy flowing through my soul, I know her as my true soul mate.


I thank her as I would thank God for all that they have taught.

Love, unconditional, conscious and truthful.


May we all, always help and need to help each other and mankind.


 Namaste and God forever.

Edward the Guardian

Earl the defender

Kemp the fighter



Just because you do not believe something does not mean that it is not true, mostly because things are not always as they appear to be. Sure writing something as profound as this needs to be dealt with carefully, I love God and Jesus with all my heart and soul, so I do not want to write anything that will offend them, and more to the point, set me up for some wicked Karma, I am tired of it and Fate taking it's toll. Aren't you?


With some humor we can start on a light note that will not get us perturbed about it all, as life is so beautiful and such a wondrous experience, we just need to see it with more conscious eyes than we have in the past. History is fraught with garbage of things that we don't even know that we don't know. Yet if we just adhere to that false sense of beauty and think it will all work out, without humor, then we may either ignore our soul's growth or at worst drive ourselves crazy. Look around you, really look into the heart and souls around; what do you think has been going on for the last two millennium.


So let's take a journey back to Jesus and his time, and see what happens when we use our modern language to re-interpret what he said using our neuro-linguistics and all the new found data that has been uncovered since then, and more to the point the data that is now being shared but that was once kept away, secret, from the masses as we slowly turned our brains to mush and killed each other, not so much with objects, but with the total lack of respect and love (which is God the creator) for each other. We are not just talking about country-to-country, or state-to-state, we are talking about brother to sister and husband to wife with parents to child as the worst. There is a reason this all happens and you are the cause of it.


(But first let us do a little cosmology for the uninitiated).

In the Beginning


God the Creator the 'Totality' made the heavens and earth, so please stop mixing up the Gods or deities that are manifestations of virtues and called God(s, desses) by many. The creator God has a different name as the root of sound, so we will call the creator God 'OM' so as not get it mixed up. This is a good example of neuro-linguistics 101.


So as we accept 'OM' as having made all of this, we then see the evolution of our part of the universe as a growth from one source, sort of a transformation by transmutation. However, we can surely accept that 'OM' has a hierarchy that was set in place in order to make it all work well, and given that 'OM' is love, unconditional, ultimate truth and conscious, 'OM' wants us all to be as such, just as Jesus the Christ and others from other regions (that were all born on Dec 25th) became. Seeing life as a beautiful game that has only one rule, the Law of One God 'OM' then we can rest easier, at least not having to see all the other laws as 'OM' made, but rather homemade (manmade). That one law of one God has been translated into all languages and is the greatest beauty of our existence, but so few of us even get close to living it. That law is known as, unconditional, ultimate truth, conscious LOVE. Just what Jesus was trying to get us all to see and be, and we crucified him in the process. No LOVE there.


'OM' decides that with the angelic world already working from the Mysteries of Light that they need to be allowed to transform (that is transform the primal energy 'OM' created) in their own way, and off they go doing all sorts of highly enlightened things that we can only contemplate in our universe and that we can clearly see in the minute details of all organisms. In the first run at things here on earth, it was easy for the students (yes students of 'OM', just as we are all learning, so do the angelic ones) to just transform energy into a molecular form of chaos that would further be transformed into a cellular world, like that of the physical form of the planets and the mountains, trees and all organisms. Of course there are what we would call science competitions in the angelic world with everyone learning from each other and sharing the results. Those more advanced would be copied and those more imaginative would bring in the evolution of organisms as they are transformed into higher or more refined organisms. Never would it be the blind leading the blind as we see so often on earth.


Once they developed good working things like trees and plants etc. they decide that from these models to try and make animals, that is to say, entities that are like the trees in cellular but that can actually move. Sort of like working with a Lego construction set and making it mechanical working. So off they go and all over the cosmos each group (yes they all work as what we know as soul-groups) worked on making some animal forms.


It was a smashing success as they made those giant dinosaurs. 'OM' was happy to see the angelic squad having fun transforming, after all they where the first children of 'OM'. It was like us watching our own children, discover and make something as they evolve.


Of course we all know that those dinosaurs did not have big brains, in that the neuro complexities like we have inside of us had not been developed yet, so they only had a sort of mechanical computer processor to work with. We guess 'OM' must of felt like Bill Gates did when he was making computer history. Anyway, the brains would have to be worked on, but the bases were there. As the angelic group was androgens and they were working with energy that is plus or minus, they made the dinosaurs male and female as they had yet to figure out how to copy themselves therein. This would later lead to how we are today, Ying and Yang, plus or minus in energy terms.


Now in that space and time there was free will in the angelic state that is to move around and go to and fro. They would visit each other at the various schools and find out what they were up to, to compare notes as it goes. Of course they would move from one place to another faster than the speed of light, visiting the various planets in the various solar systems, within various dimensions, knowing where home was in a flash. This was the first wave that came to earth, as we know it.


Each of the planets that have been transformed into a solid form with an animal kingdom  (this was the second wave) was the favorite place to visit and play. Yes, they played with them as they were angelic and could not be harmed, or so they thought, but watch what happens, boy of boy, did they get into trouble.


When we play it is fun, it is part of our humor and our growth. But we can also do too much of something and thus create problems that we are unaware of, at the time of having fun. That is exactly what the angelic ones did. They were able to enter into the animal's brain, which was basically a mechanical nervous system, override it and drive them like robot of sorts. They loved it and would have competitions with each other as do who would out-do whom. 'OM' of course would laugh at the antics of the children just as we love to see our own children having a good and fun time. What they miss calculated in their playing was time, which did not exist in the angelic state, but did in the state of material, impermanent things, trees, flowers, and of course dinosaurs. Too much time was spent inside those brains, running around, and more to the point, chasing and killing one another; not as angelic ones who could not feel but through the animals. They rutted with each other and started to acquire a sense of what the physical form was. This chasing, rutting and killing of each other would draw a lot of their energy out of them. It would zap their energetic strength and make them weak. By now you can perhaps guess what happened. They got a real good taste for the physical senses and wanted more. Greed was starting to become part of them from this animal state.


In another part of the universe, in let us say a larger part of the solar system, one of the groups managed to blow up their experiment and send the pieces of the planet flying throughout space and crashing into earth, killing everything on it. Oh well back to the drawing board, which by now was going to include a lot of new animals that they could play with. Some of their own designs and others from the other groups or schools other than just the dinosaur group. But there was still an issue of those angelic ones having lost there wings and needing to be re-charged, re-energized to get them back.


When the third wave of physical forms came along, we were introduced to the first of what was called hyperborean. These Neanderthal types were large as the dinosaurs so they were able to match them with the apes (when the experiments where starting to be downsized and refined), creating what we really know as the Neanderthal man. Of course back then as with all things, there was an evolution that would come about as the organism adjusted itself to all the cosmic energies that surrounded it and as the angelic ones still enjoyed there space travels, they would now have a even bigger and more refined selection of physical forms to play with. That is really to say, that they could enter into and control it just as they did with the dinosaurs. At this point there was no soul inside theses physical forms, just a biological mechanism that was subject to the dimension of time, that is to say that would decay if not used for something else in the meantime, like food. 


Well as can be expected the angelic ones got carried away as they did before playing around inside these physical forms and the more they played the weaker their reasoning became as they used up most of their energy to play games and rut which took more energy out of them than they could spare. As with all abuses of things they managed to get themselves stuck within the brain of these forms and became un-conscious enough that they could no longer extract themselves. Thus we see the first souls occupying the human form, as we now know it. Unconscious, because they where almost energy dead, as they were not like the energizer battery. But they did act like an energizer rabbit, doing it and doing it, draining even more energy.


A cosmic council of higher enlightened ones choose the course of action that remains with us today, and some of us even say that haunts us, rebirth to get ourselves unstuck from within, from the physical form. Yet knowing 'OM' as the unconditional love, ultimate truth and consciousness 'OM' is, it was a way to 'unstick' the angelic ones so that they could go home and be with 'OM' once again. Without the proper and adequate energy vibrations the angelic ones would not be allowed back into their specific levels in worry of what would happen, but more so in worry of contaminating the others. So they condensed their seed of the creator (which all souls have, sort of like a homing device back to 'OM') in order to awaken it slowly (requiring less energy) and grow it inside for the journey back home. As the Mysteries of Light has it own laws of 'OM', they where given and placed into motion a specific set of instructions, from 'OM' to guide us along, which we will discuss later in the book as 'Karma and Fate'.


As this process was very slow and the angelic ones were still stuck in vibrating at lower levels, the cosmic ones decided to send a fourth wave that would be more like the physical shape of the apes, and separated as to their sex as this would require less energy to work with. This group would become to be known as the Lemurians and would attain great levels of vibration, yet not enough for an easy return home. After all part of their reason for being was to help out their fellow angelic ones that were now stuck inside ape shape bodies. They helped a lot to as they vibrated higher and higher, yet still not attaining perfection for the trapped soul's awakening. They were missing a lot of the Law of One within themselves, as Love is 'OM', and love conquers all, but here on earth it requires time, which they had trouble grasping as they did not fully remember all of their past, as it required too much energy and the cosmic ones worried about contaminations; so 'Fate' played a big role at this time, and even more so today.


Things were getting unbalanced for the cosmic energy of 'OM' and we see at this point that the cataclysmic action of the great flood wiped them it all out with only the once Neanderthal, (who became ape that was now mostly in the present human forms we see), remaining. It was progress as they had started to evolve into more rational and less energy using shapes. However, as they still went through the process of procreation by fornication, the enlightened ones knew that it would be Aeons before they would ever get themselves unstuck. What to do? And so a fifth wave was setup. But this time it would not be a wave that would take place of the existing ones or even evolve it on the biological level; it would be one that would help out with the brain, soul awakening by sharing cosmic knowledge. The Lemurians had come in with that knowledge, but managed to undo it with the copying of procreation by fornication, thus the infamous 'eve eating the apple' before the flood of Noah.


This wave was the emissaries of the Mysteries of Light. They did not come in droves but in a limited number as they were 'pure souls' on a sort of mercy mission. They brought most of the esoteric knowledge that we have been using, that is to say mostly miss using since our written history has begun. They were the ones that helped the Mayas, Incas and Aztecs with their calculations and pyramids. They gave the keys of this knowledge to the Egyptians as well. (Other places have also been known to have received this enlightenment). Through all of this many managed to vibrate high enough that they no longer needed to reincarnate and today live in paradise awaiting a better 'season' to return, play and have fun. They also run things on the physical earth with help from the other dimensions.




Here and Now


And God gave his only begotten son to save us from our sins.


So here we are some five to ten thousand years later, after the emissaries dropped off a lot the information to help us out, and look around and decide if you think we are 'getting it'. The clearest lines, which are also quite obscure at times, that we have are those of post Egyptian time with a number of things predating it, but we will pick things up from the post.


Organized religion was not as such back then as we have today. In those days they

believed in 'OM' as in one God. However, much of what has been translated has had a number of fatal problems to it, such as the use of the words. God, Lord, Father, Creator, Christ etc has been a neuro-linguistic nightmare, especially when working with all the more Eastern languages. For sure throughout antiquity all groups said prayers to the God of this and the God of that, meaning in all cases, the manifestation of 'OM' in that way. This is the use of the word God in God's specific aspect of contemplation, not in the sense that there is a multitude of Creator Gods. This has lead to so much distain from one cult or religious group to another. It has been used as the justification of wars and strife since the beginning, and yet it is all over a miss understanding of using the words. Or is it?


Moses was the first that most of us know of as he is quoted so often in just about all-religious circles and with the Old Testament, that covers a major part of all the people on earth. The major part is that they all call themselves human beings, yet are continually at war with each other. Why? Well when Moses brought the people out of Egypt, he not only brought them but he brought God, Jehovah with them. The interesting point here is that while it was never explained to us in Sunday school, or growing up, Jehovah was known at the time in Egypt as the God of War, thus the manifestation of 'OM' in the war mode, or as we read in mythology 'Mars' the God of war.


So while Moses has the one Creator God, which all will agree was meant, it was a God of Wrath and a God of War. Moses by the way was a general in the Egyptian army. In any case now we can understand a little clearer how the Old Testament has been in much distaste with a 'seemingly' wrathful God. Moses while leaving for the Promised Land had been at Onement with 'OM', that is to say he attained total enlightenment. He had awakened the seed of his soul within him and attained the gnosis of the Mysteries of the Light. The ways and methods of this attainment were known to the Egyptians and had become known to Moses. This gnosis is also part and parcel of what is to be found in the Arc of Covenant.


When Moses received the Ten Commandments, he received them from a war God and not from 'OM' who is unconditional love, ultimate truth and consciousness. So in fact while 'Love' or 'OM' is the highest law of all, we have a number of man made laws, or shall we say, laws of 'OM' that have been miss interpreted by man. Such as, 'Thou shall not Kill' is in fact 'Thou shall not commit murder' which in neuro-linguistics is a slight yet significant difference. We will also see how 'Thou shall not commit adultery' has been miss explained and thus miss understood. Weather this was slight errors by translators and scribes, or meant to be by those in authority who canonized it all, is not up to us to judge, but it is up to us all to understand the differences, to figure it all out so the homing beacon inside of us can help us get back home.


Moses as such was a master of the Mysteries of the Light and was trying as hard as he could to help his people out. That is what the emissaries are all about, helping mankind. So in fact Moses, as well as, those who came before and after him are all emissaries of the Mysteries of Light, as they had attained 'consciousness'. The problem arises when people take things out of context and miss interpret or miss translate what was said and meant.


This takes us back to the infamous 'neuro-linguistics'. Within all the teachings of Jesus the one Christ, from whom so much has been learned of 'Love', we have miss understood that, he as a master emissary, as a Son of 'OM', totally conscious and awaken to the Mysteries of Light brought the fact that it is Love and not sex that our awakening is all about and needs to be clearly understood. He attained the keys, the gnosis of the cosmos and life itself, yet he was not able to explain it clearly to all, as most would not listen to those types of discussions, yet his apostles knew and shared what they could with whom they could. The Mysteries of the Light can only be unlocked with those keys and it is only though following his path and praying to God that we can attain consciousness. Buddha knew this, Moses did and so did Mohammed.


What his path is has been written of in the New Testament with one main key missing to understanding, from the keys that St.Peter holds in his hand is that 'OM' is Love, unconditional, ultimate truth, consciously. You see, when we use a God of War, with wrath and the like, it is very hard for us to focus on Love and on all the aspects pertaining to Love. We are too busy being afraid of God and trying to run and hide, protect ourselves or worst, just deciding that it is easier to ignore God. But when we go back and re-read all those sacred texts etc. with a God of Love 'OM' in our mind and heart and soul, we start to get a clearer picture of what was and is going on.


Coupled with that is the following that clarifies it all. As we mentioned before, the angelic ones that started all of this down here used up a lot of energy as they fornicated for procreation, and this just lead to rutting for the pleasure of it and not for anything sacred or really loving. In order for them to raise their consciousness they needed to work correctly with the energies and transmute or transform them in a most virtuous manner. An orgasm expels a lot of energy unnecessarily. The ovum is ten thousand times the size of a sperm and both are magnetically charged, one plus one minus, so no need to orgasm for men, nor for women to open the cervix.


What we now have is the main reason for the downfall of man, that is to say, the downfall from our angelic innateness of long ago. We are stuck inside of these bodies, evolving downward, as we are not raising our consciousness towards God, 'OM' via any of the messiah's paths that came along to point out the way and help us. They tried desperately to get us to understand that working with the sexual energies is of the utmost importance. Just review any material from the Taoist on the Ancient Art of Healing, most of which is over 5000 years old, and you will get an even clearer picture (and some practices) that will introduce you to it all. In essence what Jesus was trying to clearly point out was that with the proper use of Love and the sexual energies, we can attain what is known as the Christification of our soul. That is to say that we can become totally awaken and totally conscious to the gnosis of ourselves, as well as to the cosmic truths. 


When the elders of authority put all the sacred writings together, they did not, or choose not to include a number of texts that have survived in one form or another and that have just started to see the light of day for the masses. But as with all things esoteric or of a soul growth nature, not all want to believe nor understand what is going on. The short of it is that we are not really looking, fighting with courage to get back to our angelic nature and be all that we can be for ourselves and for God, 'OM'. We are just staying put, living the narcissism that we developed and thus directly saying from deep within, that I am God and the real 'OM' does not exist.


We all have the free will to live as we so choose, and if we want only to live a certain manifestation of God, that is o.k. Yet as we survey all that is going on around us, in every country and home, we see that these manifestations are mostly devoid of 'OM' as the evilness (just the lack of acting as 'OM') is occupying more of our minds than anything Loving, conscious or truthful. No wonder the Mysteries of the Light have been lost to most of us, we are lost to ourselves, and don't even know that we are lost to ourselves. One day, one day!



What Jesus Really Said    

Let he who has ears hear, let he who has eyes see. Consciously.


There is enough material today that exists explaining that in the way most of us have interpreted his sayings we have missed out on the Love and sexual energy aspect. They were most likely never exposed to it so in fact, they would not have been able to decipher what it was and is going on, homicide of our soul, by our own mind and thus by ourselves. 


Jesus never told us to have wars, to do negative things, nor did Moses or any of the others. It is all manmade and thus not cosmic truth, not unconditional love for sure, and most of all not even close to consciousness. He told us everything about love, compassion and all the others virtues of being conscious. He gave us the keys to our sexual energy as the gateway to heaven, which is consciousness, truth and Love, 'OM'. He tried to wake us from our sleep, he tried to help us understand that we are the dead and the dead are the living. Being dead we have the gnosis, until we are re-born physically and then 'Fate' must give us a cup of 'forgetting' what is in between lives so that we can handle being here. Yet we don't even come close to that, as we are all just waiting to die and the paradox is that we don't really want to die, we fear it.


In his sermons, he told us again and again, that we must die and be reborn in order to be saved. He was talking of the death of our egos and reborn of our virtues, with the key being our own sexuality. Stop fornicating and learn to work with the most powerful of all cosmic energy, sexual energy, was his cry, as he came but with the sword of truth representing the dissolution (destruction) of the egos. We have all asked the same questions of ' where was Jesus for those missing years', and if he did not disappear but was resurrected, what happened.


Well to start, he was traveling and learning all the Mysteries of the Light, from the emissaries that are all around us. You probably met one and did not even realize it. He acquired the 'enlightenment' that the wise ones talk so much of. He became a Son of God, as all souls have the right from 'OM' to become. He did the work and he became all he could be. Hard? You read and decide if it was worth it for him, and if you answer anything but 'yes it was worth it', then you better have a good lawyer when your next 'in-between-lives' comes around as you will need one for that judgment day. Remember that ignorance of the law is no excuse, down here or up there, as it is above so it is below.


When he died and came back, he explained all of the process etc to the disciples on Mont Olive. He told them about all the Mysteries of the Light and they all wrote the stuff down, but no one wanted it published. That is to say the writings of the apostles after the ascent were not included in the canonized sacred writings. These manuscripts were left to the so-called 'underground' as witnessed by the Nag Hammadi Papers etc. A great translation and exposure of all of this was in the form of 'Pista Sophia Unveiled', which gives a detailed explanation of what the cosmos is all about and how our souls are received upon the physical death, how our souls are judged by the hierarchy, and how we are exposed to the Mysteries of the Light and then based upon the Karmic re-balancing, reborn again.


Sounds like fun, and it is. We just don't have a very good sense of humor like 'OM' does.


'OM' loves us and wants us to be all that we can be, just like 'OM' wants all energies created to be that. Bad or evil things are just an absence of 'OM' in the picture and, with 'OM' all things are possible. We have the freewill to prove it; too bad we don't make proper use of it. Jesus was trying to help us all awaken to who we are. He wanted us to stop being unconscious and just letting Fate and the hierarchy, (because of our Karma and rutting) control us via our egos and died to forget us of our sins, that is he paid the penitence that we all had to due to our Karma.


The hierarchy was both that of the cosmic Aeons and that of the earthly domain. In his day Jesus was a learned Rabbi and he was conscious of all that was going on. When we read those things he talked about after the ascent, we realize that heaven and earth are at one here, if we can become conscious and awaken our sleeping soul that is. Earlier when we talked about how we fell into a deep sleep and have been trying to get out of it, we cannot just walk back to the inner worlds, paradise and act if nothing was. We would contaminate the other energies with our unbalanced energy. Only through the path of 'Christ' which is part of all religions world wide, just under another name, can we de-contaminate ourselves and be welcomed consciously back into the group.


Jesus was sharing all of this information with us and more openly with those that would listen, as many listen, but not all hear. He was aware of all the problems of the society and hierarchy of the time and was working to set things right as was his mission in life. Those that would listen understood this and they in and of themselves made a life mission of it as well. For without a purpose and mission in our life, we are like a boat in water without any oars and the waters or Fate of life drifts us here and there. At that time, some knew the secrets of sexual energy, but they would keep it to themselves and for their own little groups, as it was knowledge and knowledge was power, which they guarded jealously. With Sodom and Gomorrah as examples of sexual abuse, it was not easy to talk openly of working with sexual energies in order to raise consciousness. In most cases it was matched to the Ten Commandments and interpreted as going against what God wanted. Yet with the commandments being below the Law of One 'OM' which is Love, they were tainted with mankind's definitions.


'Though shall not commit adultery' is more of adulterating our soul by defiling it with the things we think and say, with the lack of respect for ourselves and thus by default, for others. As in we cannot respect someone more than we respect ourselves, the psyche cannot process that type of information, as it does not balance with our 'morals and beliefs'. Most assuredly there are manmade laws that we need to help with social order, as the egos of one easily wants things their own way. Yet these laws would never over-ride the bases of the Law of Love. As Jesus said to us, there is no one that can stop another person from awakening his or her soul for any reason. If the two that are together are not working with God in the picture, that is to say with 'OM' as unconditional, truthful, conscious love, then they are not in fact married in the eyes of 'OM'. If one in fact leaves the other because of this, then that is not adultery, that is growth of the soul for the sake of the soul. This is something that only the conscious soul can understand.


'Thou shall not covet thy neighbor's wife etc', is from a society were the wife was property. Jesus never said anything about a female being less than a male. He knew that for complete awakening and consciousness it takes the two energies to fuse as one and make a whole. Coveting is part of our egoic traits that want and want, not because we work for it etc, but because we an envious, jealous of what the other has, and we want it. Think about the fact that there are about 1.5 women to each man on earth and you will understand that things are in balance if we are working on awakening our soul. Thus, from one life to the next, we can find ourselves being reborn as a man or a woman, depending upon our own karmic rebalancing that needs to be done.


He taught us that in dealing with the sexual energies, it is the ego of lust that impedes us the most. This ego is the root of all our other egos that we created when we went brain dead back in the pre-human days when we were riding inside the animals etc. He knew that unless we 'know ourselves' that is to say all the egoic makeup and dissolve it, we would not 'know the Gods', which is not 'OM' but the manifestations of our own awaken soul. With Fate in charge of us having to pay penitence, that is to re-balance that which we unbalanced, and the hierarchies down here trying to control us mostly for their own gain, we are at the mercy of it all, unless we awaken as Jesus tried so hard to get us to understand, our souls consciously, to 'OM'. When we awaken we in fact start to transcend what is going on and happening to us as we become aware of our own real truths and can in fact voluntarily, consciously pay retribution for those things that we are tied to with Karma.


Jesus was not going to allow all of this to happen to us and his mission was to die for our sins, that is to die so that we would have a better chance at awakening our souls and Fate would not have as strong a control over us. This would also be reflective of what was happening in society, with the elders controlling the masses and not allowing them to reach their full potential, as it had been in the time of early Egypt who had the gnosis of all of this.


In essence what he was extolling to us was that Love is 'OM' and with consciousness of love and becoming truthful to our soul's growth and living it all as unconditional love, then and only then will we be able to be all that we can be, will we be able to grow into the understanding of the gnosis of ourselves, with the sexual energy of love as being the catalyst that keeps us loving and aware. When we transcend the ego of lust to the virtue of chastity, we start to understand that it and not the physical interaction between two people is what causes the problems, it is what the (egoic) mind thinks it wants and then plays games to get it. When we start to understand that the ego of lust is controlling us and 'leading us into temptation' weather it be for the want and desire in the senses (orgasm), or for the power over others, we start to unveil the hidden greatness of our soul that seeks expression. Throughout the ages we have seen examples of this paradox, and thankfully for the Masters, we have seen what it can attain, enlightenment and total cosmic harmony with 'OM', not to mention with our brothers/sisters and our spouses.


When one person attains enlightenment, it is to the benefit of millions, if not billions of beings that are asking the questions and looking for the answers. Yet, with the incessant pulsation of lust or what we like to call 'love' working it's way within the egos of our psychological characteristics and behaviors patterns, we are not strong enough to awaken from within. We seek only the gratification of the moment without regard for the process we are doing or for our mission, if we have one. Yet if we just still the mind long enough to look at what the emissaries of the Mysteries of the Light were doing and try to emulate them just a little bit, then with that 'faith of a mustard seed' we will start to grow into the magnificent tree that we can all be. Free will allows it to be so, or not.


Just as we did not learn those things, we realize that our parents, the schools, the system were missing so much that we could have had to help us grow. The courses and learning we did were mostly for the benefit of the system the way it was setup and run for such a long time, with just about everyone agreeing that there are major problems therein and nobody really trying to do anything about it. This in and of itself is as Jesus explained the rulers of the Aeons above that are in fact here and now. We give ourselves over to their control, making ourselves believe that all will be ok, that it will all get better and work out the way it should. What Jesus told us is that the way it should is 'thy will be done' of the father in heaven, the conscious part of our being, not those who will control others for a penny paid or whatever price they can get them for.


When we look around ourselves at all those that we sense and know who have sold themselves short, we can be comforted that Fate will be rebalancing and helping them the way the Karmic order has been setup. However, this does not in and of itself ever lead to consciousness or the saving of our soul. It leads us into temptation to see if we woke up or if it hurts enough to wake ourselves up, but it does not save our souls. Only our awakening from within can do that, and if not then we will no longer live as a soul, here or anywhere else, we will be swallowed back into the primordial chaos never to be again. This for some is ok, as they will justify doing what they want till the end. Their egos have sold their minds on the fact that they are the masters of their Fate and nothing else exists. Yet what the egos did not tell them, and what Jesus told us after his ascent, which has been kept away from us, is that the process is not that simple, as energy has to be rebalanced by energy. So on our way to primordial chaos, we will find that we are going to be subjected to a lot of things that we could not have fathomed, for if we knew about them we would have woken ourselves up.


These things are in many ways much of what we live here and now. So many would turn around and just say that they will get better, stronger than the next person and step on them if they have to. Yet, this is just what the system (those stronger than us and there always are) wants of us, to keep the others down at our level, for they have their own people and their own ways of allowing some to the top. We lived pains of our growing up and nurturing, when it was done without 'OM'. We lived temptations as teenagers and young adults without 'OM', and they still haunt us for most of our lives, even when we succeed in repressing most of them most of the time, sooner or later we must face our own demons of our egos.


We live pains of trying to create a life within a system that just wants us to 'tow the line' and not 'rock the boat', leaving us empty inside, knowing that something is lacking and just saying, oh well at least I am better than the next person. Are you really? We live pains of relationships and of the family making that stays with us always, for we found lies to replace 'truth' and 'hate' to replace 'love', as 'OM' was missing in the picture. For those with money, they can buy some softening to all of this, but as they all know they cannot buy happiness. Thus, the saying 'better to be rich and unhappy than poor and unhappy' came into being with everyone being more concerned with being materially rich instead of being spiritually rich.


Jesus told us many times and ways, that we cannot be a servant to two masters. We cannot serve materialism and spiritualism at the same time. We are either of our soul or of our body, and when we look all around it is easy to see the answer. Even the have not, have in relation to their situation that they were put into by Fate and thus by their own Karmic deeds. And with Jesus telling us 'it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than a rich person to enter heaven' he meant it. The material wealth becomes our master and precludes us from awakening ourselves; unless we set out to be wealthy and then give it all over to others to sustain us as we work on ourselves to awaken, as we are not really interested in what so many call the unknown things. Thereby, we just give our lives over to Fate to do, as it will. At this point, when we really see the big picture of the world, people have given up so much on their soul's growth and awakening, that it is at the point where, we know it is only Fate doing any work, and desperately trying to help us.


Jesus tried to get us to understand, yet he saw all the problems that would be and how he would have to come back a second time and help us again. Will he come again? For sure! Was he Mohammed? Just one of his manifestations that we still do not understand correctly. When will he come? Well actually he never left, he is still living and breathing in Agartha/Shambala and doing all he can with the other emissaries. If you would like to meet him, you can, all you need to do is go within yourself, awaken your soul and on your way to being all you can be, on your way to being a God (des), you will find him waiting with open arms. If you can't do it that way, then find the 'road less traveled' to Shambala/Agartha, as they are all waiting. Just for you.


We have all been awaiting the Second Coming of Christ. We have all been awaiting a man, a physical being. Why could it not be the mystical person that we all reconnect with, that we reconcile with? As there is the triad, the holy positive, the holy negation and thus the holy reconciliation, why can it not be us reconciling with Jesus in the spirit that he was and still is for us. We will then be able to live his second coming. With the seed of 'OM' asleep inside of us (in psychology known as the Id), 'OM' is awaiting our waking up from our sleep walking in life, to live him just as Jesus did.


The explanations that follow are from having understood the writings of Jesus and the apostles after his accent into heaven. There are two main sources for this, the Nag Hammadi Papers from the Coptic Monks of Egypt and the most important, 'Pista Sophia Unveiled'. The Mysteries of the Light ('OM' and how it all works) are clearly explained there in, but due to the power that it confers to any awaken soul, it was not and is still not widely published. It has been put into the annals of mysticism, which it will remain, until we unveil our own soul, become conscious. Truth is only known when directly experienced, no one is between you and 'OM', never was, is not, and never will be. Investigate it all and you will know that 'OM' is waiting for your homecoming.


I have picked the parts that are the easiest to give the wider view of all the things that are happening when we understand the path of Jesus the Christ as being that of 'White Tantric Sexual Yoga' which has existed since time began, in earthly understanding. It is Love and therefore it is 'OM', conscious, truthful and unconditional. Keep in mind that when they talk of any 'religious types' they are referring to every religion, culture, nation on the bases of the egoic mind and not on the specific religion or culture. Egos are not exclusive to any culture or creed as all of mankind is egoic. It is one God for all and the egos (our inner psychology) are what impair that understanding. One last little note, just because you do not believe it, does not mean it is not true, because things may not always be as they appear to be.


The Ten Commandments.


Do not forget as all things evolve with Love (God, 'OM') so do these.


Deutreonomy 5



1.'Thou shall have none other gods before me'.

As we all have a spark/seed of 'OM' within, we can all become a God (not to be confused with the creator), thus you should hold your Godly spark within when conscious, above all others, above those of other people, know matter whom.


2.'Thou shall not make thee any graven images, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, of that is in the waters beneath the earth'.

Do not make of yourself an image of what 'OM' is in the heaven above, in the earth or waters; for God is within you and when conscious you are in 'OM's' image. 'OM' (the creator God) is the Totality and thus the un-manifested unknown.


3.'Thou shall not bow down thyself unto them, nor serve them'.

There is no other God but that within you, to whom you owe service. Once conscious you will understand that you are in the image of 'OM'.


4.'Thou shall not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain'.

Jesus is our Lord and is also within us to help with awakening. Do not swear or show vanity in his name.


5.'Keep the Sabbath day to sanctify it'.

One day is required for family and communal sacredness and ritual.

'Honor thy father and thy mother'.

Honor your father (the wise of days) who is within you in secret as well as your mother (the divine Kundalini, Pista Sophia) who is within you, here and now.


6.'Thou shall not kill'.

You have no right of judgment to condemn another to death, other than your own egoic sins, which have an energy unto themselves in your mind. (The actual saying in Hebrew is thou shall not commit murder. Slight difference in what it really means).


7.'Thou shall not commit adultery'.

It is of lust and can just be from a thought of lust but is always against the soul. You are not to be with another married person, unless there is a stoppage of awakening and attaining 'OM', righteously, by their spouse, for the attainment of and the manifestation of 'OM'. 'OM' is the reason we are all here. Marriage is of two souls with 'OM' as the witness. As most marriages are devoid of 'OM' in that it is the ego of the mind that has brought people together, then most marriages are in fact not marriages. Do not fool yourselves and say what God has brought together let no man set asunder, for it was not 'OM' (awaken consciousness, ultimate truth, unconditional love) that brought you together, but rather Fate the cosmic controller over our egos and thus tempting our awakening and our punishments/penitence. 'OM' was really not in the picture for he is not at the church nor in your chemistry, but asleep inside of you waiting to be awaken. Yet within this part lies what is even worst and that is 'fornication' or the sexual act with ejaculation for the pleasure of lust and not for the transmuting of the energies for the awakening of the seed, our soul, within. If 'OM' is not awake within, then 'OM' cannot attend the marriage. It is also when you do things against your soul, when you are acting in a non Godly manner, which then becomes adultery of your mind against your soul's awakening and growth.


8.'Thou shall not steal'.

What is not yours, is not yours, righteously. And this includes another person's energy that our egos can so easily tap into and suck out of them.


9.'Thou shall not bear false witness against thy neighbor'.

You shall not tell a lie, as it is not the truth and thus not of 'OM'. We all have within our living of Fate those energies that are the witness to us and at our judgment day (that 3 day or 72 hours after death) they are the ones that tell of our soul's truth, not the egos. If you tell a secret to three people then they can witness it, but to only one, there is no witness other than the energies and that is only at judgment time. But be sure that they are there.


10.'Thou shall not desire thy neighbor's wife, nor covet his things'.

You shall not be of envy and desire as they are not of 'OM', but of the sins, the egos and thus the evil within.



Sayings from Jesus   

and their esoteric meaning referencing 'Pista Sophia Unveiled'.


 S.Matthew 4.


'Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God'.

While the physical body needs bread, the daily bread is the hearing of words from God. As we transform ourselves into our Godliness, it is we with our words that we speak that show others how we are living. Our creator hears all that we say.


'Thou shall not tempt thy God'.

Do not ask proof of God but show God proof of your understanding of God.


'Thou shall worship the Lord thy God, and him only shall thou serve'.

Once we awaken the seed of God within us, God (within us) then becomes as our Lord, as in 'Our Lord Jesus Christ' and is the only one unto whom we shall serve. Our awakening and germinating the seed is on the path to our own Christification.


'Repent for the kingdom of heaven is at hand'.

The kingdom of heaven is within you here and now and it is only by conscious repenting that you will be able to raise your consciousness and enter into it.


S.Matthew 5.


'Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.'

The poor in spirit (sadness for the situation of the masses) will find it easier to seek the kingdom then those with riches who seek nothing but riches.


'Blessed are they that mourn, for they shall be comforted.'

Those who mourn over their own lost soul will find increasing comfort as they find their own inner truths (which is part of the reason they mourn) from their awaken soul.


'Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherited the earth.'

Those who are meek and not arrogant will find comfort here and now.


'Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled.'

Those who seek (hunger) for the ultimate truth (righteousness) shall find it and be contented.


'Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy.'

What you do to others will be done to you by Fate as the cosmic controller. If you are merciful to another so will others be to you. We reap what we sow.


'Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.'

With a pure heart of consciousness, truth and love, God reveals unto you, without it there is no place for God to live within you.


'Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called the children of God'.

God will only recognize those that are peace loving in his image and not strife makers of any kind.


'Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven'.

When in seeking truthful righteousness we are persecuted because of it, we are granted the kingdom of heaven within ourselves, as righteousness is needed to awaken our soul.


'Blessed are ye when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake, for great is your reward in heaven'.

If you are persecuted for spreading the word of Jesus then you are consciously aware and receive the Mysteries of the Light.


'Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled'.

The law is the law and must be fulfilled to the end of time. There are 42 laws as governed by the judges of Karma. They must be obeyed and thus fulfilled, which is why Fate as the cosmic controller is there, to be sure that we rebalance the energies.


'Whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart'.

A thought of a lustful nature is the adultery of the soul, as lust is a want of the mind and not a need of the soul.


'Whosoever shall put away his wife, let him give her a writing of divorcement', 'saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery'.

Divorce is acceptable if there is fornication (the act of ejaculation during coitus). That is to say if there is orgasm during intercourse. If one or the other is a fornicator then the other has not the possibility of manifesting God within. Thus divorce is allowed.


'That ye resist not evil, but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also'.

Do not give into evil and do not let the evil of another control you. Turn the other cheek with your consciousness as all will have their own judgment day between lives.


'Thou shall love thy neighbor and hate thine enemy, but I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you and pray for them which despitefully use you and persecute you'.

God loves all the same and you must do so as well, being your own godliness. This will give you a chance to test yourself in life. It is known as the psychological gym of the egos and is the way to allow ourselves to see who we really are inside our minds. For what we see and hate inside our enemies is exactly what we see and hate within ourselves. As we are not conscious of this we need to know ourselves and we will know the Gods. Consciously is the only way out of the trap of the egos.


S.Matthew 6


'When thou doest alms, let not they left hand know what thy right hand doeth'.

Give in secret and let no one know, but God, otherwise you are doing it with pride and vanity.


'When thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut the door, pray to thy Father which is in secret'.

Pray within yourself and not without, for God is within. Only you can do this for no other is between you and God. But do not let the others know per say as they will try to hinder you.


'When ye pray use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do'.

God knows and hears before you say anything. So talk to God as if in a intimate relationship.


'Our father who are in heaven'.

That is our father who is within us in secret even unto us. The seed we need to germinate, to awaken and grow into manifesting God within us.


'Hallowed be thy name'.

Your name is holy as the verb, sound that created all.


'Thy kingdom come'.

When God has been awakened within you.


'Thy will be done in earth as it is in heaven'.

God's will of the soul and not your will of the ego or sins. From above, in the consciousness of the soul, so shall it be on earth once we awaken from our nightly sleep and astral travels.


'Give us this day our daily bread'.

Help us to receive and know the words of the Lord (Jesus) and God everyday.


'And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors'.

Forgive us of our mistakes and errors by having mercy upon us as we repent consciously and just as we will forgive others of their mistakes and errors to us.


'And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil'.

Do not allow the egoic sins of our mind to guide us, and help us not to be delivered unto them. Fate is always tempting us and therefore we must be vigilant. Keep us within your good grace, always.


'For thine is the kingdom, and the power and the glory, for ever and ever. Amen.'

For God within is the conscious kingdom, which is the power and glory our soul seeks to manifest, as the soul reincarnates from life to life.


'Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, but lay up yourselves treasures in heaven, for where your treasure is, there will you heart be also'.

Do not make a treasure of material things that are impermanent, but of spiritual things that are forever, for your heart will follow that which you treasure and your soul will grow there from. Or not.


'No man can serve two masters…Ye cannot serve God and mammon. Therefore I say unto you, take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink, nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat and the body than raiment?'

You can only be of one mind, God or selfishness. So do not be concerned with your daily life of what you will eat, drink or wear. Is life not more than eating and dressing? Meaning your soul and spirit. By first seeking the kingdom of God within, and its righteousness, all these things will fall into place. Your awaken consciousness will guide you.


S.Matthew 7


'Judge not, that ye be not judged'.

As you judge another (without the right to do so) so will you be judged. So be careful with words and thus there neuro-linguistic association. Your ego may call it analysis, or criticism but it may just be judgment. Is that what was meant?


'Thou hypocrite, first cast out the beam out of thine own eye, and then shalt thou see clearly to cast out the mote out of thy brother's eye'.

If you see something wrong in another, do not be so hasty to say he has it and have him remove it, as you have it also, but you will not admit it thus you will never see it, just as all hypocrites are; so remove yours first (become conscious first) and then help your brother. We are reflections of each other in various states.


'Ask and it shall be given you; seek and ye shall find; knock and it shall be opened unto you'.

By asking questions, by seeking and by ardently praying, all will be made known to you. The first and most important is to know and understand your own psychological mind. That is to become conscious which is what the goal of life is.


'Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them, for this is the Law and the Prophets'.

Do under others that which you would have them do unto you, for as the law of Karma requires, so as you do to others, it will be done back to you, tenfold. With this you can very well predict the future from it all.


'Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it'.

Few will understand that the strait is the male and narrow the female, which in unison leads to life. Awakening is done when we follow the path Jesus teaches but which the system hid. Just because you do not believe it does not mean it is not true. St.Peter had the keys, but no one allowed us to use them.


'Beware of false prophets…you shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?'

Those who proclaim to be this or that do that can be proved by what they sow and thus what they reap. Evil sown, reaps evil. Goodliness sown, reaps goodliness. What they are extolling is what will allow us to define the difference.


'Therefore, whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock.'

Listening to Jesus and following his way is like the man building a solid foundation for the house upon solid rock. And that rock is the philosopher's stone, which is the process of unison between the male and female.


S. Matthew 8


'The foxes have holes, and the birds have nests; but the son of man hath not where to lay his head.'

While animals live in a physical setting, the conscious son of man is of pure energy and is not in need of a set place. Once conscious the son of man is not in need of any fixed place.


"Follow me; and let the dead bury their dead'.

With our unconscious soul we are sleep walking and thus 'walking dead'. The sleep walking dead can bury the physical dead as the soul has left and moved on.


'Why are ye fearful, O ye of little faith?'

Fear is the strongest manipulating sin/ego that requires great courage of faith to overcome, so why do we not have enough courage to overcome it?


'And he said unto (the devils) Go. And when they were come out, they went into the herd of swine; and behold, the whole herd of swine ran violently down a steep place into the sea, and perished in the waters.'

The waters are the sexual alchemy between man and woman and is the way to destroy the herd of 'swine' 'devils' that are actually the egos once they are found and worked on as a couple. Once we see our egos, defects and work with our spouse in the alchemy of sexuality, then and only then can we dissolve them totally and awaken within.


'And they that kept them fled, and went their ways into the city, and told everything and what was befallen to the possessed of the devils. And, behold, the whole city came out to meet Jesus; and when they saw him, they besought him that he would depart out of their coasts.'

Those who did not remove the 'devils' egos from within themselves ran into their city (where the egos hide out) in a state of fear (as it always happens when the ego feels it is under attack) and told others of their fright. When the others saw Jesus (the conscious light) they also became fearful and asked him to leave. The darkness cannot stand the light and is always afraid of it.


S. Matthew 9


'I will have mercy and not sacrifice; for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance'.

It is not the 'righteous' that need mercy and Jesus would not sacrifice the sinners but would show mercy so they would repent.


'Daughter, be of good comfort, thy faith hath made thee whole.'

Faith and doing in his ways is what make us heal ourselves, as all is inside of us here and now.


'Then touched he their eyes, saying, According to your faith be it unto you'.

Once touched upon by his grace, we will see that which our faith in him sees. We see what we choose to see, thus we are blind to the level we choose faith and see.


'Then saith he unto his disciples, the harvest truly is plenteous, but the laborers are few'.

There are a lot a people that need to be cured with faith, yet there are not many that have enough faith to help in the curing, nor are there many of those that need to be cured who want to do the work that needs to be done.


S.Matthew 10


'Go not into the way of the Gentiles, and into any city of the Samaritans enter ye not; But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.'

It is not the Gentiles or Samaritans that will lack faith in my teaching, to them it is new and they can understand, but to those of the house of Israel who know some of the teachings, they will not have as much faith and must be ministered to. They are too held within the dogmas of the doctrines of old.


'For it is not ye that speak, but the Spirit of your Father which speaketh in you.'

When in time of need and with faith, your soul will speak the truth as the ego is no longer.


'And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake; but he that endureth to the end shall be saved.'

Normal people will not accept my teachings and thus will hate you and remove you from teaching the truth; but persistence to the end on my path will lead you to total enlightenment.


'It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord'.

All one needs to do is to copy and emulate the one that they believe in, thus as we copy Jesus our master, we become a servant copying the lord.


'Fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul; but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell'.

The body is temporal and can be killed but not the soul, unless it is given unto the egos/sins and cast into non-repentance. Only God (the creator) can judge to the disposition of a soul. It is primordial energy and under God's creation or destruction.


'Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven.'

If you tell of my truths to men, then truthfully you will be in fact having me confessing before our Father (your soul) which is within.


'Think not that I am come to send peace on earth; I came not to send peace, but a sword'.

It is not peace that propels me but the sword of justice which is the sexual union of man and woman, in conscious truth. Peace will not work against egos that are selfish and unconscious.


'And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.'

A man's foes (egos) are within his own household (mind), thus of himself. Likewise the family that we grew up with, those that have many of the same inherited egoic patterns from the parents etc. are foes to our soul's growth. They want to do better than us and thereby pull us into competing on the egoic level and are not interested with the soul's development.


'He that loveth father or mother more than me, son or daughter more than me, is not worthy of me.'

If you have more love for a physical person than for the spirit of God, then you are not worthy of God. If you want more to be with your family (physical) than God, then you are not deserving of God. If your father and mother have more influence on you than Jesus, then you are not worthy of Jesus. If your children are more important than Jesus then you are not deserving of Jesus.


'And he that taketh not this cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me'.

If you do not practice tantric yoga sex as Jesus taught then you are not trying and thus worthy to have him within. The cross is the sacrifice of abandonment into the sexual acts. 


'He that findeth his life shall lose it; and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.'

The one who says he found life, temporal, shall lose it through death. But he that loses temporal life in the practice of tantric yoga sex (the path of Jesus the Christ) will find his real life. Awaken consciousness.


'He that receiveth you, receiveth me; and he that receiveth me, receiveth him that sent me.'

When you (as a conscious being) are received by someone, they are receiving Jesus within you and thus are receiving the one from within Jesus, God.


S.Matthew 11


'The blind receive their sight, and the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed, and the deaf hear, the dead are raised up, and the poor have the gospel preached to them. And blessed is he, whosoever shall not be offended in me.'

Blessed is the person that is not offended by Jesus teachings of white tantric yoga sex, because of the results that it gives over and over to conscious enlightenment. Those who choose not to see what is real and what is not, received their sight of reality. Those that have physical limitations overcome them from the healing power within the work. Those that are unclean due to society and cast implications can be cleaned through Jesus and the work. Those who could not hear the truth, can through Jesus and the path. Those that have been declared dead to their culture can be re-born through Jesus, as all of us sleep walking can. The poor adhering to the path can transcend their plight with the teachings of the gospel.


'For this is he, of whom it is written, Behold, I send my messenger before thy face, which shall prepare thy way before thee.'

This is Jesus that we were told of, the messenger stands before you and his teachings (of the path) will prepare the way for you to enter within yourself, and become consciously awaken. 


'And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force.'

Since the knowledge of baptism by water (tantric sex) till now the kingdom of heaven (the conscious mind) has suffered violence, and those that are violent take the mind of another by forceful means.


'He that hath ears to hear, let him hear'.

The person that chooses with free will to hear the truth, let that person hear the truth.


'I thank thee O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because thou hast hide these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes.'

I thank you consciousness of my mind here on earth in this body, as you have hid things from the wise and prudent (those who believe only in themselves, are full of themselves and call themselves as such, egos) and showed the truth to those who are pure of heart. Those who are selfish and vain will not want to know of tantric sex or just use it to control others, those who are conscious and pure will understand as they have not been tainted.


'All things are delivered unto me of my Father; and no man knoweth the Son, but the Father; neither knoweth any man the Father, save the Son, and he to whosoever the Son will reveal him.'

I know the truth of the father from my awakened soul within. No one can know the son (me the path) but the Father (the awaken soul part of the creator), nor can they know the soul (the awaken conscious part), except if the path is known to them, and that the awaken soul that is the son (the path) will reveal to them.


S.Matthew 12


'For the Son of man is Lord even of the Sabbath day.'

The path taken by the soul when conscious and enlightened is master of self and follows only unto God and no other. No matter what day it is.


'And Jesus knew their thoughts, and said unto them, Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation; and every city or house divided against itself shall not stand.'

Being conscious he could understand what they were trying to do. Every person that lives a divided life (material and spiritual), tries to serve two masters (the egos and the soul) that cannot stand and is brought to desolation. Even within the family the same plight is seen as the egos are trying to control all and the souls of the children are trying to awaken. Thus even the house will not stand.


'He that is not with me is against me; and he that gathereth not with me scattereth abroad.'

You are part of the solution or part of the problem. If you not gathering under his name, then you are scattered all around with no fixed place for consciousness.


'Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men; but the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto men.'

You can repent and receive mercy for most things, but not for blasphemy against; the energies of man/woman, the Law of Love (the Holy Ghost), God and Jesus the Christ.


'For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned.'

You will all be held accountable for all the words and thoughts you have. From your actions you will be given the Fate that is required based on them.


'An evil and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given to it; but the sign of the prophet Jonas.'

Evil and egoic people seek signs that those of faith do not need to be shown, for as with Jonas faith is of the consciousness found along the path of tantric yoga sex when awakening or resurrecting the soul from within the sleeping state.


'Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked then himself, and they enter in and dwell there; and the last state of that man is worse than the first. Even so shall it be also unto this wicked generation.'

He (the unclean spirit partly removed from within the man) takes the seven sins which are more wick (combined) than it alone (as egos have more strength in numbers as a narcissistic phenomenon) and come back to live inside the man (are feed again by the person) to the point that the person is now worst off than before as they let the sins back in. And this will continue for generations as egos/sins are transferred from one to another as well as life to life.


'For whosoever shall do the will of my Father which is in heaven, the same is my brother and sister, and mother'.

Those who do the same as my awaken soul (Father inside of me) which is within me, are in fact as me as they are the Love that is called God.


S.Matthew 13


'So shall it be at the end of the world; the angels shall come forth, and sever the wicked from among the just.'

Just as all men believe that they are good and do no wrong, the day of judgment (each day between lives) is assisted by the angels that process us to the required (awakened) level. Those that understand the Mysteries of the Light (tantric yoga sex) will understand the process of elimination, of the egos/sins. So those that understand go to their 'reward' as people like to call it and those that do not, go to their 'chastisement to pay penitence'. There are levels and levels of consciousness therein.



S.Matthew 14


'And said unto his servants, this is John the Baptist; he is risen from the dead; and therefore mighty works do show forth themselves in him.'

Having raised his consciousness, he was baptized (via tantric yoga sex), and re-born again (risen from the dead that are the sleep walkers). And as such his works show themselves as the truth that they are, mighty.


'And they did all eat, and were filled; and they took up of the fragments that remained twelve baskets full.'

They learned of the 5 and 2 = 7 chakras, and were fed them (knowledge of them) and they were satiated. Then they had the 12 energies (of our solar system, astrologically) working from the full baskets (chakras).


'But when he saw the wind boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink, he cried, saying, Lord, save me. And immediately Jesus stretched forth his hands, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?.'

As the egos that are working against our awakening see our advancement, they become stronger, especially when working in the union of the couple. At that moment, invoking the Lord within us, Jesus will save us with our supplications. And Jesus asked 'Thou of little faith, wherefore (where along the path, the practice) didst thou doubt (did doubt enter into you and sink you into the water (sexuality) of the practice/path)?


S.Matthew 15


"This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me. But in vain they do worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men.'

In as much as you say things of honor and worship, it is that which is in your heart that is the truth. You say this and that but in your heart you believe other things. Your ego controls your words and your soul is left prisoner in your heart. But this is in vain, as what you say from your doctrines is that made of man and not which is of God. The commandments of men are used as the doctrine, not the words of Jesus the Christ and God.


'Not that which goeth into the mouth defileth a man; but that which cometh out of the mouth, this defileth a man'.

What and how you eat does not make you known as to who you are but what you say, which is from you mind (egos without the soul) and you will be known of those fruits from your own tree.


'Every plant, which my heavenly father hath not planted, shall be rooted up'.

Only those manners and ways of God that have taken seed in the soul will remain once the 'egos' which is not of God have been uprooted.


'Let them alone; they be blind leaders of the blind. And if the blind lead the blind, both shall fall into the ditch'.

Do not pay attention or waste your time and energy on those who have not eyes to see or ears to hear. Those that follow others blindly without questioning or consciousness are living blindly the doctrines of man and not of God. They will all lead one another into the Abyss.


S.Matthew 16


'A wicked and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given unto it, but the sign of the prophet Jonas. And he left them, and departed'.

This generation that adulterates the teaching of God, that are wicked in their egoic ways, they seek proof as they are not believers of God. Therefore no sign will be given unto them, for the signs are all within the soul (the seed of God) which is asleep within.


'And Jesus answered and said unto him, Blessed art thou, Simon Bar-jona; for flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee, but my Father which is in heaven.'

You are blessed by Jesus when you understand from within, by your own soul's awakening and not by those things that any man says. Follow Jesus and go and learn what he went and learnt.


'And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock will I build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.'

Peter has the keys to the rock (the Philosophers Stone) of tantric sexual yoga, and within the practice of it with your spouse my church (the New Jeruslem Celest) will be built up which nothing, not even the gates of hell and evil can prevail against as it is the sacredness of God. It is the enlightened Onement with God that nothing can corrupt.


'And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven; and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven; and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven'.

Jesus gives us the keys to the Mysteries of the Light, and whatever we do within us and bring towards us here and now shall be done to our soul (heaven). And whatever we expel and take out of us shall also be taken out of our soul, which is in heaven.


'But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan; thou art an offence unto me; for that savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men'.

Jesus said to the egos of Peter, get behind me as I am working and helping him and you are not of God and thus you offend God. You wish for and want for in the mind of Peter, those things that are of thoughts, made of men and which are not of God.


'Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross, and follow me.'

If you want to be like me then you must deny your egoic mind, give up the sexual acts and practice 'tantric sexual yoga' to follow me.


'For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.'

If you try to save your life of the egoic here and now, then you will lose the chance to live your soul; and if you really live your soul from my teachings then with this practice you will truly find and live your soul.


'For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?'

What good are any of the earthly egoic things if you lose your soul's awakening from it? And what will you forgo in order to awaken your soul?


S.Matthew 18


'Then Jesus answered and said, O faithless and perverse generation, how long shall I be with you! how long shall I suffer you!'

Jesus was chastising the generation of people that are perverse in their ways and faithless in his teachings, thus of God. He knew of his ending to come and was angst at suffering the non-believers.


'And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief; for verily I say unto you, If you have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you'.

You are unbelieving, for with the faith of a mustard seed (which grows into a tree just as the seed of your soul grows into your Godliness), you would practice tantric sexual yoga and with those Godly given powers nothing would be impossible unto you.


S.Matthew 18


'Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh'.

There are offences in the world because of men living as their egos, but those that commit an offence must pay the karmic debt it creates.


'Again I say unto you, that if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven'.

For any two people doing something on earth (with their Godliness) that they ask for, then God which is in their souls will grant it unto them.


'So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses'.

If you forgive all those who have offended you from your heart and not your mind, then you will be forgiven by God, for if you do not then what is required to be paid for each trespass will be extracted. The law is the law and forgiveness commutes some parts of it.



S.Matthew 19


'And said, For this cause shall a man leave father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife; and they twain shall be one flesh? Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder'.

As God made male and female, they need to leave their parents (sometimes called the servitors of Fate, the controllers) and in tantric sexual yoga practice will become of one flesh. In this the seed of the soul awakens, thus God awakens within, and to this end, what God joins in this practice, no man can take apart.


'He saith unto them, Moses because of the hardness of your hearts suffered you to put away your wives; but from the beginning it was not so.'

In the beginning male and female where created and happy in unison, but as the hearts hardened Moses allowed for a 'divorce' in writing, as much for the sake of the women as for helping the men soften their hearts. Conscious attainment of God cannot be stopped by marriage if both are not on the path.


'But Jesus beheld them, and said unto them, With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible'.

With man living with his own egoic will much of the spiritual and Godly things are impossible, but in combining all things with the male and female energies awakens our Godliness within and all things are possible.


S.Matthew 20


'Even as the Son of man came not to be ministered unto, but to minister, and to give his life a ransom for many'.

Once awaken and enlightened with the truth and Godliness within, the Son does not seek anymore the knowledge but the sacrificing of the 'ego' self for the message (sacred and hidden from most) to be given to redeem all believers of the Mysteries of the Light, from their sins/egos.


S.Matthew 21


'And Jesus went into the temple of God, and cast out all them that sold and bought in the temple, and overthrew the tables of the money-changers, and the seats of them that sold doves'.

The temple of God is within as and we must remove all the egos that cause us to divert our prayers and meditations towards those things made by man. Unless we overthrow these psychological defects, they will always take us away from our spirituality.


'Jesus answered and said unto them, Verily I say unto you, If ye have faith, and doubt not, ye shall not only do this which is done to the fig tree, but also if ye shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; it shall be done. And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive.' 

Inside each of us awaits our Jesus to be resurrected and only with faith in his ways and God can it be done. With 100% faith (believing) and (prayer) practicing tantric yoga sex all is possible.


'And whomsoever shall fall on this stone shall be broken; but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder'.

The stone is the philosophers stone of tantric sexual yoga, which if we fall onto it we will be able the break our egos from within, however, if is should fall on us, that is to say if we ejaculate our energies, then we will fall into the abyss.


S. Matthew 22


'And when the king came in to see the guests, he saw there a man which had not on a wedding garment; And he saith unto him, Friend how camest thou in hither not having a wedding garment? And he was speechless. Then said the king to the servants, Bind him hand and foot, and take him away, and cast him into outer darkness; there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.'

Once enlightenment is attained through the path of Jesus we are given a wedding of our soul, for the angels and hierarchy are happy for us and celebrate. Only those enlightened can attend, that is to say those that still have egos within are stopped from entering the Mysteries of the Light. The king uses his servitors (cherubims etc.) to cast the egoic (sinful) one into the outer darkness based upon what his judgment has been. This is the process of penitence being taken from us as we have not attained enlightenment under the control of Fate. The law is the law.


'Jesus answered and said unto them. Ye do err not knowing the scriptures, nor the power of God. For in the resurrection they neither marry, nor are given in marriage, but are as the angels of God in heaven'.

We can only know the truth by experiencing it or understanding through what was used to make up the sacred writings of all times, or else we do not understand God. Once we resurrect our soul from within the prison of the egoic mind, then we and our spouse are like angels, our original angelic state.


'I am the God of Abraham, and the God of Issac, and the God of Jacob? God is not the God of the dead, but of the living.' 

The dead are those who do not awaken their soul within and the living are those that have attained enlightenment, here and now, not in another dimension.


'Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all they heart, and with all thy soul and with all thy mind. Thou shalt love they neighbour as thyself'.

God which is that seed within all of us awaiting to be awaken is the most important and the one to love with all our heart (the loving heart of life) with all our soul (the awakened soul, the spark of the creator) and with all our mind (once the egos have been eliminated). Your brothers and sisters as just as important as you are in life and God, love.


S.Matthew 23


'Saying the scribes and the Pharisees sit in Moses seat; all therefore whatsoever they bid you observe, that observe and do; but do not ye after their works; for they say, and do not.'

The hierarchy has taken over that place of Moses, so do as they do but do not work as they say, for they tell you to do it, but do not do it themselves.


'But be not ye called Rabbi; for one is your Master, even Christ; and all ye are brethren. And call no man your father upon the earth; for one is your Father, which is in heaven.' Do not let yourself be flattered by titles for you are not a master (we are all the same brothers and sisters, no masters) and there is only one, God.  And not-with-standing your biological father, your only real father is the one that is in heaven.


'But woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye shut up the kingdom of heaven against men; for ye neither go in yourselves, neither suffer ye them that are entering to go in.'

Those that believe they are the rulers, the masters, the ones to whom you must pay homage, they are condemned, for they have not taught the truth of heaven and thereby shut man from accessing it and from having their help gaining the gnosis to enter it.


'Wherefore ye be witnesses unto yourselves, that ye are the children of them which killed the prophets.'

As you reincarnate, as you are the blood line of the hierarchy of old, you are now the witnesses to the demise of old and to that which you are again doing to the prophets and to the masses.


S.Matthew 24


'And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you.'

Man is apt to lie for control and power over others, do not listen to man, but to your awaken soul, God within.


'For many shall come in my name, saying I am Christ; and shall deceive many'.

Once the process of Christification of the soul is understood, there will be many who say they have done as he and really have not. They will say they are the Christ to have you believe them.


'And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.'

As long as the egoic mind controls you, you will feel offended (hurt pride etc.) and thus your egos will attack or react to another's with hate (another ego).


'And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold'.

Because of all the fear that this will create, then those that say they have love (an egoic one as they are not awaken) will start to turn cold towards others. Only Godly love can spare you of waxing cold.


'But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.'

Once you awakened God within you, you will have God's comfort to endure all things till the end. That same awakening is what will save you, in the end.


'For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall show great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect'.

Those who believed they have worked on being conscious and who have yet attained enlightenment may believe in one of the false Christs that will come as they will show great signs, as they have awaken inner parts more than others for ungodly use, and they will fool others into following them.


'Verily I say unto you, this generation shall not pass, till all these things be fulfilled'.

This generation, that is to say this race of beings, the fifth race Aryan, will live all of these things before the sixth race can be established.


'Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away'.

As with all cataclysmic events, all seems to be gone except for the words of the ultimate truth which follow us throughout the cosmos.


'Then shall two be in the field; the one shall be taken, and the other left'.

Whenever that time comes, we may believe that we are righteous and will be saved, but as most of us are not as couples living our Godliness, one could be saved and the other not, we do not know, unless we awaken God within and be that Love which will be saved and start the sixth race the 'Golden Age', as it has been and always will be.


'The lord of that servant shall come in a day when he looketh not for him, and in an hour that he is not aware of. And shall cut him asunder, and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites; there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.'

As we erroneously believe that we are really awake and doing Godly things we do not look and act as we should, always being that Love. Then in a hour of our destiny our judgment will set us apart from God and as is our possible penitence we will be cast into the outer darkness, that is away from our God and Love. This is interestingly one of the basic precepts of Angel lore, whereby they the angles feel so alone as they fought and where sent away from God in order to find their way back to his Light and Love; sounds just like us and in fact it is us.


S.Matthew 25


'They that were foolish took their lamps, and took no oil with them; but the wise took oil in their vessels with their lamps'.

Beings believe themselves more than God and make their own way without asking and listening for help, as such they are often not prepared and have not what is needed to light their own way. Those that have awaken at least to ask of God and Love for help, are never left in the dark.


'And while they went to buy, the bridegroom came; and they that were ready went in with him and to marriage; and the door was shut'.

Those that did not prepare themselves for tantric sexual yoga can find themselves left out as the marriage to Christ is consumed by the wise and the doors to enlightenment are shut, that is to say the cataclysm is and the elect chosen.


'For unto everyone that hath shall be given, and he shall have abundance; but from him that hath not shall be taken away even that which he hath'.

Those who have awaken and become enlightened shall receive the Mysteries of the Light and even more, but those who have not awaken and not become their Godliness, what they do have, they will loose. Consciousness begets consciousness and unconscious begets nothing.


'And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me'.

Whatever we do unto another person, as far as God we are doing it unto God as Love, as such we will be judged based on all of those actions as if we did it unto God.


'Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me'.

Whatever we do not do and should have done unto a person, in the eyes of God we are not doing it and should have to God.


S.Matthew 26


'For ye have the poor always with you; but me ye have not always'.

The problems and the egos will always be around, but the solution and the belief in our own inner divinity is and will have a judgment day. If we do not follow Jesus then we will just remain with those egos, even until the judgment day.


'And from that time he sought opportunity to betray him'.

When we are on our inner road to consciousness to inner Christification, we are faced at some point with our inner Judas seeking to betray us, the chief of the egos to trap us and stop us from awakening.


"For this is my blood of the new testament, which is shed for many for the remission of sins'.

Our inner Christ will give till it's last breathe for us, yet it is not all but only many that will have their sins remised. Consciousness to the path of Christ is the key to this testament of who we really are.


'Then saith he unto them, my soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death; tarry ye here, and watch with me'.

Even till the time of death does our inner soul feel sorrowful of our egos and trying to help all of humanity awaken. We seek the company of like souls, kindred spirits, to go through all that we need to, in order to awaken.


'Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation; the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak'.

As our egos weaken our mind and the things we do, and even with a willing spirit, it is easy to fall into temptation as Fate demands of us to test our resolve. Be vigilant wherever the egos are and pray to God for the help needed to awaken.


'Then said Jesus unto him, Put up again thy sword into his place; for all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword'.

This has two points inter twined. The first is that those who fight with whatever method will die from that method, just as it is the karma from previous lives that needs to be re-balanced. Then he that uses the sword (the male organ) will perish (the egos within us will die) by the using the sword during tantric sexual yoga.


S.Matthew 27


'Now the chief priests, and elders, and all the council sought false witness against Jesus, to put him to death'.

Those in power, those of the hierarchy and of tradition will do all they can in order to prevent change, in order to stop the multitude from attaining consciousness and awakening the seed of God from within. This awakening is a threat to their very survival.


'Then answered all the people, and said, His blood be on us, and on our children'.

When the egos succeed in attaining their goals (killing of the spirit and the soul), they will show success in having won over the spirit and accept condemnation even unto their children, for as in the workings of karma and psychological traits, they (the egos) are transferred, interjected from one generation to the next.


S.Matthew 28


'And when they saw him, they worshipped him; but some doubted. And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given into me in heaven and in earth. Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you; and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world.'

Even when proofs of things are given, the incredulous doubt and that can only be remedy by their own experiences, direct, to know the truth. Once Christified we attain total awaken consciousness of our soul and spirit, being our inner self that lives on forever, reincarnating and in the other dimensions. At the same time using much more of our brain capacity we have power over our earthly matters. So we need to go and teach all things Jesus commanded us to teach being sure to baptize (explain tantric sexual yoga) in the name of the Father who is within us in secret, that is to say the seed sleeping awaiting awakening, the Son or daughter, that part of our inner wisdoms not known to us and the Holy Ghosts, the energies that are all around us and not worked with or even contemplated. The Holy Trinity awoken and raised through tantric sexual yoga.


The Revelation


Revelation 1


'And from Jesus Christ, who is the faithful Witness, and the first-begotten of the dead, and the Prince of the kings of the earth. Unto him that loved us, and washed us from our sins in his own blood. And hath made us kings and priests unto God and his Father; to him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen'.

Within us lies waiting to help our own inner Christ as a Witness to our awakening. First-begotten of the dead is of us as we are known as the walking dead, in that we are not really alive to our soul, we have not waken up from the profound sleep that we are in. He is the Prince of all the kings (that is our glory inside of us) on earth. He loved us so that he gave his own blood so that we would be remised of our sins. By doing so he has made each and every one of us that awaken, a king and a priest of ourselves unto God and his Father that is in secret, thereby giving glory to Jesus and dominion over all that is within us.


'Behold, he cometh with clouds; and every eye shall see him, and they also which pierced him; and all kindreds of the earth shall wail because of him. Even so, Amen.'

Although going within to awaken and enlighten ourselves can be veiled in some obscurity, none the less all those that have developed the third eye, both for the good or the evil, will know, detect and see him within. All those on his path will cry with the joy of his coming.


'I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty'.

Jesus the Lord Christ within us is our awaken soul, that which always was, is and forever will be.


'Saying, I am Alpha and Omega, the first and the last; and, What thou seest, write in a book, and send it unto the seven churches which are in Asia; unto Ephesus (1), and unto Smyrna (2), and unto Pergamos (3), and unto Thyatira (4), and unto Sardis (5), and unto Philadelphia (6), and unto Laocdicea (7)'.

Understanding the path of Jesus means to activate the seven churches or Chakras in the body (by meditation and tantric practices), as described in Asian meditation and that have a direct correlation in helping us wake up, to Christify ourselves.


'And I turned to see the voice that spake with me. And being turned I saw seven golden candlesticks'.

Looking inward to our inner voice of wisdom, our Father who is in secret, the ancient of days, our eternal soul, we see the seven Chakras shinning as they are activated.


'I am he that liveth, and was dead; and, behold, I am alive for evermore, Amen; and have the keys of hell and of death'.

Our inner Christ was dead while we were sleeping, and once awaken will live as such for all times as he has the keys, the path, the Mysteries of the Light, to liberate us from hell and death. These keys as in the keys Peter holds in his hands are those of tantric sexual yoga.


Revelation 2 the Chakras


'Unto the angle of the church of Ephesus (1) write ….. I know thy works, and thy labour, and thy patience, and how thou canst not bear them which are evil; and thou hast tried them which say they are apostles, and are not, and hast found them liars. And hast borne and hast patience, for my name's sake hast laboured, and hast not fainted. Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love. Remember therefore from whence thou are fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent. ….. To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the paradise of God.'

When starting to work with the first chakra (our root center) our inner Jesus is aware of the labour and patience we have and our angst of things that are evil (not working towards God). We will often find that those who teach say they are enlighten but are not really so, their ego is still controlling them. But in the name of Jesus Christ we plough on trying and trying to awaken from within. But as in most things, as we awaken and face our inner reality and truths, we find that we may no longer be compatible with our mate and take another (as well as having realized that we have in fact been absent of God our first Love), this is a source of sorrow for our inner soul. None-the-less as me move on and sincerely repent at the realization of where we have fallen (in error) from, we can do the works of the first chakra and awaken that part or else we will lose it. Once we awaken that chakra (by tantric practices) we are starting to eat of the tree of life and not knowledge, which we know is in the middle of where God is, our own inner seed/soul awaiting to be awoken.


'And unto the angel of the church in Smyrna (2) write; ….. I know thy works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but thou art rich,) and I know the blasphemy of them which, say they are Jews and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan. Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer; behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days; be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life. ….. He that overcometh shall not be hurt of the second death.' 

The second chakra is our sexual center. No matter our circumstance, knowing that we be in tribulation and poverty but that we are rich in our soul with knowledge. Our soul knows those that lie to tell us to follow them as they are this or that, when in fact they are but moving us away from God, not towards God, as God is not inside a building but inside of us awaiting to be germinated. Whatever we will suffer, whatever we will be tested on, the law of retribution (number ten in kabala) will redeem us if we hold our faith and our belief, and thus attain a real life, with a real soul that is awaken. Not being hurt of the second death is the one of our physical bodies as we start to understand the gnosis of life itself. The first death is that of our egos.


'And to the angel of the church in Pergamos (3) write; ….. I know thy works, and where thou dwellest, even where Satan's seat is; and thou holdest fast my name, and hast not denied my faith, even in those days wherein Antipas was my faithful martyr, who was slain among you, where Satan dwelleth. But I have a few things against thee, because thou hast there them that hold the doctrine of Balaam, who taught Balac to cast a stumbling block before the children of Israel, to eat things sacrificed unto idols, and to commit fornication. ….. Repent; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will fight against them with the sword of my mouth. ….. To him that overcometh will I give to eat of the hidden manna, and will give him a white stone, and in the stone a new name written, which no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it'. 

The third chakra is of the emotions, the solar plexus. This is the center most used by our egos (sins) and is known as the seat of Satan. But holding onto Jesus in faith even if sensing the martyring of our egos we will succeed. But as we (our egos) have the doctrine of evil within as a stumbling block to eat sacrificed things and commit fornication (ejaculation) we must become aware and sincerely repent. If we do not then the word (verb, sound) will be used against us and we will be punished by the law of the Mysteries of the Light. Overcoming or awakening this chakra will give us the hidden manna (breathe of knowledge) and the white stone (the philosopher's stone) where upon is written the name of Christ. The stone is that of the practice of white tantric sex.


'And unto the angel of the church of Thyatira (4) write; ….. I know thy works, and charity, and service, and faith, and thy patience, and thy works; and the last to be more than the first. Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols. And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not. Behold, I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds. And I will kill her children with death; and all the churches shall know that I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts; and I will give unto every one of you according to your works. But unto you I say, and unto the rest in Thyatira, as many as have not this doctrine, and which have not know the depths of Satan, as they speak; I will put upon you none other burden. But that which ye have already hold fast till I come. And he that overcometh, and keepeth my works unto the end, to him will I give power over the nations; and he shall rule them with a rod of iron; as the vessels of a potter shall they be broken to shivers; even as I received of my Father. And I will give him the morning star'.

As the fourth chakra is the heart chakra it is of charity, compassion, faith etc. such that while it takes time and effort and patience to activate it, this makes the last more than the first in both the sense of the last chakra activated will allow for more total gnosis than up to that point, as well, those who are last in their works, can become first in their accessing the doorway. But as this love of the heart can cause a person to be seduced and slide into fornication (ejaculation) we need to repent or all will be cast in with the fornicators and great tribulations will be given to us. Our inner Jesus will not allow someone such as this to be alive, to be undead (enlightened), and the rest of our charkras will know that Jesus will be as the witness in the end and thus we will receive the Mysteries of the Light based upon up to which chakra we have activated. But those of us who have not been exposed to this doctrine and do not really know the depths of Satan either, no other burden (punishment) will be put on us. So we need hold each level we attain in awaiting his return and must not loose it. And as for those who overcome temptation and live by his works (his path), he will give power over the nations (egos) of the egoic mind and with a iron fist working in the fires of tantric sexual yoga, the vessels of a potter (female yoni) shall be broken to shivers as Jesus had received by his Father who is in secret within, the ancient of days. And Jesus will give unto us the morning star, Venus, that Love raising forever.


Revelation 3


'And unto the angel of the church in Sardis (5) write; ….. Be watchful, and strengthen the things that remain, that are already to die; for I have not found thy works perfect before God. Remember therefore how thou hast received and heard; and hold fast, and repent. If therefore thou shalt not watch, I will come on thee as a thief, and thou shalt not know what hour I will come upon thee. Thou hast a few names even in Sardis which have not defiled their garments; and they shall walk with me in white; for they are worthy. He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in white raiment; and I will not blot out his name out of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels'.

This charkra is the fifth (larynx) one and that of the verb, our words that we speak and thus what we think and live. We must be vigilant with our words and strengthen our resolve to die the second death for our works are yet perfected before God. So remember all that you have learned and repent for those errors committed. If you are not vigilant enough the words slide out as a thief unnoticed. There are some people who have activated this chakra and thus not defiled their inner bodies that they have developed and will be allowed through the doorway of life, for they merited it. As for the ones that overcome (activate) this chakra they will be invited to wed their inner duality and will not be taken out of the book of life for the next Golden Age, and will be told of, witnessed by, Jesus before God.


'And to the angel of the church in Philadelphia (6) write; ….. I know thy works; behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it; for thou hast a little strength, and hast kept my word, and hast not denied my name. Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee. Because thou hast kept the word of my patience, I also will keep these from the hour of temptation, which shall come upon all the world, to try them that dwell upon the earth. Behold, I come quickly; hold that fast which thou hast, that no man take thy crown. Him that overcometh will I make a pillar in the temple of my God, and he shall go no more out; and I will write upon him the name of God, and the name of the city of my God, which is new Jerusalem, which cometh down out of heaven from my God; and I will write upon him my new name'. 

The sixth chakra is that of the third eye on the forehead, seeing what others do not. Jesus knows our real works, and has opened a door before us, that no man (ego) can shut. As we have little strength to fight all the egos of men, but, as we have kept his word and not denied his name he has helped us activate this chakra for all times. He will take all those who teach falsely and are not real spiritual people, but people of egos, and make them bow to us as we have enlightenment and they are still unconscious. And as we kept the word of his patience he will not allow us to be tempted in the hour when, all of mankind will be tempted by the false Christs. Hold on tightly and consciously to all that you have merited till now, that is up to the crown of glory for Jesus will make a pillar for us (part of the foundation of the new Golden Age), and we will rest therein forever. And he will write the name of God and the new city on us that will come from heaven, from the Godly soul being that we are and give us the new name of Jesus.


'And unto the angel of the church of the Laocdiceans (7) write; ….. I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot; I would thou wert cold or hot. So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked. I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich, and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eye-slave, that thou mayest see. As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten; be zealous therefore, and repent. Behold I stand at the door and knock; if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me. To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne'.

As the seventh chakra is activated in the crown of the head, the penal gland, we may feel neither joy nor sorrow having passed through the dimension of dualities and cause and effect, thereby detaching ourselves from the wheel of Samsura. Jesus would have rather that we were one or the other for continued consciousness sake. As we believe to have attained final glory (rich in spiritual and material) we feel that we have it all and need nothing else. However, we do not realize that we are but simple specs of dust in the cosmos until we buy (through work and supplications) from him our golden glory of the new age, which is through the tantric sexual yoga, and be married (in white raiment) to our soul awaken within and put on eye covers (cover the material visible) so that we may truly see that all around us is impermanent illusions and that the truth is to be seen within us. Just as many are loved as are rebuked and chasten away, so be zealous in the repenting. He is standing at the doorway where we must now enter, the 13th aeon, and those who hear and open up all the way will be with him and he with them. And those that do overcome will be taken in and will sit next to Jesus, just as he had done before us. And Jesus is with his Father, just as the one that overcomes will be with his Father.


Revelation 4-10


To understand the esoteric nature of that which follows you may want to read 'Pista Sophia' and intuitively you will understand.


Revelation 11


'And there was given me a reed like unto a rod; and the angel stood, saying, Rise, and measure the temple of God, and the altar, and them that worship therein. But the court which is without the temple leave out, and measure it not; for it is given unto the Gentiles; and the holy city shall they tread under foot forty and two months. And I will give power into my two witnesses, and they shall prophesy a thousand two hundered and threescore days, clothed in sackcloth. These are the two olive trees, and the two candlesticks standing before the God of the earth'.

In the inner dimension, when working on the path of Jesus the Christ, we are measured by the way we have been working with our chakras, as to how high we have evolved thus activated them. This is the temple of God within us, up to the altar of our conscious mind and heart. All those who practice tantric sexual yoga are to be measured in this manner. But those who are outside (do not practice this) leave it alone for it will be given unto the Gentiles (those who were not born into a religious system and thus do not know of these things). And these Gentiles will trod on the holy city as it is the punishment for disbelief in Jesus and the path. And two witnesses will have power to prophesies; they are Jakin and Boaz of the temple, they are the Holy Ghosts of the church and they are within us once God is manifest within. They are the peace bringers of vigilance over us, the candlesticks within all beings that manifest God.


'And after three days and an half the Spirit of life from God entered into them, and they stood upon their feet; and great fear fell upon them which saw them. And they heard a great voice from heaven saying unto them, Come up hither. And they ascended up to heaven in a cloud; and their enemies beheld them'.

Upon death we spend three days (72 hours) in retrospection of our life as well as past lives with the Spirit of the Mysteries of the Light in order to fully understand all things. During this time, we are made to understand our own judgment as to our soul's progress as God (Love) calls upon us to account for our self and all of our actions. And as we move up in the dimensions and gnosis is unfolded before us, we are seen with the Spirit by all of those energies (like egos) that had been part of our Fate to do this and that, testing our consciousness; and they are fearful for themselves as to what may become of them given our judgment by the Mysteries of the Light. Their Fate is complete annihilation or to be reborn to us in the next life.



At this point apart from some various expressions that can be commented on, it is better that we read 'Pista Sophia Unveiled' first to understand that the rest is of the punishments that each soul faces given the sins that they did during a life time, and many life times if not repented thereof. 


No one likes to think of punishment and repenting saying that they are good people, yet, based upon how the world is going and Fate as the overseer, it is more than evident that we are still going downward and not waking up to our inner Godliness.


We have a finite number of lives between each cataclysm and as such we use them to wake up to our inner God and be that Love to ourselves and to all others. As we have free will, we can work on it or not, it is up to each one of us. And as the cosmos has free will as well to help in it's evolution and expansion, it can extract penitence for those things that we do and should not as we must always keep the balance and rebalance that which we did not. Consciousness, enlightenment is the knowledge, the path of Jesus the Christ is the way, and tantric sexual yoga is the key.


All are called, some answer. Of many that answer, some come. Of the some that come only a few are chosen. Our egos (psychological sins) are what stops us from being all that we can be and doing our 'Father in heaven's (our awaken soul) will' and not our own egoic one'.



Fate as Karma and Karma as Fate

Do unto others, as you would have them do to you. What goes around comes around.


We have all heard of it and think of it as cute, this word Karma, it comes from over there and does not really mean a lot over here. And as for Fate, will s—t happens so it must be destiny. Not even close, but we can always make ourselves believe whatever we want, we have neuro-linguistics to play with and make the end justified by the meaning. And, as Scott Peck pointed out in 'People of the Lie' we even have ambulatory schizophrenia to make sure we believe what we want to believe.


Destiny is simply the end of a biological organism based upon the decay of that organism. Fate can be re-balanced, but destiny cannot. But, we can transcend (detach ourselves from their cosmic laws) them both.


Fate came into being at the point when we got stuck down here, remember 'in the beginning' when we were angelic and playing with the animals and rutted so much that we went completely unconscious. Well at that point, when the enlightened ones started to work on fixing things 'OM' with infinite Love setup a set of Laws that would govern us until we awoke to what was going on. It was a way of helping us to be sure that we got the awakening of our consciousness right so that we would be accepted back 'in the fold' as they say. These laws were 'Karma and Fate' in order to help us to be all that we can be and live as that Godliness we have sleeping inside of us.


Energy is of 'OM', all the types that we know of and do not know of. Everything below 'OM' can only transform that energy into something else, we can make something, but we cannot create anything, for there is only one ' Creator OM'. When we work with that energy and set it out of balance, that is to say do something that is not of 'Love' with it, then we must re-balance it and set it right, this is our process of Karma, re-balancing that which we unbalanced.


Think of it this way, 'OM' created the energies and we will and do call all of it 'Love'. Due to the various ways that we experiment with it, due to the various ways that we can miss use it, we do not always do 'loving' transformations with it. This in and of itself is going against 'OM' as it is not moving towards union with 'OM' but moving away from 'OM', disunion. As all things are evolutionary, that they evolve forward, expanding no matter what, we can see that moving away from 'OM' is unbalancing the energies. Just as we see the sunspots that coincide with strife, wars, anger and hate on earth, we unbalance other parts of either the smallest particle or the cosmos itself.


So 'OM' gave us Karma to re-balance the energies that we unbalanced. As for Fate, it came in as the ruler of Karma, as the one that oversees and puts into motion the process of helping us to get it right. Fate has a great number of helpers and guides that process us into what we need to awaken our consciousness, to be tested to see if we are understanding and to get us to pay the Karma that must be paid, that is to say to rebalance that which we must.


When the body dies and go through our 'rigpa' or the analysis of our life and past lives to be reborn, we are taken through the Aeons to help us understand what is going on that we are not remembering when in the physical body, as we are not capable of handling it all. When we are given our final review we are processed/sent to that area where we will be working on rebalancing our energies. We will not get into the theology of those areas as they are well described in 'Pista Sophia Unveiled', suffice to say that it is easier to come back here and do the some more work. Also, look around the planet at some of the places and what is going on there, and ask yourself, is that not hell and or punishment on earth. Remember 'as it is above, so it is below'.


When we are coming back, we have within us a set of actions that we need to rebalance. Those actions are governed by Fate, and monitored all the time, so that we can advance on our path to enlightenment. To be sure we do not always listen to our inner soul as most of the time that 'seed of faith' is still un-germinated, not awaken, so with our free will we choose to do what we want. Although that free will is always the egos taking over, but thanks to Fate we have those chastisers around that help us awaken to germinate the seed and grow our soul.


Once we are back here and living our lives, to what we make ourselves believe the best way we can, we are confronted with all kinds of situations that either make us grow, or tempt us into creating more Karma. Perhaps at this point in our evolutionary process, we are unaware of all these things, so, we are in fact working in the dark. (Pun intended). Unless we shed some light (consciousness) on it we will never find our way. So, having been warned that materialism as a master will keep us down and in the dark, we still choose not to look at any of the esoteric facts that have been handed down by the emissaries of the Mysteries of the Light and as such we are still stuck more than if we were conscious of the ramifications we would not want to be. We have come to know that our soul exits the body every night while the physical body sleeps and we head off to the astral dimension were our awaken soul resides, trying to learn and understand what our next move should be. As much as we ignore all of the material that is available from the emissaries, we cannot ignore our own soul in the astral dimension.


So, with the level of our consciousness that we work to, we choose or not to do things that will help us remember. When we don't, Fate comes and nudges us along by lessons of the third kind. These lessons are harder than the chastisements that we should have grown up with, in that we are now older, should know better, or at least should be awaken to ourselves a little bit. Without Fate helping us along, our world would be in total turmoil with only the strong (physically and with mental manipulation) surviving. Thus just a den of thieves that are just the egos of want, devoid of 'OM'. Without Fate we would not want to live here very long and never attain, complete oneness, which leads to harmony, which leads to ecstasy and bliss. Come the think of it, for some of us it sounds like Fate is slacking off. Actually, as we do the actions that move us away from 'OM' we create more Karma, some of which must be rebalanced in this life for our own growth. Given that we now see how Fate is so busy with all the current rebalancing and that we are not clearing up the past, just the present life stuff; how can we ever get things cleared up in this one. This will discuss further when we get to the 'End'.


The ironic thing that we do not understand at all, the thing that we have avoided looking at the most in our lives, is that everything that happens to us or by us has a cause and effect. As such, we are the masters of our own Fate. We set ourselves up for it all in this life, past lives and will also in future ones as well. Jesus talked so much about not serving two masters. So we all gave up (especially the 60's generation) on spirituality and held on for dear life to materiality. We use the saying that as the other countries have nothing and they all want something, that they are not more spiritual than we are, so we justify our going away from 'OM' and thus being what most call, evil. If we choose the master of spirituality, we would then have a chance of realizing that we have not germinated our seed within and need to, for our own sake. As we take care of ourselves, we also take care of others.


The problems, trials and tribulations, the hardships, the disasters that we experience, are of our own making. First by ourselves, next by our family, then friends, our community, our cultural group, our city, our state, our country and finally our Earth, mankind. We are all part and parcel of what is going on, and as the Zen saying goes, 'contemplate the flapping of a butterfly's wings, in Asia making a tidal wave in North America'. The smallest does in fact have a cause and effect on the largest. Evil or bad things in and of themselves do not exist, we make it all possible. Sure we managed to get our angelic state stuck in the animal state down here, but we do not have to stay as such, unless we choose to so with our own free will. And, as the saying goes, if you are still alive and here, you did not get it right, and we add yet, hopefully. That is unless you are part of the emissaries of the Mysteries of the Light, working to help mankind at least know that the seed within them needs to be germinated, and from the fact that we are all still here and not extinct like the dinosaurs that we played with long ago, must mean that there are some.

The End

There is not really an end, just many beginnings. That is if we germinated our soul and wake ourselves up.


Only 'OM' is of the Beginning and the end, so we don't even have to think about that part. What we need to realize is that, while we all wish and hope for our paradise/Shangri-La, we will be coming back here, or to one of the other planets, (many of Edgar Cayce's readings explained this process) to learn and rebalance that which we must. We will be given all the chances that we need to be given until we get it right. Just remember that evolution does not fix the problem, only our awakening consciousness can do that. Why? Because, without awakening consciousness we are not aware of anything and thus we cannot become all that we can be. And as we do not even want to try to get it right, just hoping it will be better in the end, we think that we will just win the lottery. Some do, but it is only one per draw.


Unfortunately, as things stand right now, too many have put there faith in the lottery of life, in that it will be better when we die, as they are all just waiting to die and not living life to it's fullest. Well, we don't won't to burst too many bubbles with all the details which most people will not want to believe anyway, so all we will say is that, we will see you next life as we have in the past ones, in whatever station of life you are given from the merits of your heart. By the way, if we look all around the great planet of ours, we don't see to many really good stations of life, we see a lot of struggling, but not a lot of happiness and fun, unless you have a lot of money in this life, which also brings it own karmic process with it. Just don't forget you can't take it with you into the next life, which for most of us is right back here.


As we talked about before, there have been cataclysms that have affected earth on different occasions, and just as we have our cycle of life, so do the planets around us. We choose not to think of these things happening to us, as it would cause us to think more than we really want to. Comfortably numb is the choice of most, as they have not given themselves the chance to germinate the seed and start to understand the Mysteries of the Light. The cataclysms that we face are just energies moving around, and in many cases, rebalancing themselves, or being pulled towards it's opposite, like most teenagers do when the hormones start running ramped. In the case of our solar system, there is no exception. When there is an over build up of negative energy in one place, then the rebalancing must proceed which is in flux always. At this point, the incredulous like to say, so if there is an over build up of positive energy then it must be rebalanced, not at all. Positive energy is what it is all about, 'OM' that Love energy of the cosmos, made it all to be transformed as we have seen through out history, but not to have a build up of a negative charge which is in fact moving away from 'OM' and thereby not Love. 


As we have seen in the different areas over the history of our planet, when negativity surmounts, (as seen clearly with the Sun spots) we have strife, wars etc. These can only be rebalanced by pure positive, Love 'OM' energy. When this fails to happen, as with any over charged situation, we end up attracting and even greater energy that is needed to rebalance it all. Thus, we end up attracting those cataclysmic events. When and how this happens is still a mystery to us. The Mayans had perfected the reading of the stars/heavens, so they knew when their own end would come. And, as we are not consciously interested in what might be, we just focus on what we are doing without any conscious concern for our awakening and helping in the rebalancing that is needed here and now. In all meditative practices, they talk of living in the present, that the past is gone and the future but a promissory note. They are right, but in the wisdom of our miss using neuro-linguistics, we never really think of that part that says, 'consciously'. Yes, we are all asleep as we have just explained, the seed of our soul has yet to be germinated, and as such we are just sleep walking with materialism as our master and Fate as our lord.


The probability of another cataclysmic event wiping us all out here on earth, or as many like to say the 'Armageddon' of the bible, is there, weather it be the evolution of our solar system or from our negative energies pulling something towards us, it could happen. When? Well let us leave that to 'OM' and the bible to tell us 'as a theft in the night'. So always be ready which really means to always be conscious.



It is the be all and really does make the world go around.


'OM' was, is and forever will be the only answer to everything. With conscious unconditional truth in Love ('OM') all things can be rebalanced. It was told to us from the beginning of time, it was told to us in so many ways, it was brought to us by emissaries, some who sacrificed themselves to get the message across. Love really does make the world go round and evil (moving away from or not moving towards 'OM') is what makes all the problems. And, let's face it, who wants all these problems that we keep re-living over and over? So we just tell all ourselves that all is o.k. and thus we can make ourselves believe anything that we want. But, is it 'OM'?


When we think of Jesus Christ or any of the other masters that we have been exposed to in our life, we think of the Love that they showed and gave to us. They were not the only ones that were loving; yet they had the greatest impact, as they were in fact totally conscious, thus they were living manifestations of 'OM'. When we go around saying 'I love you' what we are really saying is that 'I like you'. There is a reason that we are saying that, not because we are a loving soul that is conscious, unconditional and truthful, but just for the sharing of wants and desires etc., just like with a friend. I scratch your back you scratch mine. So off we go doing whatever we want, or more to the point, whatever our psychological defective egos want, actually sinning against our own soul. Even with most people who only say it when in a physical embrace, it means, 'I like what you do for me' because you allow this physical embrace. 'OM' is not in the picture, and worst of all to the shock of just about everyone, 'OM' was not at their wedding either. How could 'OM' be when it was Fate doing the work that has to be done in order to help us understand the germinating of our soul seed and the awakening of our consciousness to truth and unconditional love.


Love, 'OM' is all we need, yet to attain it, to be it, we are doing all that our egos tell (and makes us believe) us to do, and we are so far off the course that we wonder if we can ever find the path again. Thank 'OM' Fate is there helping out whichever way it can. To experience life with pure Love is a Godsend, for it is God. It makes the difference to all the points of our life that we are trying to live. And, for those of us who make believe that we are 'loving', just look around at the world and at the 'other guy' and remember that the other guy is you. We are part of the solution or part of the problem, there is no in between as ambivalence is also known as evil. We evolve as we choose to evolve, with or without 'OM'. Without 'OM' has basically gotten us to the state we are in, worldwide. We can make ourselves believe that it will get better, or just hope for that paradise after dying and not worry about here and now, for as we all say, 'I am a good person, it is the other guy'. Just remember all of our excuses when judgment time comes in between lives, and in preparing for the next one in this one. We are the cause and effect of it all, and we all have the free will to prove it.


With 'OM' then all things are possible. We can germinate our soul's seed to wake up here and now and turn this all into something better not only for today but for tomorrow as well. We can actually be that Love we all talk about, but nobody really understands or really lives by. We can awaken to being our own angelic souls, helping and evolving to a conscious state that is our 'OM' given right, but which we have chosen to ignore. We can become a 'God' in the most profound manifested sense of all. LOVE. With truthful love, there are no longer the egos to manipulate and control our actions and reactions. With unconditional love, we will know what it is to be at Onement with all living things. With conscious love we will experience not only the bliss of mankind and the ecstasy of each other, but also the bliss that creates it. With all of this, we will experience the One God the Creator of All, 'OM' and the infinite multitude of manifestations that it is. We will see it all around us. We will feel it all around us. And, most of all we will Live it all around us. Paradise found? Not exactly as the process of evolution will continue to expand all things, but, we will have activated the homing beacon so that we will at least know which way is up, and that is, by starting to go inside of ourselves where all the answers lay awaiting our questions.


God is more than just merciful; God is Life lived to the fullest. Namaste.



If you would like some place to start with all of this, we recommend that you get to really know yourself in the believe it or not manner. Start by accessing the multitude of 'know yourself tests' and by actually meditating alone in prayer. If you have trouble with any of this then ask a person that you feel comfortable with and that you sense that has something that they can share with you. They will only be able to point the way of what they know, all the work is up to you as there are no medicine pills to fix or cure what ails you.


Once you start to know yourself, then you will have in your hands the material to help you find out what challenges or weaknesses need to be worked on and turned into strengths. Taking baby steps will ensure your success each and every step of the way. You will be better equipped to handle all of the problems that may come along while you are house (mind) cleaning the egos and when they start to fight you at every turn, at every word that comes into your mind and out of your mouth. They are seeking survival for their lives, that is to say the life that they control, being yours. You control them or they and thus those of other people will control yours.